"Where I Belong"

There are burn marks on my hand, and a skeleton in my closet.

Memories in my mind, and pictures in my wallet.

They haunt me in the night and call at me through darkness.

Do you know a place to hide?

A safe place far from the bright side?

And from green unseeing eyes?

I'll never be the light, my heart can't bare the outside.

Hated by your deepest eyes, my soul can't stand the inside.

You were one and you were my kind, losing you was genocide.

Sometimes I feel you breathe, sometimes I hear you cry,

sometimes I see your smile, half the time I forget it's all a lie.

I can't escape my mind. I cannot flee my mind.

The wind whispers down to me, as you tell me where to go.

A voice from above guiding me and my scattered form below.

I'll get what I deserve, and I'll give nothing in return.

This world took my only love from me.

Your eyes, they seldom comfort me.

I live but I'm not alive, I'm not dead but I'm surely dying.

I don't enjoy what I've become, but I always hated who I was.

The one who squeezed too tight and fell too deep and fell too hard.

When I was holding you, I was slowly letting go.

I should have told you to stay, but I was never good enough for you anyways.

You should know I die, as every day, I watch your slam that door.

I should have stopped you, I never should have let you go.

But instead I watched you leave as your tears hit the floor.

You took your bags and my favorite memories and threw them all away.

You ripped my dreams out of my pillow and my heart out of my chest.

I thought you knew too much, now I know you never knew enough.

I should have heard the way my heart

always beat for you.

I'll never love again, I swear I'll never love another.

In my heart I'll keep you close, you'll always be my only lover.

I miss those nights by the fireside,

I love the way your hair shined as we spoke in truth and lies.

There was life in the firelight, but death panted in the darkness.

Regret has left its burning mark, I feel no warmth without you here.

I should have told you how I felt, I should have treated you so well.

I never said what I should have thought; that I always felt what I hide so well.

Instead of loving, I conspired. I lost the one who sat by the fire.

I regret those nights spent by your side in silence.

I said I'd never love you, now you know that I'm a dirty liar.

I'm dead, you're gone.

I'm dead and

you're gone.

I lost the place where I belong.

I should have felt the way my heart

always beat for you.

a/n: That's all folks!

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