Chapter 1

This is so stupid. My parents sent me to this dumb boarding school to straighten me up.

According to them all I am is a spoiled brat and if I wanted to act like a little kid, I'd be treated like one. Hence, why I'm sitting here in the admissions office of the MDLG school.8

I found out about MDLG around 14. I didn't understand it at first, but the more I dived into it I found it super interesting. I have never been in its kind of relationship though, but I hope to be someday.9

I confided in my mother about my wishes of hoping for a mommy-or a mommy and a daddy someday when I was 17. I figured she would be shocked by this but she was very calm and collected.

"I know all about that honey. Your father and I are friends with a couple who live that life style. We met them at a BDSM club," she told me.1

"Wait why were you there?" I questioned.

My mother chuckled, "well you see darling your father is my submissive and I am her dom. Its a lifestyle we love, but didn't want you to know about until you were older. Since you confided in me though, I felt you should know now. I support you and just want you to be happy. Though I think you should go to the academy to get proper training and maybe you'll find a proper mommy there."5

"Wait there is an academy?" I asked.1

"Oh of course there is Mila. This town is full of hidden BDSM and CGL places. Most of the town participates in one or the other."

So that was it. I was sent to the academy. It was great at first. I was a little as I suspected. The longer I was there the more I fell into my headspace. Which happened to be a bratty 2-3 year old.

I got in trouble one too many times at the first academy. So that is what brought me to this one. Maion Academy. Also known as troubled littles school.

"Karla Cabello, the headmistress will see you now," the secretary said.

"It's Mila," I explained. I never went by Camila. "And my last name is Cabello."

"Noted," the woman said staring me down over her glasses.

I went into the open door she pointed to.

"Yes Miss Cabello, please have a seat," the headmistress said. "I am headmistress Coran. First off I'd like to hear your side of what brings you here to Maion Academy. Why were you kicked out of your old academy?"

"They were all mean and stupid!" I said feeling myself slip into little space.5

"So you constantly refused to share toys, pushed other children down, bit them, kicked them, and threw temper tantrums when you were told to do something because everyone was 'mean and stupid'?"7

"Uh-huh," I answered kicking my heels back and forth.1

"Well I can see that you need lots of disciple. Maion Academy will do wonders for you. Based on your profile, your admissions paper, and your attitude right now I know just what classes you need. Sit tight I'll be back."

Who did she think she was telling me about my attitude?

"Here you are Miss Cabello."

I took the sheet and looked it over

Name: Karla C. Cabello

Age: 17, Little age: 2-3

Room Number: 516

Likes: music, the color blue, rainbow colored things, Netflix, reading, sippy cups, pacifiers, her stuffed monster, Disney movies, pasta, cuddles, chocolate, ice cream, cookies, swimming

Dislikes: pickles and many other foods-is a picky eater, being told no, not getting her way, sharing7

Behaviors: Temper tantrums (throws self on ground, kicks, screams, cusses, cries, bites), pushes/hits/kicks other children, refuses to share, does not listen well8

Class Schedule:

7a-8a: Breakfast

8a-9a: Little homeroom: little basics

9a-10: Art.3 for littles

10a-11a: History of bdsm and mdlg

11a-12p: P.E.3: for littles

12p-1p: Lunch

1p-2p: Nap time

2p-3p: Music.3 class

3p-4p: Little homeroom3

"This looks pretty normal to me...I figured I'd be in some form of trouble makers straightened out classes or something."

Ms. Conran chuckled, "Well we don't have those per say, but you'll notice the .3 after some classes is an identification code for littles with behaviors similar to yours. You'll be put in these classes with teachers more trained to handle your case. They have doms in the classes as well who would like a little with behaviors such as yours. No little is bad or needing reformed. But I do expect you to follow our rules. Punishments will result if not. For now, though lets get you settled into your room. You will be in a single dorm room. If in the future you'd like a roommate or you find a caregiver that can be arranged. Enjoy the rest of today getting around school."13

We walked out and Ms. Conran said, "Oh Ms. Jauregui, could you please escort Ms. Cabello to her dorm and giver her a tour. And watch out. She's a very...determined little."1

The student nodded and smiled. Her eyes glanced me up and down. I stood straight and stared her right back. If she was going to look me up and down I would do the same to her.

She was an extremely attractive woman. Board shoulders, strong arms and muscular build. She was a big woman and made me feel small. But I didn't show it. Her eyes were the prettiest blue, almost like a lake. They matched perfectly with her dark brown hair. It was short with some length on top. She had that hotness that made you just be attracted to her, and you knew she knew she was hot. I could see her batting those eyes and making any girl swoon.3

I wanted her.

"Come on kiddo. I'll give you the grand tour," she said.

"Ahem!"

"What?"

"Carry my stuff for me!" I said throwing my backpack at her.14

Her eyes changed to something darker. She squatted down to my level so she was eye to eye with me...not an easy task for her 6"0' to my 4"9'.

"Listen to me very carefully. I will not tolerate this behavior. None of us doms will. If you want to get along here you better learn some manners to. And you're plenty old enough to carry your own stuff."8

With that she put my bag back in my hands and stood up.

Idk why but the way she looked at me, actually made me feel like she cared? Like she actually wanted me to succeed. She didn't just treat me like a bratty little and punish me. She wanted me to learn and act right. No one ever made me feel like this at my old school. Maybe I would like it here after all.

2

"My first name is Lauren Jauregui. You can call me Lauren. What's your name?"4

"Mila," I replied.

"That's cute. Well okay Mila, the little dorms are on the east wing. They're are 5 halls...you're room number is 516 so you are on the 5th hall, 1st level, 6th door. There are a total of 3 levels for the dorms. And there are 9 rooms to each hall. You have your own bathroom in your room. There's a community play room, and an adult Dom per each hall incase littles need help.7

The cafeteria is in the middle of the school. Doms and littles eat together, there is a total of 3 lunch periods though. So its not super crowded.

Your classes will be close to your dorm room and all within a square of each other. They go around the cafeteria."

I realized I was falling in love with how her voice sounded. It was mesmerizing. I took in all she said as she pointed it out to me.

We arrived to a door with lots of paper little things plastered on it. Bottles, pacifiers, bows, onesies, bears, kitties, diapers. Above it read Little in cursive.

We entered into what looked like a living room. There were couches, bean bag chairs, desks, computers, bookcases, and a tiny kitchen in the corner with a microwave and a refrigerator and a sink.

"This is the community little zone. This way is hallway 5."

We went down a normal looking hallway. Some doors had decorations on them. They were actually really cool how some kids went all out.

"This is the play room," she said pointing to a room that I could see into through a big window.

"Wow!" I squealed, "there is so many toys!"

Lauren chuckled, "yes littles love it. Now this is your RA's room. You have a female, as this is a female hallway. Her name is Renee. You can meet her later." She motioned across the playroom to the door. I nodded and kept walking with her.10

"Here we are. Room 516," she said starting to open the room.

"No! I do it!" I yelled grabbing the key card out of her hands.1

Suddenly my back was pinned against the wall and my chin grabbed to look up into Lauren's blue eyes.1

"That's two. I already warned you this behavior won't fly around here. Not with me, teachers, or any other doms. Use your manners," she commanded in a dominating voice. Fuck I loved how she put me in my place.

"May I please do it?" I said giving her an eye roll. Just because I liked being put in my place didn't mean I would cave that easy.

She looked like she was biting her tongue but handed me my key.

I opened the plain brown door and stepped inside.

My walls were a beautiful cinderella blue (my favorite color). I had a double bed with rails on it. A spacious amount of room to play with the toys I saw in the toy box. Off to the side were sliding doors into my closet and then a door leading into an open private bathroom.

My eyes drifted back to the toys.

"No time for toys. Set your stuff down and then I will show you the rest of the school," Lauren said.

I dropped my bag in the middle of the floor but went to examine my toys ignoring what she told me. I picked up a doll and turned back to Lauren.

"Play!" I demanded at her.

"I told you no. Put the toy up and lets go," she said.18

I stomped my foot and screamed, "No go! PLAY!"

Lauren moved towards me too quickly for me to react. She grabbed my arm swatting my butt a sharp quick 3 times.

Shock and tears pricked my face. I opened my mouth, "ow! Who the hell do you think you are?"

That earned me another 3 harder smacks to my butt.

"No the question is. Who the hell do you think you are little girl? You will listen and do as I tell you. I am very disappointed in the lack of listening. I will not put up with this disrespect and next time I will pull your pants down and make your ass red. So you better listen got it?"6

Her words hurt almost as much, or maybe even more, than the spankings. She was not to be messed with and it made me feel horrible to know I disappointed her. Afraid to speak I nodded my head yes.

"Good. Now come on lets go squirt."178

She held her hand out to me and I took it. She smiled at me and all was okay. Just like that. She didn't hold it over my head that I was a brat and make me feel any worse.

With that we walked around the rest of the school.

3

"Well that concludes your classrooms. And over here you'll see the library," she said leading me into a set of heavy double doors.

"Whoa..." I said with my mouth hanging open.

The library was the biggest I'd ever seen. Comfy chairs, bean backs, window seats and even little reading forts aligned where scattered around. Shelves and shelves of books from any category you could think of proudly stood out.1

"I love it! Can I read?" I asked Lauren excitedly.

"Right now?" She said a tad confused.

"Yes! I love reading. I want to find a spot and a book and just sit here and read forever," I said in awe gravitating toward the books.

Lauren chuckled, "A girl after my own heart," she said with her cheeks turning a slight red.

"I love reading too. I chose the library as my part time job here at the school. After classes I come work here until dinner time when the library closes. Which is in 5 minutes. So no time to read right now."

My face fell but I took her hand and walked out. I did not want another spanking...they hurt!

"You can come here after classes and on the weekends as much as you'd like. There are computer and study rooms upstairs too for homework if you ever need it. And thank you for not throwing a fit that was such a good girl," she said patting my back.

Ah damn. I was a sucker to please her.3

We walked to the cafeteria. She led me through the line and how and where to pay. All I did was scan my id card. They had regular plates or cartoon colorful plates. I chose a red plate with strawberry shortcake on it. Tonight was spaghetti night. I got spaghetti, garlic bread, chocolate milk and a bowl of ice cream.

"You need veggies," Lauren said trying to put salad on my plate.

"Ew no!" I said yanking my plate away.

Lauren didn't push the matter. She looked like she was holding back, but let me check out. She led me to a table with other people there.

"Mila, these are my friends and their littles. Thought you might want to meet some other people and get some familiar faces before classes on Monday."

Going down the line she introduced me.

"This is Leah and her little Addie" she said pointing to two women. Leah looked fit; tall and skinny with nice curves. Ice blue eyes and dark brown hair. She was a strong powerful force against her bubbly little. Addie had almost jet black hair and dark brown eyes. Her small Asian frame had her about the height of 4'7". She was adorable and giggly.1

"This is Jennifer and her little Lily," she said moving down the line. Jennifer was tall, skinny, fit and had the jokester look about her. Medium dark brown hair and hazel eyes. Her little sat on her lap being shy and quiet. She had blonde hair in short pigtails with dark blue eyes.

"This here is Demi and her two littles Emily and Avery," she said pointing to the last group. Demi was skinny and bean pole type. She had a strong demeanor about her. Green eyes against her sandy brown hair were a striking feature. Her little Emily on her left was a girl who appeared quite and well behaved. Emily was cute with brown hair and brown eyes. The little to her right Avery was a striking opposite. She was chatting with Addie. Her platinum blonde hair with rainbow highlights underneath bounced away in her ponytail. Her eyes were a pretty blue green. Freckles lined her face.

"Everyone, this is the new student Mila" Lauren said.

I smiled and waved as everyone said hello.

The group was a little large for me. I preferred to stay in a small group but everyone seemed cool.

Until Avery launched questions at me nonstop.

"Omg what brings you here? Where are you from? Are you gay or straight or bi or what do you want from a caregiver? Wait do you have one? Looks like you would be fit for a mommy. Am I right? Tell me I'm right. I'm good at these things."7

She didn't even take a breath or let me get a word in.

I narrowed my eyes a prepared to tell her to shut up. These questions were really non of her business anyway.

Before I could say anything Lauren saved me though.

"Hey Avery lets let her eat and just chill. Its a new day and a lot to take in," she said calming Avery and her mouth.

She then leaned in to my ear and whispered, "do not forget my warning earlier. If you are rude or bratty at all to my friends when I brought you to meet them to be nice I will spank your ass red with a ruler."14

I gulped and nodded that I understood.

I began eating then it hit me.

She was not my mommy. Why did she already have this control over me? I opened my mouth to answer but Leah asked me a question and distracted me.3

"So what room are you in?"

"Um 516," I said between bites.

"Floor 1 hall 5 is great! I was there until mommy and I moved in together this semester," Addie pipped up. "Your RA is very nice and helpful. The girls in that hall are all nice too. You'll enjoy it."

"Wait littles and doms can move in together?" I said confused.

"Yep! It makes sense to save on room space too. The school knows how littles and doms connect deeply and how hard it is to be so far away from each other. Not all doms and littles do it but its an option."

"That's cool" I replied unsure how else to answer.

