~Sneak Peek~

Elsa's POV

"I can't with you anymore. Every time I see you... I remember her. When she used to look at me, giggle and hold my finger. Every time! Every single damn time! I don't have a picture of her! We didn't even name her! I hate you. I hate you so much, Jack!... for giving me everything and taking it away in a second. I don't want... I don't want to live with you. I can't" I try to hold back my tears and then say with a broken voice "We should get a divorce".

Jack drops his coffee and starts stuttering "No. No... We can work this out. I promise. Don't leave me, Elsa! I will sleep in the garage, make my own dinner. I will never even show you my face but... Don't leave me. For god's sake. I'm sorry! I'm Sorry! I'm Sorry. I KNOW I'm the reason she died. How many times do you want me to apologize! HOW MANY TIMES! She was mine too! Don't you think I feel bad or sad or guilty or want to kill myself! Don't leave me! Take all the time you need! Just don't leave me." He's on the floor begging me to not divorce him with tears rushing down his face.

My eyes get watery but I don't let even a single tear fall. I feel a lump growing in my throat and step backwards trying to get away from him "I can't Jack. I can't forget her! and YOU KILLED her! It doesn't matter how much you apologize! Can you bring her back! No, you can't. Right now once again you are thinking about yourself like you always do. It's final. I'm filing a divorce. Please leave the house. I can't even look at you" My eyes betray me and now I'm crying like a child. I let my tears rush down my face. I wipe them with my sleeve and walk to our room and slam the door shut.

I collapse on the bed, curl into a ball and cry "Why Jack? Why... Why did you do that?!"

I get up and leave the room to see where Jack is. I hope he's gone. I open the door and step out. Looking around I see Jack is gone. I go to the garage and the car isn't there.

I look up and whisper "What am i doing mom. He killed her. I know I made the right decision...Right?"

I look down at my hands and say "But... My heart says otherwise"

My phone suddenly rings and I pick up "Hi I'm callling from Victoria Hospital. Is this Elsa Frost?"

"Yes this is"

"Your husband got in an accident"