"Finish up Mila. Lunch ends in 10 minutes," Lauren said.

I continued eating and finished up. Throwing away my trash. Lauren then walked me back to my room.

"Alrighty. Here is where I leave you. Here I'll put my number in your phone if you have any questions, but your RA should be the primary helper in the beginning. You're welcome to eat with my friends and I at any meals. You seem to fit in well. And you're fun and cool when you aren't a brat." She said turning around and winking as she took off.3

I couldn't find my voice to reply so I just went inside.

Was she flirting with me?

God I hoped so.

4

As today being Saturday I expected to sleep in then go explore the library. Apparently my RA had other plans.

I heard a knock on the door. Looking at my phone it was only 10a! Ugh. I hated waking up any earlier than 11a on the weekends.

"Good morning Mila. I'm your RA Renee. Sorry I wasn't able to meet you yesterday but Lauren said she showed you the way around. I just wanted to give you a copy of your schedule, your official ID card, and need to do a brief orientation. Follow me to my room. Don't worry you don't need shoes or to get out of pjs." She said.11

I made sure I had my ID card and walked with her.

"Alright. Here is a list of rules for the school" she said handing me a piece of paper.

1) Students will be respectful of self, others and property. Fighting, and bullying are strictly prohibited

2) Missing of classes is not allowed. Must have nurse note to be excused.

3) Curfew for littles is 10p on weekdays, 12p on weekends. Littles may have dom or teacher excuse for exceptions. Curfew for Doms is 12p on weekdays, no curfew on weekends, but cannot get back onto school property after 1am. Doms may have teacher excuse for exceptions.

4) Students must follow dress code3

5) All relationships must have a signed consent form on file between participating parties

Punishments for littles may be discussed and implemented by a dom, a teacher or the headmistress. Punishments for doms may be discussed and implemented by a teacher or headmistress.4

I signed the bottom to show that I read and understood everything.

"Alright. Next, breakfast is 6a-7:45a Monday-Friday, 7:30a-9:30a on weekends. Lunch is 11a-1p all week. Dinner is 5p-7p as well. Lunch you have a set time though on your schedule.3

You ID card gets you lunch, access to the library, entry into the school if you leave campus, to the pool and all computer/study rooms. Any questions?"

I shook my head no as I rubbed my eyes.

"Alrighty. Thank you for coming in. Look through that handbook on anything else pretty much. I have to get to a group meeting though so thank you and see you around. Come get me anytime you need me. Oh and here is my phone number."

She and I walked out. I went back to my room and debated on sleeping in or getting up. The library entered my mind and I knew I had to go check it out.

Dressing in my bumblebee outfit-yep black and yellow leggings and a t-shirt with little bees and flowers on them (I felt little okay?). I brushed my hair and put it in pigtails. I packed my backpack with a sippy cup of juice, a blanket and my pacifier. I put on my socks and shoes, grabbed my key card and left.

I used my card and went inside. No one was at the front desk. I knew exactly where I wanted to go though. Fiction, mystery. I grabbed a book about a psychic detective and used the self check out at the desk since no one had shown up yet.

Looking around I realized I was the only one here. That made me feel better as I wanted to be as little as possible and not disturbed. I found a comfy bean bag chair pretty well hidden in a little corner of the room.

I got comfy with my blanket my juice out and popped my pacifier in. I opened my book and got lost in it.1

127 pages in I hear, "hey when did you sneak in?"

I screamed and jumped. Quickly pulling my pacifier out and hiding it. I look up and see Lauren leaning against the low bookshelf that made part of my little corner smiling at me looking down at my little setup.

"Uh around 1030. No one was here so I just got comfy" I said my cheeks turning red at her having caught me.

She came around and pulled my pacifier out.

"Don't be embarrassed to use this. You're at a school that accepts you. And if they don't, send them to me I will deal with them," she said winking and popping it in my mouth. "You look very cute with it, and I love your outfit."

I smiled and felt my cheeks flush more. This had to be flirting right? Or she was just being nice.

"Wanna stop and grab lunch with me? The cafeteria is closing in 45 minutes and I'm on my way."5

"Oh wow I didn't realize I had been reading for 2 hours. I tend to lose time when I read," I said. "Lunch sounds great."

"Good thing I had to stack books over here. This is a great spot. My favorite in fact though I usually lean against that side" she told me pointing across from me. "Nice and quiet. Don't get bothered much."

I packed my stuff up and couldn't help but think cute thoughts like us reading together there on weekends like this.

We walked and chatted on the way to lunch. Most people had eaten already including her friends so it was just us she said.

In the line I got mac and cheese, hotdogs and chocolate pudding with soda.

"Um no no no missy. All you have is junk. Here take an apple juice, and some carrot sticks instead of chocolate pudding." She said grabbing my items off quickly and swapping them.

"Hey! NO!" I protested grabbing the items back.

"I'm sorry little girl what did you just say?"

"I said no! Veggies gross and I want my soda!" I screamed again reaching for the items.

"I would think very carefully before screaming no at me. You're very close to getting your butt spanked right here right now." She warned making me look at her.

She let go and started moving ahead of me sure I would follow.

I threw the apple juice and carrots off and get what I originally wanted.

"Mila, put them back. Now." Her voice warned behind me.

I turned around looked her right in the eye and whispered the words I knew she wouldn't want to hear.

"Make. Me."30

Wrong choice on my part. I didn't think she would but boy was I wrong. Soon my ass was stinging after she landed about 10 swats to my rear.

I sniffled and tried not to cry. I was embarrassed and mad. She placed the juice and carrots on my tray. I didn't try to protest this time as I did not want my rear to be worse.

We paid and walked to a table for two. Lauren tried to talk to me but I was mad at her.

Finally she stopped and acknowledged I wasn't going to be smiley and get over it.

"Oh come on Mila. You know you deserved that and you did tell me to make you so please stop being mad at me. Look if you eat all your carrots I'll take you to see the area off campus. Sound good?"1

I thought about it for a moment and nodded my head. I wanted to go off campus and explore.

The rest of the lunch was nice and fun.

"Last one!" I said popping the carrot in my mouth. I chewed and swallowed. "All gone!" I told Lauren.

"Yay! Lets go explore for a bit." With that we checked out and went out to Lauren's car.

5

"This is your car?!" I said dropping my mouth. It was a sweet dark blue jeep ranger. It was the fanciest car I had ever seen. My family wasn't the richest.

She chuckled and opened the back door for me.

"I want front" I whined.

"Little girls sit in the back where it is safer" she said.

I didn't argue and climbed in. The back was still cool. I made sure to buckle up.

"Alrighty. So the town is literally down the street from here. Its a bdsm/mdlg town. So everywhere is friendly to be yourself. There's a mall with lots of stores and a food court. A park. Some arcade restaurant types. We have 3 clubs. Lots of grocery stores and other clothes stores. There is a library but don't get your hopes up the school one is better," she said seeing my face light up. I didn't care I still wanted to see it sometime.

"There's a swimming park that has a really cool outside area with lots of slides and such. I mean pretty much anywhere we could think of this town has it. Oh and there is a lake about 30 minutes away. Sometimes my friends and I go camping and boating on school breaks."

We got to the main part of town and she showed me specific places. We turned downtown and my eye was caught by a certain store.

"Candy store! We go?" I begged.

"I should have known better than to turn down this way," she said laughing and winking. "Not right now though. Lets see how the rest of the day goes and if you're good enough to earn to go there before we go back to school."

I wanted to pout and throw a fit but also didn't want my butt spanked again and wanted candy later. I nodded and said, "okay. Where we go then?"

"I thought we could check out the lake. Its super pretty."

"Yay! Let's go!" I said.

"Music preference?" She asked me.

"Um something good!" I said giggling.

"Oh good job being super specific" she said laughing back at me. "Here lets try this one" she said pushing number 5 on her screen.

"Oh I love this band!" I told her starting to sing along.

We sang along to songs and chatted the whole way to the lake. We had a lot of similar music tastes.

We turned a corner and the trees cleared. I saw a beautiful lake with a nice sandy beach.

Lauren parked her car and we got out of the car.

Lauren took my hand until we finished walking across the parking lot. She let go and I started skipping beside her twirling around.

"Catch me!" I said suddenly and quickly took off running to the water.

"Hey wait no!" Lauren said but I had a head start. I stopped when my feet hit sand and turned around just as I was scooped up.

"Oh you're such a turkey!" She said laughing and tickling me.

I laughed and begged for mercy.

She finally let me go and I stuck out my tongue, "haha I won!"

She laughed and said, "maybe the race cause you cheated, but I won the tickle war." She booped my nose then took my hand. We started walking around. She showed me the trails and all the land had to offer.

We walked for what seemed like forever. I loved it but my legs started hurting.

I rubbed my eyes and stifled a yawn.

"Come on keep up shorty!" Lauren said teasing, but I didn't like it.

"I'm not a shorty!" I said pouting. I plopped down and crossed my arms across my chest.

"Oh my its past someone's nap time" Lauren said coming towards me.

"No! No nap!" I protested.

Lauren just threw me over her shoulder and lightly smacked my butt.

"Mhm I know my tired princess" she said.

"Stop mocking me! No nap!" I protested.

"Okay okay calm down. We gotta head back to school anyway though so back to the car and I'll carry you."

"Nooo. I don't wanna leave," I whined.

"Don't worry. We can come back again. Say bye to the lake." She stepped onto the grass and only had a few more steps to the car.

"Nooo. No leave" I said starting to cry.

Lauren placed me in the back and buckled me in. She got my pacifier out of my backpack and popped it in my mouth. She then wrapped my blanket around me.

I sighed and sucked on it mumbling no leave as I fought sleep but I was super tired.

"Sleep Mila. We will be back at school soon."

She got in the front and started driving. I then passed out and slept peacefully.

Until I felt myself being carried.

"Whoa what..?" I said waking up scared and confused.

"Sorry. You looked too cute to wake up. But we're back at the school. So lets get checked in and want to grab dinner with my friends and I again?"

I was still waking up so just nodded yes.

We checked in and headed to the cafeteria.

"Hi Mila!" A bunch of little voices said as Lauren was greeted by her friends.

I smiled back and said hi back.

"What did you do today you're covered in sand!" Emily said laughing.

Addie started brushing it off of my back for me.

"Lauren showed me the lake! We walked around and such. I kicked her butt in a race!" I said getting giggles from my new friends.

"Only cause it was a surprise race!" Lauren said coming next to me.

We moved to get our food. I grabbed a hamburger adding lettuce and tomato to it hoping to not get yelled at for not getting veggies. I saw cantaloupe and grabbed some of it too. Then fries and chocolate milk.

I waited for Lauren to say something but she didn't. I smiled to myself and scanned my card.

"So Mila" Avery started, "tonight we were gonna do a movie night, do you wanna join us?"

"Yeah that sounds fun! What time?"

"Mommy what time?" Avery asked Demi.

"About 7" she responded.

"Yeah 7! It's our dorm hall commons room. Its in the dom building, floor 3 hall 2" Emily said.

"Wear your pjs!" Lily piped up.

"Idk where the dom building is" I started.

"Mommy can I go with her and show her?" Said Addie.

"No I wanna do it! Mommy!" Avery said.

"Whoa girls calm down. You both could it," Demi said getting a nodding approval from Leah.

"Me too?!" Emily and Lily pipped up.

Everyone laughed.

"Yes" Jennifer and Demi said.

All the littles clapped.

"Yay! Little party" I cheered.

"Oh no what have we allowed?" Lauren said joking.

I stuck my tongue out at her and popped a fry in my mouth eager to eat and get the movie night on.

6

After eating we took our little party back to my dorm.

Everyone was talking and telling me what room they used to live in.

"I was 442" Avery said.

"Mine was 512" Addie said.

"211" Lily said.

"I had 432" said Emily, "that's how Avery and I met."

"How does it work with a dom and two littles?" I asked. Hoping it wasn't rude.

"Same way it works with you and a dom or two." Avery replied. "We all love each other and are dating. Emily and I are brother and sister though in our dynamic. And Demi is our mommy."

I felt dumb for asking but I hadn't heard of it before.

I unlocked my room and everyone piled in.

"Okay Mila wear your cutest pjs!" Said Addie.

"Yeah! And I could do your hair!" Lily said.

I felt helpless as my new friends picked out my outfit and hair. Avery and Addie picked my clothes and Emily and Lily did my hair.

In the end I was wearing a cute two piece outfit. The top was a onesie with little owls on it. The pants matched and there was an owl on the butt and sides. My hair was placed in two perfect pigtails held together with owl hair ties. I wore fuzzy socks to make it complete.14

"Bring a blanket and stuff animal!" Lily said before we left.

I got my light blue fuzzy blanket and stuffed bunny rabbit named raspberry.

Satisfied with everything we all left. We walked over to the dom building.

It was the same setup as the little dorm only not as cutesy. No play rooms or RAs room in the hallways. There were only 4 rooms per hall. I thought it was funny.

Each little started going and getting ready. We started with Lily's room as it was farthest from Avery and Demi's hall.

Once inside the room I saw why there were so few rooms on the hall. These rooms were huge!

A living room, small kitchen, private bathroom and two bedrooms were inside.

"Are all dom rooms like this?" I asked in awe.

"Yep. Pretty much," Addie said leading us to her room. We all helped her the same way they helped me.

Next we went to Lily's room then Avery and Emily.

"Perfection!" Avery said fixing the bow in her hair. We all looked really cute.

"Picture!" Addie said cramming us together for a pic.

We walked out to the common room area. All the doms were set up on comfy chairs and couches. Bean bags lined the floor. Snacks and drinks were strung out around the floor.

"Awe look how cute you all are!" Leah said. Demi, Jennifer and Lauren turned to look at us and smiled nodding in approval. They had pjs on too but nothing as cute as us littles.

I was pulled to the floor with the bean bag chairs apparently that's where us littles sat for movie night.

"Mommy start the movie!" Avery said.

"Manners little girl," Demi commanded.

"Sorry mommy. Please play the movie?" She said in a much nicer tone.

Demi pressed play and the show started.

It was the new Ralph Breaks the Internet.3

"Yay! I've been dying to watch this!" I said excited.

Popcorn was passed around and drinks filled in sippy cups.

I judged that Avery was about 3, Emily and Lily 4, and Addie 6 in age. That made me youngest around 2 right now. I was given apple juice. I felt a tap on my shoulder and Lauren appeared next to me.

"I got you some chocolate from the school store. It isn't the candy store but thought this might do," she said handing me a bag. I smiled and said thank you. "You're welcome. Oh and I love the little owl on your butt" she said with a wink pulling back to sit on the couch. I felt my face blush and looked around. Emily was the only one paying attention. She gave me a thumbs up and we turned our attention to the movie.3

The movie ended and it was just as good as I hoped.

"My turn to pick right mommy?" Emily said looking up.

"Yep sure is buddy. Remember only a short one that everyone has seen before cause it's getting late," Demi said.

Emily picked Lilo and Stitch..another one of my favorites!1

Emily went and laid down on Demi's lap.

Every little shortly went to lay on their dom. I wished I could go lay on a doms lap...preferably Lauren's but no way I could.

I rubbed my eyes a few minutes later and soon felt myself being pulled off the bean bag.

"Come here cutie" Lauren said settling me onto her lap and chest. She put my blanket on me.1

I snuggled in and tried to keep my eyes open but it was a no go. I soon felt myself sleeping on her chest.

"They're all asleep. Time to shut off and tuck into bed," I heard Leah say.

I couldn't open my eyes but heard voices and shuffling. I snuggled closer into Lauren.

Lauren lifted me up and we started walking.

"Where go?" I mumbled incoherently.

"Ssh. Relax Mila. Go back to bed. I'm gonna carry you to your room," she answered.

I nodded against her chest and took in how nice it felt. She was strong and super warm. I could stay here forever. But too soon my room came and I felt my door open.

Lauren laid me down in bed.

She started to cover me up but I protested.

"Noo socks off hair down" I said pulling at my pigtails.

Lauren helped me take my hair down and brush it out. I kicked off my socks.

"Potty for me before going back to sleep" Lauren said.

I nodded and stumbled to my bathroom.

I came back out and flopped onto my bed. Lauren covered me up and handed me my bunny.

"Nigh night Lauren" I mumbled

"Goodnight Mila. Sleep tight. Enjoy sleeping in tomorrow."

I nodded yes and heard her leave the room. She'd be such a good mommy for me. I was probably too bratty though. That's how it was in all my relationships.

Too many thoughts for tonight though. I let my brain shut up and fell into sleep.

7

I woke up feeling refreshed and happy. I still felt like I could feel Lauren's body cuddling me on the couch last night.

I checked my phone. It was 11:30 a.m. Mmm my kind of morning. My stomach grumbled and I really wanted food.8

I hopped in the shower and woke myself up more. Dressing in another pair of dark grey leggings and my pink elephant long sleeve shirt, I slipped on my shoes and headed to the cafeteria. Once in line I heard, "Mila! Over here" and saw Addie waving at me from the table. Everyone was sitting there. I waved back and got my food.

They had brunch today. I got chocolate chip pancakes, topped them with whipped cream and syrup. Got chocolate milk and decided to put strawberries on top. Okay and some more whipped cream with chocolate flakes. Mmm sugar here we come.

I scan and go sit.

Lauren's eyes got huge! It was super funny.

"Oh my God Mila. That is so much sugar. You're so lucky I wasn't in line with you," she said shaking her head.

I giggled and bit into my food.

"Mmm so good!" I said.

"You're gonna turn into chocolate," Jennifer said smiling at me.

"Hey I got strawberries!" I said.

"Oh our bad," Leah said. "It's hard to see under the whipped cream chocolate mountain."

I laughed and stuffed my face more.

"When did you get breakfast? We missed you!" Emily told me.

"I just woke up at 11:30 this is my breakfast!" I said.

"Child you are killing me," Lauren said shaking her head.

"Why?" I asked pretending not to know.

"You're killing my soul Mila" she said dramatically making me laugh.

I finished my food and said goodbye. I just wanted to chill by myself today and no one asked me to plans. I headed back to my room to watch some tv for a bit.

I realized I needed to unpack more. I put on some music turning the tv off. Hanging up my clothes in the closet or in the dresser. I organized my bathroom stuff. Set up my make up and jewelry on the counter for a make shift vanity. Pulled the rest of the snuggies and my favorite baby doll I brought with me in the toy box. Put my little stuff in the night stand for access to sippy cups and pacifiers when I wanted them. Changed my bedding to one I brought from home instead of the school provided ones. The place soon felt more like home. I set up my favorite movies under the tv stand and my laptop on the desk for finishing touches.

I realized one last thing.

I didn't have school supplies at all. They didn't get sent over. Well crap.

I got my phone and realized it was 3:30p. I messaged Lauren.

"Best place to get school supplies? I can't find mine at all."

I waited for a minute and she replied.

"I'll be over in 10 and will take you to the store here on campus!"

My heart smiled at getting to see her again. I got my shoes on and waited for the knock at the door.

When it came I jumped up excited.

"Hey how's it going today?" She asked as we started walking.

"Goooooood" I said rocking on my heels. "I put my stuff away and realized no school stuff and the list said notebooks, backpack, pens, pencils yadda yadda."

"Hmm idk if we can find yadda yadda but the other stuff is doable," she said teasing me.

I dramatically rolled my eyes at her and laughed.

We arrived at the store on campus. It had snacks, candy, school supplies, art supplies, lots and lots of stuff basically.

"Alrighty. Backpack first?" She asked.

I nodded yes and walked over to look.

"There are so many to choose from! This one! Oh wait no this one! I want all these!" I said getting excited.

"Oh girl" Lauren said chuckling.

Finally I decided on a white backpack with colorful little animals on it.

"Good choice," Lauren said making me beam.

I grabbed up the rest of my stuff: notebooks with sparkles or animals on them. Unicorn pencils. Pencil box. Crayons. I even grabbed up some coloring books!

Lauren carried all my stuff for me and led me to check out.

"Hi did you find everything okay?" The cashier asked while scanning.

"Yeah I did! Look at my kitty notebook!" I eagerly said pointing to my favorite notebook.

"That's so cute. Good choice. You're such a cute little!" She said scanning everything.

I blushed and grabbed my bags. Lauren helped me charge the items to my school account and then carried my items to my room.

"I carry my backpack?" I asked her.

"Manners?" She said looking at me

"Pweeeeeeeaaaaase" I said clasping my hands and giving her my cute little puppy dog look.

She smiled and nodded handing me the back pack. I put it on and felt ready for school.

We walked back to my hall and ran into my RA.

"Mila! Come join us in the playroom and meet some hall mates. Most of them will be in your classes and it'll get you some familiar faces." She said popping out of the play room then back in.5

"Hey that sounds like a lot of fun!" Lauren said as we went into my room.

"No. I don't wanna go," I said organizing my stuff.

"Why not?" She asked.

I didn't answer and hoped she would drop it.

"Mila. Answer me," she said gently making me look at her.

"Other littles don't like me that much and I tend to cause fights and trouble. So I stay away" I said unable to look away from her gaze.4

"Hey, my friends and I like you. I think you're being too hard on yourself. Lets go for a bit. If you don't like it we can leave okay?"

I felt better knowing she would go with me. Together we went hand and hand down the hall.

"Mila! So glad you could make it! Everyone this is your new hall mate Mila. She is in room 6. This is a friend Lauren."

Littles waved and said hello. Kids started introducing themselves. At first I clung to Lauren. Not wanting to leave her.

5 other littles were in the room playing. All girls. I couldn't remember all their names though. Some sucked on pacifiers, others wore diapers, some had bottles and stuffies. It truly was a place to be yourself. Though would they like me?

"Hey wanna play dolls?" A little girl with freckles and purple hair asked me. I think her name was Rachel. I nodded yes and went to join her.1

I got lost in play having so much fun.

"I want this doll now. You take this one!" Rachel suddenly said yanking the doll out of my hands.

Oh no she didn't!

"Hey no! Mine!" I said yanking the doll back.

"No! Mine!" She said giving me a push. I landed on my butt and felt my blood boil. I wanted to launch up at her and punch her stupid face. I got myself ready to do it too, but I felt myself being lifted off the ground.

Lauren had me, "hey now ladies what's the issue?"

"She took my doll!" Rachel yelled. Renee had her held back.

"She took it first! So I took her back and she pushed me!" I said in defense.

We both started yelling back and forth nutuh her fault. I wanted to attack her so bad but Lauren held me tight.

"ENOUGH!" Renee said. We both stopped and looked at each other. Oh no hear came me getting in trouble again.

"We do not fight with our friends. Rachel you lost privilege to be here for the rest of the day. I saw you take the doll first and then push Mila. Go back to your room now!"

Rachel tried to argue but Renee shut it down quick. Rachel stormed off crying to her room.

"Mila, I'm sorry you got pushed. Now when someone takes something from you it solves nothing to take it back. I know you would have pushed her back too if Lauren hadn't have gotten to you. Use your words and be a good friend in situations like these. Now go play nice."

Lauren had already let go of me when Rachel left. I was shocked. I didn't get in trouble!

Maybe this school would be good for me after all.

8.

Today began classes. I groaned as my alarm went off at 6a.

"Uggggg" I said turning off my alarm and wishing I could go back to sleep. I grabbed my phone to wake up as I checked my games and messages.1

Bzzz bzzzz

A text came in.

"Hope you're awake and getting ready little girl . See you at breakfast"6

I couldn't help but smile and reread the text from Lauren over and over.

Jumping up I hopped in the shower playing some tunes to pump me up.

Dressing in my pink and gold "live laugh love" shirt and black leggings I brushed my hair and put it up into two bun pigtails. Grabbing my bag and key card I headed to breakfast.14

It was 7:05a when I arrived at breakfast. I saw no sign of the group or Lauren. I got in line and grabbed a bowl of cereal, and a banana. I sat at the normal table and started eating.

"Of course you're having chocolate and sugar," I heard behind me.

Lauren sat down shaking her head at me.

"Nana tooo!" I said holding it up.

"Well that's shocking" she said teasing me.

Everyone else started coming to the table then. We all laughed and chatted.

"Mila!" Avery said suddenly. "What's your schedule?"

"Home room, history, art, pe, lunch, nap time, music, homeroom again."3

No one had any similar classes as me. Not even homeroom.

"How come no one has homeroom with me?" I asked sad non of my friends would be in there with me.

"They break us up by age. So mine is 5. Avery and Lily are in a 4 group. Emily is in a 3 year old group. And you appear to be in a 2 year old group." Addie said.

"But we all have lunch together!" Lily told me.

Well that would make the day nice.

A bell rang and everyone got up.

"That's the 15 minute warning" Lauren told me seeing my confusion.

"Hey I'll walk you to class" Lauren said.

I smiled at her offer and took her hand as we started walking the packed halls.

We arrived at room 2.

Lauren opened the door and I followed in. Littles were pouring in and starting to play around the colorful room.

Lauren led me over to the teacher who was busy getting papers ready and the board organized. She saw us approach and smiled.

"Hello there! You must be my new student Karla Cabello correct?" She said smiling.

"It's Mila," I said smiling back.

"How beautiful. My name is Miss Autumn. Now if you come with me I will show you the classroom."1

I let go of Lauren's hand and took hers.

"Do you want me to stay Mila?" She asked.

"Nope! You go. Bye bye!" I said eager to play with the toys and see my new class.1

"Alrighty miss independent. I'll see you at lunch" She said smiling and walking out the door.5

"Bye Lauren!" Miss Autumn said leading me around.

"Here is your desk. You can put away your items in here. Behind this wall is the coat area. Your cubby is here. Hang your backpack and anything else here. The bathroom is at the end of the coat area. Then we have different sections of toys: a playhouse area, dress up corner, reading nook, a writing desk, the music rug, and a science corner. We play for a bit then come to the rug at the front for learning. Any questions?" She asked.

I shook my head no. Lauren helped me put my stuff up at my desk and then my coat area.1

"Alrigh Mila. I'll see you at lunch. Gotta go to my own classes now. Be good," she said kissing my head. She walked out and I waved bye.

"Hey Mila over here!" A small voice said.

I looked and saw a girl I think I recognized from my floor. I'd seen her in the common room a few times.

"I'm Sammy. I've seen you around and heard your name a few times in the common room. Thought you might like a friend. Want to play dolls with me?"

I nodded yes. She seemed nice. She had a small frame and sandy blonde hair that curled slightly around her ears. Her eyes were a dark blue.

We got our dolls are started playing.

"So is Lauren your mommy?" She asked me.

"No. We're just friends. She's being nice to me."

"Of course she wouldn't be your mommy you're too ugly to have a mommy," said a snarky little voice behind me.44

I turned around to see who the hell thought they could talk to me like that.

A little girl stood before me. Brown mousy hair and dark brown eyes narrowed at me. She had a scowl on her.

"What's your deal?" I asked her standing up to meet her gaze.

"Lauren is mine! You better stay away from her or you'll regret it," she said threatening me.

I laughed in her face. "Oh please. I'm not afraid of you. You want a fight bring it," I said getting right in her face.

She narrowed her eyes even more and clenched her fist. I prepared for a fight.

"Class! Circle time!" Miss Autumn sang out. Everyone picked up toys and went to their spot.

"That's Meghan. She's a mega brat. I've never seen anyone stand up to her. I think you just made an enemy out of her," Sammy whispered as we cleaned up and went to sit.

"Oh great," I mumbled sarcastically.

My first day here was not going so well. Meghan was in every one of my classes. All day I saw glares and and mean faces. I tried to ignore her but I really wanted to slap her ugly face.

"How's the first day going?" Lauren said joining me in lunch. I didn't even see her I was so caught up in my thoughts.

"Ugh!" I said throwing my head into her body.

She chuckled, "awe it can't be that bad."

"Yes it can! I have an enemy," I said.

"An enemy?" She said amused.6

She obviously didn't care or take me seriously.

"Just forget it. Everything is great," I said getting food.

"Okaaay miss cranky," she said shaking her head.

Lunch went slow for me. I was cranky and the food today was not my favorite. All healthy stuff. Bleck.

Nap time occurred in my homeroom. Which sucked because I had to see Meghan again.

Our cots even got placed next to each other.

"Ugly ugly you are ugly. No one will ever love you," I heard as we lay there.3

"Shut up and leave me alone!" I said back so just she could hear.

"Don't tell me to shut up!" She said pinching me.

"Don't pinch!" I said pinching her back.

We kept pinching each other back and forth getting louder and louder.

"Girls!" Miss Autumn said. "Hands to ourselves! Meghan move your cot over to my desk right now. Mila, lay down and close your eyes!"

Meghan huffed and puffed all the way there. I stuck my tongue out at her and she fumed. Haha yes.

9

The last bell of the day rang and I was finally free.

I scurried to the library as I wanted to get in some reading. I ran in and grabbed my spot quickly.

I opened my book and started reading when I hear

"What no hello?" Lauren said pretending to be hurt.

"Sowwy" I said with a smile, "its good!" I held up my book to show her.

"Well enjoy it. Want to go to dinner together tonight?"

I nodded yes and she said she would get me at 5 before closing up. I turned back to my book.

What seemed like 15 minutes must have been an hour.

"5p Mila. I have everything closed up. Ready to go?" Lauren asked.

"Yes. I hungry. I want ice cream for dinner!" I said.

"Oh no no noooo. Lalalala I'm not hearing this," Lauren said covering her ears.

She made me laugh.

Going through the dinner line and seeing my friends pushed Meghan and the day away. I relaxed and really enjoyed this. This school was becoming my new home.5

The rest of the week went by fairly well. Lauren didn't walk me to class again and Meghan left me alone. Our teachers also quickly learned to separate us so we were as far away from each other as possible.

I was in art class on Friday drawing next to Sammy. Free draw was my least favorite as I didn't think I was a good artist.

"Teacher! Can I get the clay out?" I asked.

Ms. Hiens barely looked up from her papers, "Not today Mila. Its free draw day. Use your imagination and just have fun."

I ughed and went back to my seat. I hated this. I wasn't gonna do it.

"Mila, no just sitting there. Draw" she said.

I picked up a crayon and got an idea. She didn't say what to draw on. So I started drawing on the desk.

"Okay class 5 minutes left time for clean up!" Ms. Heins said.

The sound of crayons and art supplies being put up filled the class room. I put mine away and got up to stand in line and go to PE.

Halfway down the hallway I hear Ms. Heins voice, "Miss Cabello, come back here now." I get out of line and walk back to her. She looks angry.

"Please explain this," she said looking at my desk.

"Its a dinosaur," I said frankly.

"Yes, but why is it on your desk. The first rule of art class is to only draw on paper, correct?"

"Uuuhh huuh," I said not getting her point.

"So you broke the rules by drawing on your desk. Do you have a good reason for this?"

"I was bored of paper."

"Well that is definitely not acceptable. You're going to scrub this desk until it shines," she said handing me a scrubbing pad and a bottle of cleaner.

I held it and didn't move.

"Mila you can clean it yourself or with me doing it hand over hand but you will be cleaning it."

I shook my head no.

Ms. Heins took my hands and the cleaner and made me spray and clean the desk.

"Noooo!" I said trying to get away.

Ms. Heins remained calm and kept me cleaning until the desk was cleaned.

"There. All clean. Since we did it the hard way though I will see you in lunch detention. Now please go on to PE Miss Cabello."

I stomped off mad.

I went into pe with my note Ms. Heins gave me.

My PE teacher made me run laps for being late even though it wasn't my fault! I hated this day.

Lunch came and I couldn't be happier. The day was almost over.

"How's Mila today?" Lauren said coming up behind me.

"Gooooood!" I said drawing it out. She made it good anyway.

"Any issues at school today?"

She asked me this everyday just like a parent. I thought about the trouble I got in at art class but decided she didn't need to know about it.

"Ummm nope!" I said turning to get food.

Lauren stopped me from getting a soda and directed me toward juice. I huffed but accepted it.

I was getting used to a routine. Wake up, breakfast with the group, classes, lunch, a nap time, classes, library time and then dinner. After dinner varied. Sometimes the group went to watch tv and sometimes we went separate ways. I got used to it though.

"Miss Cabello. Did you forget your lunch detention is today?" Ms. Heins said coming behind me.

"Uhhh" I said not sure how to answer.

"Up. To the lunch detention room with me now."

I got up huffing and followed her.

I felt Lauren's gaze on me as Ms. Heins led me through the glass doors to an isolated desk where I would eat my food in silence.

I looked up to see Ms. Heins talking with Lauren. Lauren looked mad. She turned and left.

Lauren had her back toward me and I missed talking with her at lunch. Stupid Ms. Heins.

The rest of the day went by quickly. I hurried to the library. I wanted to check out a new book.

"Mila, come here," Lauren said from a room in the back.

She sounded mad.

I gulped and slowly walked back there.

Lauren shut the door behind me and sat down pointing to the chair across from her for me to sit.

"You failed to mention you got in trouble at art class today. I will give you one chance to tell me what happened and why you lied," she said sternly.

"Ms. Heins told me to draw. So I did." I said shrugging.

"Mila that isn't the whole story which means you are lying to me and I don't accept that."

"Why do you even care?" I yelled getting angry.

"I care because I like you! I care about you doing well and being well. I care that you succeed!" She said back at me.1

Her words shocked me and I looked down unable to meet her gaze. I felt bad right now and just wanted to cry.

"Camila, I knew from the moment I saw you and you gave me attitude I wanted to be your mommy. I just wanted to give you time to adjust to the new school and wasn't sure you would want me as a mommy. But here. Its all out on the table now. So will you be my little, and my girlfriend?" She said making me look into her eyes.9

I couldn't believe it!

"Yes!" I said squealing. I jumped up and hugged her. She squeezed me back.

"From now on I expect honesty. And proper behavior. Anytime you get in trouble at school you will get in trouble with me. Any lying will cause worse punishment for you-with holding information is the same as lying by the way. Understand?"6

I nodded yes curling into her chest. I was just so happy she wanted to be my mommy I would have said yes to anything she asked me.

"Good. Now go read for a bit," she said setting me down and lightly smacking my butt. I ran to corner and checked out a new book I had my eyes on for awhile.

I couldn't stop smiling.

10

"Hey you. Its 5 so library is shut down now. Time to go."

I finished my spot and packed up my bag. Lauren took my hand and we walked out of the library. I turned to head to the cafeteria, but Lauren tugged me backwards.

I looked at her confused.

"Let me take you off campus tonight for our first date," she said giving me a charming smile.

"Yes!" I said excited, "I gotta go change!"

Lauren laughed at my excitement.

"Will 30 minutes work to leave?" She asked me.6

I nodded my head. I could get real cute real quick.

I already showered this morning so I just ran in and freshened up. I threw off my shirt and leggings and traded them for a thigh length skirt and a cute dress shirt. I threw my hair into a high ponytail and put a bow in it.

I dabbed on just a touch of makeup-mascara, eyeliner and some blush.3

Just as I slipped on my dress sandals I heard a knock at the door.

"You look absolutely beautiful," Lauren said taking me in. I blushed and smiled shyly.

I looked her up and down. A nice button down shirt and jeans that showed off all the right places. I could smell her cologne and it was heavenly.

"You look very handsome too," I said giggling.

With that we walked to her car. I was buckled into the back seat again.

"Where are we going?" I asked her realizing I had no idea as she pulled out of the campus.

"I wondered when you would finally ask," she said chuckling. "Its my favorite place. But I want it to be a surprise so I can see your face when we get inside."

"Nooooo! Come on tell me pleeeeaaaseee," I said but in reality I was excited to be surprised. I love surprises. But there's also fun in trying to get the person to tell you what it is.

"No can do," Lauren said zipping her lips and throwing away the key.

I giggled and she smiled back at me.

10 minutes later we pulled up to a place called Royals Little Arena. It looked like a dark empty weird place.

Lauren opened my door and put me on her back

"Piggy back ride!" She yelled charging with me on her back to the door.

I screamed and giggled at the bouncing. She reached the door and set me down.

"Okay Mila. Are you ready?"

"Yes! Lemme go in!" I said excitedly.

Lauren made me close my eyes then she led me in.

"Okay open!" She said.

"Omg!" I squealed. The place was so amazing. It was all decked out like a fairy tale book with bowling, skating, arcade games, and it smelled of delicious food.

"That's the look I wanted to see. You look so excited," she said kissing my forehead.

"What can we do first?!" I asked excitedly

"Anything you want baby,"

11

I looked around excitedly as Lauren got us tokens and a table so we could eat at.

My eyes landed on my favorite game.

"Skee-Ball!" I squealed

"What baby?" Lauren said chuckling at me.

"They have Skee-Ball! It's my favorite game! Can we go play it?"

"Sure we can. Let's get our table first though and get our order placed. You've got to be hungry right?"

Just then my stomach growled.

I nodded eagerly.

"Pizza! And soda! And ice cream!" I said smiling big. I couldn't contain my excitement.

"I've got to get you wanting healthier foods," she said smiling. "Okay. How about pizza, 1 small cup of soda with no caffeine then water and ice cream will depend on how good you are?"

"Otay mommy," I said climbing into the booth. "Can I has orange soda? And pineapple pizza?"

"Oh nooo. Not pineapple pizza," she said dramatically10

"You don't like it?" I said giggling

"Its okay but there are so many better options. Like pepperoni and mushroom."1

"Yucky! Mushrooms are gross," I said scrunching up my nose.1

Lauren chuckled at me, "you're so cute Mila"

I blushed and looked down coloring on the matt the table the restaurant provided.

Lauren lifted my chin up so my eyes met her.

"I mean it Mila. You're beautiful. Don't ever forget mommy thinks you're beautiful, okay?"

I nodded my head yes.

Slowly Lauren brought her lips to mine.

They were warm and soft. The kiss started off slow but became hot and passionate in seconds.9

Too soon she broke the kiss off. I wanted more. Her kiss left me hot and burning. Lauren just gave me a half crooked smile then leaned in to my ear.

"Be a good girl for mommy tonight and there's more where that came from"6

She said making my body tingle as her hot breath lingered on my ear. She gave my neck a quick nip and then she pulled away and took my hand.

"Come on. Let's go play Skee-Ball!"

3 hours later and I had a handful of tickets, my belly was full of food, and I couldn't stop smiling.

"Okay Mila this is the last token we have. What game do you want to play?"

"Whack a mole!" I said running up to it. I had slipped into my little space a bit ago.

Lauren handed me my token and I put it in. She and I both picked up a hammer and we started whacking as the moles popped up. It made me laugh and giggle each time one appeared.

Too soon the game ended. Our tickets spewed out of the machine. Lauren grabbed them up adding them to the count she had in her pocket.

"Mommy again!" I said

"Mila I told you that was our last token. We need to leave now and go get our prizes! Yay come on!" Lauren said trying to get me to comply on leaving.

"Nooo. I wanna play again. And do Skee-Ball one more time. I forgot about Skee-Ball," I said pleading.

"Mila you did Skee-Ball at least 20 times. That's plenty. I told you how many tokens we had left after each game and before we played a new game. We are done and leaving now."

"Nooooo" I said sliding down onto the floor. I was going into full on meltdown mode.

Lauren wasted no time arguing with me. She picked me up and put me on her hip. She went to the ticket counter and set me back down on the floor.

I kicked my legs on the floor and said, "no leave" over and over again.

Lauren ignored me and just kept feeding our tickets in to the machine. When she inserted the last ticket she got the slip stating how many tickets we got.

She put the slip in her wallet then turned and picked me up off the floor. She set me on my feet but I slid back down. I was mad and didn't want to leave. Why didn't she understand that?

Lauren turned on me and looked me in the eyes. Her eyes burned fire and anger in them. I knew I was pushing my luck but I didn't care. I wanted to keep playing games.

When I didn't get up Lauren grabbed me back up and held me against her side. She went right past the prize table.

"Mommy! Prizes!" I whined trying to squirm to get down.1

Lauren held me tight and headed straight for the door.

"Prizes are for good girls. You are being very naughty right now. Bad girls get spankings and that is what your butt is in for when we get to the car."1

"Nooooo!" I screamed and tried to get away.

Lauren was too strong for me. I couldn't wiggle away.

Her car loomed in front of us. The back door opened and Lauren slid both she and I in. Before I could register what was happening my pants were down and I felt a sharp whack to my rear.

"Owww!" I cried out as more and more kept landing on me.

Finally it ended. Lauren pulled up my pants and sat me up on her lap.

"Mila that behavior in there was unacceptable. We do not act that way in public. When mommy says it is time to leave it is time to leave. I expect you to listen to me. Is that understood?"

I nodded yes and rubbed the tears from my eyes.

"Good," Lauren said laying a kiss on my forehead. She got out of the back seat and buckled me in. She got out a blanket and pacifier for me and tucked me in.

"Now close your eyes and rest of baby. We'll be home soon."

I nodded my head and closed my eyes. I was out before Lauren even got pulled out of the parking lot.

12

I woke up freaking out. I didn't know where I was. The last thing I remembered I was in Lauren's car. It was dark and I had to pee.

Swinging my legs over to get out of bed I met something hard and cried out as my foot hit it.

"Owwwie!" I said starting to cry.

"Mila what's wrong baby?" Lauren said coming over to me.

She flipped on the light and I could see I was in a crib. That explains what my foot hit.

"I scared. And hurt my foot" I said sniffling.

"Awe it's okay baby. Mommy's got you," she said lifting me up.

"I have to pee," I told her.

"Then go. I put you in a diaper when we got back. You were passed out and I wasn't sure if you would have an accident or not"

A diaper? I wasn't a baby!

"I big girl. Not baby!" I said getting mad.

"You'll have to prove that to mommy because the way you act sure makes me think you're a baby. Big girls don't throw fits and pout on the floor like you did tonight. So until you show mommy you're a big girl you get a diaper. And a crib."

"Nooo! No crib. No diaper. I a big girl, I pwomise mommy," I said crying.

"It'll take time to show mommy the big girl you can be. So hurry up and go pee so I can change you and we go back to bed."

"No diaper. Potty!" I said sobbing.

"Sorry princess. Use the diaper."

"Nooooo" I said sobbing and hiccupping.

Lauren pushed down on my bladder which hurt but then I felt the pee release and all felt better.1

I felt very small and not in control.

I couldn't stop sobbing.

"That's it. There's my baby," she said rocking and soothing me.

She went and laid me down on a changing table in the bathroom.

She started removing my diaper and I squirmed not wanting her to see me like this. It was embarrassing.

"Mila. Stop. I am your mommy. There is nothing to be ashamed of. Let me change you then you can get back to sleep."

I stopped squirming but couldn't stop crying so I just shut my eyes and let her change me.

Just as she put my pjs back on I felt my pacifier slip into my mouth. It soothed me and helped me calm down.

"Okay baby lets go back to bed. Do you want to sleep with mommy for tonight? Would that help?"

I nodded my head yes.

Lauren carried me back to her room. Her bed was very comfy and I loved her red comforter set.

Lauren got under the covers and tucked me in on top of her chest. She slowly rubbed my back.

Sleep seemed hopeless at this point though.

"Mommy," I said behind my pacifier

"Yes Mila?" She said pulling my pacifier out so I could talk.

"Do you hate me cause I act like a brat?" I asked timid at her answer

"Of course not. Mila I chose to be your mommy because I love you. I want you to listen to me, but I don't hate you when you don't. I won't tolerate the behavior, but I won't hate you ever. Okay? Your little side is what makes you you. I love all of you," she said making me look her in the eyes again.

"I love you too mommy," I responded.

With that she leaned in and kissed my lips. Softly and gently.

"I like kissing you mommy," I said when she pulled away and leaned against my forehead.

"I like kissing you too princess. Be a good girl for mommy and I will do more than kiss you," she said giving me a wink.

I felt my face heat up from the blushing. I had never gone farther than second base with a girl. I was hungry for it though.9

"I be good mommy. I promise" I said slowly reaching for the front of her pants.1

Lauren grabbed my hands and pinned me down to the bed.

"You haven't earned mommy's cock yet little girl," she said nipping my neck in that sweet spot.40

With that she flipped me over so my back was against her chest. Her arm held me tight in place.

"Now sleep tight baby," she said slipping my pacifier back into my mouth.

Yeah right. I thought. My mind was racing way too hard with dirty thoughts.

Lauren pressed her crotch into my butt and held me there.

How in the hell was I supposed to sleep now?

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*Lauren's Point of View*

I wake up to little rustling and hushed whispers in the bed. I peek my eyes open and look at my new baby just to observe her before she notices me.

She laying on her back with her teddy bear acting out some wild story.

I admire how quiet she is trying to be right now and appreciate that she stayed in bed instead of getting up and causing a mess.

She was just too cute. Playing there with her yellow hair a mess and her eyes shining bright blue against the sun.

I watched her intently for a couple minutes until her eyes locked onto mine which had slowly crept open more and more.

"Mommy!" She yelled throwing her little body into my chest.

"Oof. Good morning baby. How are you?" I asked kissing the top of her head.9

"Gooood now that you awake. I take diaper off now?" She asked

Ooooh she was a slick little girl. Loving up to mommy to get her way. I bet it would change whenever I told her no.

I hugged her back and kissed her head then made her look at me.

"No. I'm sorry Mila the diaper is staying on for the weekend. Your behavior was way out of line and you have to earn the right to go back to being a big girl. Show me you are a big girl like you say you are this weekend and you'll earn the right for it to come off"

Her nose scrunched up and she huffed crossing her arms. She moved away from me as far as possible.

"Oh I see princess needs to go back and get more sleep. Lets move you to your crib then so I don't bother you." I said grabbing her up and carrying her towards the door.

"NOOOOO! I be good! I be goooood!" She yelled at me. Seeing as it wasn't doing good, she started kicking and hitting at me.

"I want down! No crib!" She screamed.

I pinned her arms and legs so she couldn't hit me at least and drug her into the crib I had in the spare room. Which would be her room once she agreed to the rules I had and turned in the paper work to the school.

She tried all her might but could not get out of my grip. She slumped and cried instead once I set her down.

"Let me oooutttt. No crib mommy," she whined.

I turned to grab her pacifier and felt something hit my back and land with a thump. I looked down to see a random stuffed animal and Mila's arms crossed looking at me.

"Lemme out!" She shouted.1

I calmly walked over to her and picked her out of the crib. She thought she won and tried to get down on the floor.

Little did she know she had only won a big spanking.11

I ripped down her pants and diaper and threw her over my legs before she even had a chance to react.

I pinned her arm behind her back and trapped her legs.

Her screaming slowly turned to genuine crying as she submitted into her punishment. Her sniffles and tears dripped down my leg. When I felt her bottom was a good shade of red I picked her up and made her stand to look at me.

"Mila. This behavior is not okay at all. You do not command mommy or throw things at her. You do not scream, yell, hit, or kick. If I tell you to do something you do it. Is this understood?"

She nodded her head yes trying to get her crying under control and hiccupping in the process.

"Use your words," I commanded.

"I understand mommy," she told me, still streaming tears down her face.

"Then show me you understand and behave the rest of the day. Now lay down and go back to sleep. You are still very tired and cranky."

She nodded and let me pick her up. She snuggled into my neck and I kissed her head letting her know the spanking part of her punishment was over. I put lotion to sooth the sting on her bottom, put a new diaper on her and laid her down covering her up and giving her her binky.

"Goodnight mommy," she said rubbing her eyes.

"Goodnight love" I said closing the door behind me.

I went into the kitchen and poured some coffee. Mila just may kill me

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*Mila's Point of View*

"Wake up baby. Mommy made you breakfast," I hear as strong hands rub my back.

"Mmmm" I say mumbling hoping to go back to sleep.

"Come on sleepy girl wakey wakey," mommy said lifting me up.

I lay my head on her shoulder and she kisses my cheek making me giggle.

I sit up and smile at my handsome mommy.

"There's my beautiful girl, come on I made your favorite. French toast with strawberries," she said carrying me to the kitchen.

"Yay!" I exclaimed as she set me in my booster seat and gave me a sippy cup of milk. My plate was already in front of me so I started to dig in. Mommy sat next to me and ate her too.

"Mommy can we play today?" I asked her between bites.

"Of course baby, but first after breakfast you get a bath and do some other stuff, okay?"

I nodded my head and stuffed more food in my mouth.

"All gone mommy!" I said showing her my plate.

"Great! Now go put it in the sink and I will meet you in the bathroom for a bath" she said scooting me out.

I did as I was told and skipped to the bathroom.

Mommy had it nice and steamy and smelling like green apples...my favorite.

I started undressing then went to the sink and pointed

"Can I has toys mommy?" I asked

"Yes baby. Thank you for asking go ahead and get out what you would like to play with"

I did grabbing my ducky, 2 barbies and a boat.

Mommy came behind me and started finishing undressing me.

She pulled down my sleep pants and took off the diaper. Her hands wrapped around my waist and she pulled me close to her. Her fingers trailed circles along my waistband and I felt her press into me.

"You're so sexy baby," she whispered to me kissing the top of my head.

I tried grinding my butt against her member but that earned me a light smack to the rear.

"Bath time little one," mommy said picking me up and putting me in the tub.

I got to play around for awhile then mommy started washing my hair. I loved the feeling of her fingers massaging my scalp. I sank into the water and just relaxed.

"Rinse and dry off time!" Mommy sang when I was all clean.5

I dunked under the water and came up with the plug in my hand. Mommy held out my hooded towel and let me wrap up in it. She then carried me into my bedroom and she laid me on the changing table to dress me.

"No diaper pwease" I begged with puppy dog eyes hoping to get my way

"Sorry love you haven't been good long enough yet to earn it off" mommy said fasting it on me.

I sighed but didn't fight her...fighting her just made it worse and I was ready for this punishment to be over.

Mommy dressed me in a cute blue top with cotton grey shorts. She then helped me brush out my hair.

"We play now mommy? Go find Lily and Addie?" I asked popping my pacifier in my mouth.

"Actually baby we need to go over the rules and our paperwork for being an official couple to the school first. Can you work on that with mommy then we can play?"

I nodded and followed mommy back to the kitchen. She had it all cleaned up and a packet of papers on the table. I was very curious as to what we had to sign and fill out.

Mommy sat me back in my booster seat on the now clean table. She laid out a packet of forms and sat across from me.

"Okay baby. We have to fill these out stating we are in a consensual relationship. I need to know your boundaries, your wants/needs, history, and anything else that can help me best take care of you. Then we both sign it and turn it into the school. This way there is a record for the school safety code. You also get to tell me things you'd like from me."

"So first off. I'm going to list the rules I expect you to follow.

1. Be respectful

2. Listen to mommy

3. If you're given a punishment you accept it without complaints

4. Trust mommy

5. Be honest. Especially with mommy. If you feel uncomfortable about something you need to tell mommy so I know.

6. Never leave somewhere without mommy knowing where you're going

7. School work comes first and is important to excel in.

8. Only mommy may touch you as you belong to her now. You may not touch yourself without mommy's permission. No one else may touch you without mommy's permission. If someone else touches you without my permission you need to tell mommy.

Do you have any questions?"

I thought for a minute and then asked, "are you only mine mommy? No other girls if I don't want you to have them?"

Mommy looked straight at me and grabbed my hands, "Mila you are my only little and girlfriend. The only girl I'm seeing and interested in. I wouldn't bring anyone else in without talking to you first. I thought that went without saying."

I looked down and shrugged my shoulders. "I just wanted to check. I sorry"

"You don't have to be sorry baby. Its okay. Any other questions?"

I shook my head no this time.

"Okay. So sign this page here. Good," she said as I signed, "Now next. Your little age is listed as 2-3. You don't like doing diapers but like pacifiers, sippy cups, child utensils and plates, and what about sleeping in a crib or pull ups?"

"I'd rather sleep in a toddler bed and no pull ups!" I stated.

"Bottles?" Mommy asked making marks on the sheet?

"Ehhh when I feel really little," I answered.

"Okay. Now where are your boundaries with sex?"

I blushed and looked down shrugging my shoulders.

"Mila? Look at me," she said lifting my chin up.

"Have you ever had sex before?" She asked gently

"No," I whispered embarrassed.

"Baby its nothing to be ashamed of. We can learn things you like together whenever you're ready for sex. You don't have to have with me either. I wont force you too. I love you and want you to be comfortable. Okay?"

I nodded and smiled at her.

I signed the paper and mommy finished up writing on it. She then put it off to the side.

"We play now mommy?" I asked hoping out of my seat.

"Yes baby we play now," she said

"Yay!" I said running off to my room.

Mommy scooped me up in her arms before I got far and started kissing and tickling me.

"Mommy! Lemme goooo," I said between giggles.

"Awe but I thought my baby wanted me to play with her," she said grabbing my ass

Oooh damn her touch made me melt. Especially as her hands came to massage my breasts and she kissed down my neck.1

"But if you'd rather go get toys I mean you can..." mommy said slowly stopping.

"Noooo," I whined pulling her to my neck again.

That earned my a smack on the ass and then I was quickly picked up and taken towards the bedroom.

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Mommy pushed open the door and laid me on the bed.13

Her lips where hot and heavy against mine. Moving from my lips to my neck.

I reached my hands up into her hair and wrapped my fingers in them pulling it back.

Mommy choked me with one hand and held my hands pinned down in the other.3

I gasped as she let up on my throat and tried to get more from her. Raising my head begging for more kisses.

Her hand reached around and tugged my hair backwards exposing my neck.

She nibbled and sucked up my neck before biting my ear

"Give yourself to me. Mommy is in charge little girl," she heavily breathed in my ear.

I relaxed and soon her kisses trailed down my collar bone and her hands went up to my breasts.

She rubbed her thumb over my nipples. Squeezed and massaged my breasts.

Just then a knock at the door came.3

"Ahh we better go get that," mommy said smirking and getting up

"Nooo mommy pwease. I'm so wet," I begged.

"Be a good girl and mommy will take care of that later," she said with one last kiss. Then she pulled me up on her hip and went to the door.

I pouted in her arms being wet and hot and bothered and all. Mommy either didn't see or she ignored me.

"Hi Lauren! Can Mila come play with us in the play room?" Addie said.

I immediately snapped my head up and looked at mommy.1

"Pwease mommy?" I asked politely.

"Sure baby."

"Yay!" I said hoping down. I grabbed shoes and mommy grabbed her homework.

Addie and I started chit chatting all the way down there. It was in her hall's play room now.

We opened the door and saw Lily, Emily, and Avery there already playing on jumping mats.

I ran over kicking off my shoes and began jumping with my friends.

"Oooh someone's got fresh hickies!" Addie commented finally noticing once my hair bounced around my hair.

"Ooohlalalala! Did we interrupt another play time," Avery teased.

I felt myself turn bright red and stuck my tongue out at them.

When we couldn't bounce anymore we decided to go play restaurant.

I was a cook getting ingredients out of a box when I felt Emily poke my side

"You wear diapers?" She asked pointing to where it had poked out of my shorts.

I turned red again and pulled my shirt down and my shorts up.

"Noo. Mommy is making me wear them cause I was bad," I whispered.

"Ahhh I've been there before. Its okay. Don't worry I won't tell anyone" she said seeing the fear on my face

"Thank you," I said. Then we went back to playing.

All was well until the familiar brat walked in.

"Oh eww this place is infested with losers," Meghan and her snot nosed followers laughed behind her.

Ugh she made my blood boil.

"Ignore her!" Addie said taking my hand and leading me away.

"No! We were here first we have to make her leave! She cant act awful like that and get away with it!" I whispered not wanting my plan heard.

"What would that even solve?" Addie asked, "you're just going to get us in trouble!"

"Oooh what's going on?" Avery asked joining our circle with Lily and Emily following behind.

"Meghan is being a bitch and I wanna teach her a lesson," I stated as simply as stating I wanted lunch.

"Oooh yes. What's the plan?" Avery asked me.7

"You two knock it off or I'll get your mommies! You're just gonna start trouble!" Addie said. "Avery you know better than to egg this kind of stuff on!"

"Ugh party pooper" Avery said and walked away.

"Yea party pooper!" I said and joined Avery.

Avery and I sat at the drawing table making pictures. Addie kept a close eye on us for a bit and then soon went back to playing with Lily and Emily.

"What's our plan?" I asked Avery

"What. Nothing. We cant do anything without miss tattle tale over there running to our mommies before we even do anything. Cause then its not even worth it. Sorry Mila you're on your own"

"Ugh this sucks. Whatever" I said getting up.

I got up and hid myself in a pile of stuffies I made myself next to a book shelf so I could be alone. Soon everyone forgot about me and started playing. Meghan ended up leaving. But I was mad.1

None of my friends would do what I wanted. Stupid Addie and Avery. And then they just forgot about me? No one even cared I wasn't playing with them. This is stupid. I'm leaving.

With that. I got up and walked out the door.

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*Lauren's Point of View*

"Hey Lauren I think your little walked out of the play room, I don't see her in there" Demi said

I lifted my head from the book I was studying from and looked out the window into the playroom.

"Shit," I said realizing I couldn't see Mila in there.

I got up and walked into the playroom.

"Addie where is Mila?" I asked spotting her first

"Uuuh that fort?" She said looking confused

I looked by the door and saw the fort she was talking about. Upon closer look there was no one in there.

"Dammit" I muttered, and walked out.

I walked back into the study room, "guys I gotta go find Mila. If you see her call me and make her sit here until I get back."

I prayed she was back in our room.

*Mila's Point of View*

I wanted to go back to the room and get my stuff but I didn't have a key to the room. My ID card was in there and without it I couldn't go anywhere in the school.

I decided I would just have to walk around because no way was I going to go back to the play room or sit in the study room and be bored out of my mind there.

I walked into the commons room and realized my luck worsened.

"Awe where's your friends? Did they kick you out for being a loser?" Meghan sneered from where she was watching tv.

"Shut up bitch," I said walking straight past her.

"Hey wait! I'm sorry I'm not good at making friends. I try to be mean to people I wanna be friends with can we start over?"

What the fuck? Something wasn't right here

"Please? I have my mommy's ID card...we can go swimming in the pool if you'll be my friend"

Well I might not trust her but swimming was just what I needed

"I don't have a suit and cant get into my room."

"Neither can I. We can just swim in our underwear. Come on lets go!" She said getting up dragging my hand along.

Soon we were at the pool. It was empty due to the cooler weekend. I should mention the pool was outside.

"Come on get undressed and get in!" Meghan said pulling of her own clothes.

I took off my shirt and realized I had the diaper on and couldn't.

"Uh no this isn't a good idea lets go" I said pulling my shirt back on.

"No come on! Get in!" Meghan said getting out and coming to stand by me.

"No! I want to leave. I shouldn't have done this in the first place! My mommy is going to be so mad!" I said trying to leave.

The door wouldn't budge.

"You need a key to get back in stupid. And only I have the key. Now come on you were all for this until you had to take your pants off. What? Are you wearing a diaper?" She said making me freeze and stutter trying to come up with a response1

I took too long.

"Oh my god! You are wearing a diaper! Let me see!" Meghan said laughing and coming for me.

I tried to step back and she made me trip over a lounge chair.

While I was down she tried to rip my pants off. She got them down a bit and saw the diaper.

"Omg hahaha what a baby! I knew I was right to not want to play with you! What a loser!" Meghan said making my blood boil.

I felt my anger spike and I got up quickly and pushed her to the ground.

"Ow! You made me hurt my elbow! Fuck you!" She said getting up off the ground1

"No fuck you, you mean bitch! Now let me out so I can find my mommy!" I demanded

"Karla Camila Cabello!" I heard the familiar dominating voice that made me shiver and want to hide

I slowly turned around and saw my mommy standing in the door way.

"Over here now," she commanded.

I hung my head and slowly made my way over to her.

"Meghan. Get out of here. Now."

She got up quietly and left the room.

Mommy didn't say anything but pushed me forward to walk back into the building. I knew we would be going back to our room and that my ass would be super in trouble.

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*Lauren's Point of View*

I checked our bedroom and she was not there. Her ID card was laying on the table in the living room. So she had no way to access anything in this school. Did that mean she went into a room? Did someone take her?

My mind raced and my heart pounded. I had no idea where to start looking.

I went back into the study room

"Guys I need help. Please. She doesn't have her ID card so I have no idea where she is and she cant go anywhere in the school. Idk if someone took her or if she found someone and went to a room or what."

"Lauren, of course we will help. We will find her," Leah said comforting me.

Everyone split up and started looking.

An hour later and everyone met back in the study room.

"We've checked everywhere," Demi said putting her hand on my shoulder.

"Wait did anyone check the pool?" Leah asked

Everyone shook their head no

"Do you guys really think she'd be there?" Jennifer asked, "Its the middle of fall and cold"

"Who knows with that girl, I'll go check and let you guys know," I said getting up.

"Lauren wait," I heard as Leah came out closing the door behind me.

"Just remember not to act in anger with her. She's just a confused lost little who needs a lot of work and guidance."1

I nodded and squeezed the hand she put on my shoulder.

Leah got me. She'd been my friend for a long time.

I ran down to the pool hoping she was there.

Sure enough I saw my little girl there...and Meghan?

It looked like a fight was breaking out. My anger was reaching a high level and I felt the dom in me coming out at her disobedience once again.

"Karla Camila Cabello" I stated. Her head turned slowly and her eyes held fear. Good they should.

All the way down the hall I made her walk in front of me. I was afraid to let her out of my sight again. We passed the study room and I waved to let everyone know she was safe.

Mila kept her head down the whole way.

Mila stopped at our door and I opened it.

"Sit" I commanded her.

*Mila's Point of View*

I sat on the couch and feared the worst.

"What on Earth was going through your mind today?!" Mommy asked pacing in front of the couch.

I shrugged my shoulders and kept my head down.

"That is not an answer! You look at me and answer me right now!" Mommy said pulling my chin up to look at her.

"I..I..I..no one cared I was mad and not playing so I left," I said

"So you scared me half to death thinking someone took you just because you were upset and bored?" Mommy questioned

"I..scared you?" I whispered

"You leave and don't tell me where you go? How am I not supposed to be scared!" She said.

I hung my head and felt guilt coursing through me.

"Seriously Mila it was one of the rules for you to not go somewhere without me. That is never okay. You could have drowned, or been taken by a stranger, I mean seriously. Why did you think it was okay to break the rule and go to the pool with Meghan?"

"She convinced me too and I wanted to swim" I said quietly

"Did you even consider how your actions would affect me or anyone besides yourself?"

That made me tear up and feel horrible because I hadn't.

"No," I said softly

"Well. I hope you take this punishment as a chance to think next time. Go wait on my bed."10

I got up slowly and tried to hide the tears prickling my eyes. Mommy was really mad at me. I probably blew my chances of her wanting to be my mommy. I always did.

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My heart was racing out of my chest. I wanted to run and throw up. I couldn't decide if I wanted to focus on being mad at Meghan or be afraid of what mommy would do to me.

"Stand up, turn around and face the wall," mommy said in a dominating voice.

I did so, shaking and trying to contain myself.

Mommy walked in further, then I heard her stop.

"What happened to the back of your legs?" She asked

I turned around and looked and was just barely able to see what she was talking about.

The back of my knees had started to bruise from where I had tripped and fell earlier and I had scratches on my legs from when Meghan pushed me down.

"Meghan backed me up into a chair and then I fell over it. Later she pushed me down. She made fun of me for being in a diaper and I got mad and then she kept making fun of me and wouldn't let me leave the pool"

"You should have told me before hand. We need to get those cleaned up," mommy said taking me into the bathroom.7

I sat quietly on the sink while she patched me up.

"So you wanted to leave the pool and you couldn't because she had the key I assume?"

"Yes mommy. I didn't wanna be there anymore," I said, "but then she asked me why I wouldn't swim with her and pulled down my pants some when I tripped to see if I had a diaper on. When she saw I did she laughed and called me a loser."

"She did WHAT?" Mommy said looking at me. "She tried to pull your pants down? That is beyond unacceptable! I called her mommy and told her she was at the pool with you but I wish I could have known all this to give her the all the info. You better bet I'll be calling her again after your punishment is over."

My heart sank again. I thought I'd gotten out of it.

"Camila. Look at me," mommy said getting down to look in my eyes. "You always tell mommy anytime something like that happens. And I know it was scary and upsetting to you, but that's how mommy felt not knowing where you were. You broke a big rule today and it cannot go unpunished. I love you and only want what's best for you and what will keep you safe. Do you understand?"

I started tearing up again, but managed to choke out, "yes mommy"

Mommy then took my hand and led me back into the bedroom. When I walked in I saw a belt laying on the dresser that hadn't been there before. I freaked out imagining my punishment.

I stopped in my tracks and fell on the floor crying clutching my chest.

Mommy went and squatted in front of me.

"Camila. You know your actions require a consequence. Acting this way will not stop it, in fact you will just make things harder for yourself, now stand up."

"Do you still want me mommy?" I asked weakly as she held me up.

"What? Of course I do honey. I love you. I wouldn't have been so scared to lose you and searched all over for you. I wouldn't be here trying to teach you a lesson and help you learn."

With that mommy pulled me to her and hugged me.

"I love you too mommy," I said.

"Good," she said giving me a kiss on the forehead. "You're still being punished though."1

I nodded my head. Knowing I deserved it.

With that mommy undressed me slowly, taking off everything until I was completely naked.

She then pulled me over her lap.

The first spank was hard but not as hard as I knew it would get.

Each slap got stronger and stronger. It didn't take me long to start being a snotty mess. She went from left to right. Smack, smack, smack.

She then stopped. I thought it was over then as she stood me up.

"Your punishment is not over yet. There are 2 more parts to it. Now you're going to lay down ass up on the bed. If you move or try to cover your ass I will restrain you and we will start over. You're going to get 6 spankings with a belt now." Mommy commanded in her voice that made me shiver.

I started crying hard and didn't move. Mommy gently guided me down into the position she wanted me in and went to get the belt.

I felt mommy's presence behind me and heard the belt in her hand.

WHACK

A large crack sounded and then I realized my butt was on fire.5

WHACK

WHACK

WHACK

Each snap stung and made me cry out. The belt whacked all over covering my already sore ass.

WHACK

WHACK

The last smack hit me and I was a snotty mess.

Mommy sat next to me and pulled me up to her

"Sshhh you did so good baby. The spankings are over. Mommy loves you very much. Don't ever scare me like you did today,"

I sobbed and snuggled into mommy. She soothed me until I stopped crying. She then laid me down and rubbed lotion on my bottom. It helped cool it off some.

"Now you still have 1 part of your punishment. But for now I want you to rest and take a nap with me. When you wake up we will have dinner and while I cook you'll do the last part of your punishment," she said pulling me onto her chest.4

I curled up and wrapped my fingers around locks of her hair. I was too upset and tired to even think or ask about my punishment. I just let mommy soothe me and fell asleep.

*Lauren's Point of View*

My baby was soon asleep. I made sure and rested with her for a few then moved her off me careful not to hurt her sore bottom.

I then went and called Meghan's dom.

"Hello Chad, this is Lauren again. Mila gave me information stating that Meghan tried to pull Mila's pants down and successfully did and then made fun of her for wearing a diaper," I started4

Chad was outraged and started talking to Meghan. Of course she denied it again but anyone could tell she was lying through her teeth with the ums and stuttering she did.1

Chad cut her off and got back on the phone with me.

"Would you like to punish her? She touched what was yours so you have that option," she asked.

"Yes. I think that is appropriate. Can you bring her to my floor and we will use the X room?"14

"Absolutely. No limits either. I trust you to be fair in her punishment. I know that's what I would want if another little touched mine. We will see you in 10"

"Perfect" I stated hanging up.

The x room was just across from mine. I left a note for Mila stating I stepped into another hall real quick and would be back by 5 to start dinner at the latest.

I left the apartment and then waited.

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I walked out of the X room and Chad was sitting out there waiting.

We silently shook hands and she went in to get her little.

I stretched my wrist. After all the spanking I'd done today it was quite sore. Meghan earned herself 10 minutes of ruler spanking and 10 with the belt while being restrained down on a table. Easy punishment in my mind. Plus I added a diaper on her since she thought it was worth pulling down my Mila's pants over.10

I walked back into my apartment and checked on Mila she was still sleeping and her ass glowing red.

It was time to make dinner though and the last part of her punishment so I prepared to wake her up. I got her a big t-shirt of mine to wear and decided she would be trusted to wear underwear again. Though I would let her keep them off until tomorrow for her bottom to heal more.

"Mila, wake up baby," I said kissing her

Her little eyes peeked open at me. Puffy and red from her punishment earlier. I brushed the hair out of her face and leaned down to kiss her lips.1

She kissed me back and laid down on me.

"Wake up little one. Lets go potty then I have one of my shirts for you to wear"

She nodded and stuck her thumb in her mouth. As she went to the bathroom I got her pacifier and popped it in her mouth.4

Once she had her shirt on I led her out to the table where I set up paper, a pencil and the list of rules.

She looked at me confused.

"Mila as I cook dinner you will be doing the last part of your punishment. You are to write lines. Each rule needs to be written down 10 times while I cook dinner. This way the rules are stuck in you and hopefully you will remember them,"

"Yes mommy," she said behind her pacifier. She hoped up in a chair on her knees and began writing.

Well that went smoother than I thought it would go. Once I made sure she was set up I started cooking.

Halfway through I heard "mommyyy my hand hurts,"

I turned around and saw only 3 lines of each rule had been wrote.

"I wouldn't complain yet. You still have 7 more likes to go. Get to it or we can add more,"

She shook her head no and started writing again.

Dinner was about 10 minutes done when I saw the pencil lay down.

"Are you done Mila?" I asked

"Yes mommy," she said handing me the pages. I made sure and saw it was all acceptable.

"Alrighty Mila. I hope you think before you act next time. I love you,"

"I love you too mommy," she said giving me a big hug. I hugged her back and kissed her head.

"Good. Now help mommy and set the table. Dinner is almost ready"

After setting the table with forks Mila sat down and played with her fork and spoon in some little drama play.

She was slipping into her little space. Further than she was when she woke up that is. I gave her a soft nipple sippy cut with chocolate milk and then gave her the plate of spaghetti.

"YAY! Spaghetti!" Mila said digging into her food.

I couldn't help but smile at my little girl and think how much I loved her. Even if she was a big handful she made my life complete and so much better.

"Oh my baby. Lets go get you in the tub and get nice jammies on you" I said once her plate was finished.

She jumped down and ran into the bathtub.

I helped her pull her shirt off and got her cleaned up quickly.

Afterwards I rubbed her down with lotion all over her body and brushed her hair.

"Can we watch a movie mommy?" She asked once she was dressed in her little pink pjs.

"Yes we can baby. Go pick one out while I clean up,"

Mila ran out and went to the movies under the tv. When I came out I saw she picked out Monsters Inc and she had her stuffed monster and a blanket ready.

We got comfy on the couch and I hit play.

My little girl giggled and laughed throughout the beginning but soon she fell asleep and soft snores came.

I let her rest on my chest for about 30 minutes then I turned off the movie.

I softly and carefully stood up and carried my baby to her crib. It had been a long day and we were both tired. I planned on bed too.

As I laid her down I kissed her head.

"Goodnight princess. I love you" I said

"I wuv yew too mommy," I heard being mumbled as I closed her bedroom door.

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*Mila's Point of View*

"Honey, wake up time for school," I heard mommy say.

"Nooo," I said hiding behind my monster stuffie, George.

Of course that never works. Stupid George doesn't protect me from early morning wake ups.

Mommy helped me to get dressed as I woke up.

"Make sure your bag is packed," mommy said as she finished getting himself ready.

10 minutes later and we headed towards the cafeteria for breakfast.

I saw Meghan standing in line a few people ahead of us with a girl I presumed to be her mommy.

"Hey mommy?" I asked

"Yes baby?"

"How come Meghan said you were hers if she already has a mommy?"

"Wait what?" She said confused. "When did this happen?"

"When I first came to school. She was mad you walked me to class and said you were hers. That's like the whole reason we started having problems," I said remembering back 2 months ago to when I first started school.

"Well I have no idea where that came from. She once asked me to be her mommy but we never had chemistry so that was the end of it. Chad is just an assigned mommy to her because she hadn't found one. The school requires littles with behavior problems to be assigned a dom to keep them in line. Its not a romantic thing."

I thought about mommy's words and almost felt sorry for her.1

"Come on breakfast time and then to class," mommy said moving on from the subject.

Mommy walked me to class after we ate.

"Hey where's my goodbye kiss?" She said giving me her gorgeous puppy dog eyes

I dropped my bag on my hook and ran back to mommy smiling and jumping up making her catch me.

I planted a sweet loving kiss on her perfect lips and somehow it turned a little hot.

"Oh little girl you shouldn't start what you cant finish," she whispered in my ear before setting me down and lightly smacking my ass towards class. "Be good today and mommy will have a reward for you later." She whispered in my ear again giving me one last kiss on the neck before she left.

I walked into the classroom from the hall feeling my insides heat up. My imagination ran wild with what I wanted mommy to do to me.

I made my way to my desk still day dreaming.

"Okay class! Today we are going to work on sexual education and safe sex. Everyone has a work sheet to fill out and follow along with," Miss Autumn chirped.

I laughed to myself at how ironic todays lesson was going to be.

"Okay class, the first question is 'all cg/l relationships are_?' Who can fill in the blank?"

Some hands shot up and a red haired girl was called on

"Consensual!" She stated proudly

"Correct Patrick. The most important thing is to remember your relationship with your mommy or mommy should be consensual. You have to be honest with your caregiver about your limits, boundaries, and what you comfortable doing. As we learned before this applies to all aspects of the relationship. Now sometimes punishments will be in place that are not comfortable or liked, but if you feel this is being abused or going to far off your comfort zone you have a right to say so. If your caregiver does not listen please speak to administrators."

"Question 2, safe sex practices include _?"13

"Condoms!"

"Birth control!"

Students shouted out answers for the rest of the worksheet.

The bell rang signaling end of class and everyone shuffled around to their next room.

The morning went by slowly. All I could think about was how horny I was. How I wanted my mommy's touch...how I needed it.

During history I slipped off to the bathroom and got out my phone. This was against the rules but I had an idea.

"Mommmyyy...my princess parts can't stop tingling...I need you to make it stop...please mommy make it stop" I hit send and surprising got a message back quickly

"Oh what a naughty girl you are. Texting during school and putting naughty thoughts in my head of all the ways I can make your sweet kitty purr...that's going to cost you little girl. Just wait till I get you home and make you beg my name."

My cheeks flushed and I couldn't stop smiling. My heart pounding. My thoughts racing. How was I supposed to focus on school now?

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*Warning, sexual content chapter*19

Lunch finally came and I walked in as normal. I didn't see mommy but suddenly I felt hands on my waist and hot breath in my ear.

"You were so naughty today. You're going home with me right now to discuss your consequences" mommy said with a sharp bite to my sweet spot on my neck. She then grabbed my arm and led me from the cafeteria.

Soon we were home and mommy had me pushed up against the door pinning my hands above my head.

She opened the door and pushed me inside with her pelvis, letting me feel her excitement while she was at it, still never stopping our kissing.

"Such a naughty girl today. Making mommy get excited in class...texting during class...tisk tisk whatever shall I do with you?" She said rubbing her hands down my body to cup my ass.

"I deserve a punishment mommy" I said feeling frisky

"Ooh is that right baby? Bend over the couch right now" mommy said suddenly twirling me around and pushing me over.1

My jeans and panties were ripped down suddenly. I flushed thinking she must see the pool of wetness in my panties...or dripping down my leg.

"Oh someone has had such dirty thoughts haven't they?" She said rubbing my bare ass

"Yes mommy" I said breathlessly. My heart couldn't stop pounding and I was loosing control.

Mommy smacked my ass...it wasn't hard but neither soft. It made my insides burn. If possible my wetness grew more.

"Oh I think somebody likes their punishment" she said slipping a finger into my soaking slit.1

"Oh god" I moaned. Her fingers flicked at my special button making me tingle all over.4

"Mmm" I moaned more. Suddenly mommy stopped and smacked my ass again. She kept them like the first...neither hard nor soft but something to make me drip wet and burn for her.

"Mommy please.." I said when the 10th swat landed and she rubbed my ass

"Don't worry kitten...mommy is only going to make you beg a little," she whispered in my ear then disappeared.

I found my self being spun around and thrown onto the couch. Mommy climb up and kissed my neck then down my collar bone to my breasts then down my stomach. Her hands played with my clit the whole time.

Suddenly her fingers were replaced by her tongue.10

She flicked back and forth on my clit. Her chin rested on my hole tickling my entrance.

Suddenly her tongue dipped into my entrance just a quick tease. Then she went back to sucking my clit.

I couldn't control my body. My hips raised up and I ran my hands through mommy's hair. Mommy used her hands to hold my hips down in place. Her tongue kept flicking and her fingers entered my hole. She curled her finger up stroking my spot rhythmically.

"Oh god mommy," I say and feel myself explode. Its like a small ball inside me just got too big and exploded sending waves through me.

"Next time you better ask me for permission before you cum" mommy said kissing my neck, "that's what good girls do."

So that's what it was like to actually cum. I had never felt anything like that before...whether it be hand stuff from past relationships or myself.

Mommy climbed on top of me and kept kissing me. I felt her large lump in her pants press against my leg.

"Moommyy...I wanna play with you now" I begged

"You want mommy's cock princess? You think you deserve this cock?" She asked dominatingly. It made me want her more.6

"Yes mommy. Please. I need it" I begged

Mommy flipped over onto her back and lowered her shorts. Her member sprang out and I took in the size. I kissed down mommy's stomach to her waist line and massaged her member with my hands.

Then I slowly took in the tip and began to suck. I sucked down as much as I could.

I worked on the tip and used my hands to play with her shaft

Hearing mommy's moans made me so hot I sucked down to the tip.

Mommy reached over for my ass. She pulled my ass over to her face and started fingering again.8

Soft moans escaped my mouth as I sucked mommy harder and harder. I could feel myself squirm and build up again as her fingers quickly touched all the right places in my core. Mommy suddenly hit a particularly good spot shooting my mouth off her cock to moan out. I used my hands to continue to pump mommy.

"Cum right now" she said triggering me to release the tension growing. Mommy grabbed her own cock and pumped himself as I shook and came in her hands.

Mommy shortly came afterwards.

Without waiting to be told I leaned down and sucked her cum off her member cleaning up her and swallowing.1

"Fuck, you're so sexy princess," mommy said kissing me again.

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Mommy fixed us lunch after that and got permission for me to take nap time at home with her. I was worn out and ready for my nap too. Cuddling on mommy's chest felt sooo good. I never wanted to leave.

"Mila, come on baby. We gotta get you up for the rest of classes," mommy said kissing my head

"Noooo. Stay here!" I huffed snuggling into her more.

"Oh come on now be a good girl and get up," mommy said sitting up.

I flung my arms around her neck and held on as tight as possible. I locked my legs around her too.

"Mila come on. Mommy gave you a special treat today. Lets not ruin it by acting up," She said

I didn't want to ruin the day. Its why I didn't want to go back to class

"Mommy me want be with you," I said letting tears prick my eyes

"Oh no. No crying. Come on now. You know how important school is. Mommy has a test to get to this afternoon too."

I let myself full on cry into mommy's shoulder.

"Pwease no go!" I wailed clinging tightly

I heard mommy sigh and she ran her hands through her hair like she does when she is thinking.

"Mila, come on now. No crying. We will have tonight together. Its only a few more hours of classes. Go to class and be a good girl for the rest of the day and you can pick what we do tonight. Anything, within reason, you want."

I stopped crying and immediately had a thought

"We go out for dinner and get ice cream?" I asked sheepishly

"Yes. If you earn it by going to school and being good for the rest of the day"

"Yay! Okay mommy lets go!"

"Well someone sure changed their mind easy" mommy said chuckling and putting her shoes on.

We fixed our hair and then mommy walked me to class.

Music and home room went by fast. Partly because I didn't pay too close attention to them. I tried my best to be good and just get through the day. I was excited for a date with my mommy though!

Finally the last bell rang and I bolted to the library to meet mommy.

"Mommy!" I said throwing my arms around her.

She chuckled and hugged me back.

"Hi princess. How was the last couple of hours?"

"Good! I was on my bestest behavior!" I said proudly.

"Awe yay. Well then I guess that means we get to go on a date! You wanted to go eat liver and onions right?"5

"Ewwww! Nooo mommy ice cream!" I said a little too loud

Mommy ssshed me and tried not to smile.

"We still have to be patient though and let mommy do her job here. Are you going to go read while I do that?" She asked turning to the computer expecting my yes

"Nooo I wanna go now," I said huffing and crossing my arms.

"Baby you know mommy has a job to do. And this is not being good behavior. I still expect you to be good to earn the right to go out tonight or we will stay in if you cant be good. Now go read or do something quietly" she commanded

"But mommy" I started whining, "I'm too excited to go. Can I go back to the room and start getting dressed and cute so we can leave after you're done"

Mommy looked hesitant on that.

"I think its best you wait here princess."

I was about to pout again but then Leah and Addie walked in.

"Mila! I missed you at lunch today!" Addie said hugging me.

"Mommy and I went back to our room for lunch," I said winking and giggling .

Addie caught on and went "ooooo gross" jokingly.

"Mommy can Mila come with us to play outside?" She said suddenly turning to Leah.

"Addie! That is not how we ask. That is also up to Mila and her mommy," she said lightly scolding her.

"Mila do you wanna?" She asked not catching on to what Leah was saying.

Leah just put her head in her hands shaking her head.

I saw mommy nod at Leah saying it was okay out of the corner of my eye so I turned to mommy

"Can I mommy? Can I Leah?" I asked with puppy eyes

"Yes but you better behave. I'll get you once I'm done here. If you are bad at all for Leah, even just a small amount of sass or anything beyond good and polite and there is no date tonight. Understood?" She said staring me.

Her gaze she was using always made me feel small and powerless. I nodded and tore my gaze away to look at Leah.

"Yes that is fine," she said.

"Yay!" Addie and I cheered.

We were shushed by someone else from a table I couldn't see so we quieted our giggles till we were outside.

*Lauren's Point of View*

5pm rolled around and I finally was able to close up. I shut off computers and lights and locked up the doors.

I checked my phone and had a message from Leah

"Started raining so we went back to my room"

I arrived at her door soon and knocked.

"Hey Lauren, Mila and Addie have been playing in her bedroom. I'll go get her."

I nodded and waited taking a seat on the couch.

"OMG GIRLS! WHAT HAPPENED?" I heard Leah shout from the hall.5

I jumped up and prepared myself for whatever was in that room.

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Glitter. Glitter glitter glitter and more glitter. My baby and Addie were covered from head to toe in it. The floor was covered. Everywhere was covered.13

The girls couldn't stop giggling and throwing it at the paper on the floor...though it looked more like they threw it everywhere but.

I was about to loose it and laugh so I stepped out of the doorway.

Leah looked dumbfounded and like she had no idea what to do. A cross between angry, lost, and humored.

I wanted to step in and help her but it was no use.

I started loosing it.

Leah did not appreciate that at all.

She glared her eyes at me begging me to get my shit together and help her. Normally I'm a great alpha dom and always take over. But this? Who prepares you for this?4

"Girls! What...what is going on here?" Leah stammered

The girls stopped and tried to look cute and innocent.

"Mommy we were doing art!" Addie said holding up her paper.

Of course more glitter fell off making me laugh even harder and Leah's face just gave up.

"Girls...this is...the mess...girls...ugh...just go shower"

"Both of us?" Mila asked

Leah, "yes. You cant drag glitter everywhere like that."

"Come on Mila! Lets gooooo!" Addie said dragging Mila behind her to the bathroom.

"I'm the mommy! You're the baby!" Addie said behind the door as the shower started to run.

Leah turned her eyes on me and narrowed in

"You could have helped! Instead of laughing like an idiot!" She said smacking me

"Oh come on Le! That's just funny. It could have been so much worse. They could have been fighting, or tore things up. Or painted everywhere!"

"Oh really. You've never dealt with glitter have you?"

"No" I said dumbfounded. I mean how bad could glitter be?

"Oh then here!" She said rubbing it on my face

"Ahh what the hell!" I said trying to rub it off. My reflection in the mirror showed it wouldn't be coming off though.

Leah kept throwing glitter on me. She was laughing so hard she ended up doubling over and falling into the glitter. I took my chance to pick more up and shove it down the back of her shirt and rubbed it in her hair.

"Ooooh! You made a big mess! You guys are in trouble!" Mila said behind a big giggle.

"Ooh! Who are you telling me what to do missy?!" I said laughing and grabbing her to tickle her.

Addie came up and tried to help Mila so I pulled her in the mix too.

"Oh come on guys! Now everyone is messy again!" Leah sighed flopping down.

"Heeheeehehehehe!" The girls giggled having so much fun.

"Glitter will never leave us now" Leah said dramatically.1

"Second bath time!" The girls shouted running down the hall getting naked as they went.

"What a day" Leah said getting up.

"Come here," I said pulling her into a hug. "It can always be worse. Now lets go make sure they aren't flooding the bathroom"

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*Mila's Point of View*

"NO!" I screamed as mommy picked me up and made me take my pjs off.

"Mila! Stop! We have to go to school. We have to be responsible," mommy said.

"No! No school! Stay home! Wif you!" I said stomping and falling to the ground.1

"Mila! What the hell is going on with you?" Mommy asked picking me up and making me look at her

"I want youuuu!" I said turning the tears on instead.

"Camila. Talk to me. Talking to mommy helps. Not these fits. Not crying. Now what is bothering you making you not want to go to school?"

I wanted to talk. I really did. I couldn't though. My body froze up. My mind went blank.

So I threw myself back on the ground covered my face and cried harder.

I heard mommy sigh.

"Me want stay!" I cried falling into deep little space.

"Come on baby. Let's try school. I bet it will be a lot of fun. Let's go to breakfast and try" mommy said dressing me against my protests.

Mommy finished dressing me and went to her room to dress.

I'll show her. I kicked off all my clothes and put my pjs back on. Then I climbed into my crib.2

"Let's go honey! Mila?" I said peeking out the crib and seeing she saw my clothes on the floor.

Mommy's face got maaaaad. The maddest I've ever seen it.

I hid my eyes under the blanket hoping she wouldn't find me.

Nope. No luck1

Mommy lifted me out of the crib and gave me 3 sharp smacks to my butt.

I cried out and pushed against her. Mommy held me strong though and made it impossible to move until she put me down. She trapped me between her legs and dressed me without saying a word.

"Karla Camila. This is not appropriate. Now knock it off!"

Mommy's voice was deep, dominating and meant business. I stopped fighting but kept crying.

A few minutes later we were in the breakfast line.

"Sit here at the table with Demi and do not put 1 toe out of line or you will regret it" mommy stated making sure I was sitting before she left.

"What wrong Mila?" Emily asked trying to talk to me.

I didn't want to be around people. I put my head down and ignored her.

"Hey! She's talking to you answer!" Avery said from across the table

"Shut up!" I yelled then put my head down.

"Mila! Be nice!" Demi scolded.

"It's been a very rough morning," mommy said coming down with her tray and mine.

Mommy set my tray of chocolate cereal, toast and a banana in front of me. She even got me chocolate milk.

"No!" I scream pushing the tray away.

It clattered to the floor making a mess everywhere.

I peeked my eyes out of my arms to see mommy.

She was pissed.

Her face took on that scary dominate darkness that made my spine run cold.

Mommy grabbed my face in one hand and her other grabbed my hair.

"This. Behavior. Is. Over. Now!" She spoke. Her words dripped with seriousness daring me to make one wrong move.

"Why are you acting this way?!" She demanded.

The whole cafeteria stopped to look at us. I cast my eyes away trying not to cry in front of everyone.

"Look at me and answer!" Mommy demanded. She let go of my hair and face as Demi softly tugged on her

"You need to walk away and calm down," Demi said to mommy. Not as a command but as a suggestion. Mommy sighed and stepped back. She ran her hands through her hair and turned to leave.

"Mommy.." I whimpered wanting her to come back. Wanting her to make everything go away.3

"Why don't you trust me honey?" She said with one final look at me before walking out into the hall.

I sat in my seat and hid my head.

"Class. Now." Demi said putting me on my feet. I didn't want to move. She picked me up and Avery and Emily followed. She dropped me off first and told my teacher a brief discussion about what happened in the cafeteria. I didn't want to hear anything. I covered my ears and hid in the corner.

Demi left and my teacher came over to sit by me.

"Mila. Can you tell me what happened today? Or what's going on with you?" She asked softly pulling me to her and resting my head in her lap

"Want mommy" I sniffled.

"Your mommy loves you but she has class to go to. I know she'd love to spend the day with you but she has to be responsible."

"Want mommy!" I repeated louder. My teacher realized I wasn't in the mood to hear what she had to say. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I just wanted mommy.

The thing is. How do you tell someone what's going on in your head without knowing your own thoughts?10

Miss Autumn finally let me be after sitting with me a few minutes.

She didn't make me get up and I appreciated that.

Listening to my classmates and the teacher talk though through the lesson made me crazy and itch out of my skin.

I tried to cover my ears but couldn't. My head was pounding.

A break in class occurred so I went up to Miss Autumn.

"Can I go to the nurse?" My head hurts and my stomach.

Miss Autumn looked me over especially at my puffy eyes and nodded slowly handing me a hall pass.

"Go on. Stay there and come back here afterwards."

I nodded yes and left the classroom.

My head did hurt but I had no intentions of going to the nurse.

I was set out to find my mommy.

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I am lost. I have no idea what class room mommy is in right now. I just know I better hurry up and find her before I get caught.

I peeked into the classroom door window and tried to look around. Too many heads to look past to see everyone though.

I looked in a few more windows on this floor.

I couldn't see anything though.

I tried the first window again.

No one will notice if I slip in right? Not if I'm super careful.

The door swung open surprisingly quietly. I shut it carefully behind me and saw no one was looking behind them.

I started crawling on the ground. Looking for mommy's shoes or back pack or something.

I felt pretty damn proud of myself for being this sneaky.

So proud I stopped paying attention to where I was going.

BAM

I ran smack into legs.

"Owwie" I said looking up to see the professors eyes glaring at me. Yet they weren't full of glare. Something of almost humor glimmered in them.

"Excuse me little girl. Why are you in a dom class sneaking around, crawling on the floor, and not your little class?" She asked crossing her arms.

I couldn't speak. I felt frozen. My eyes darted to the ground.

"Answer me. Now." The professor said

I still couldn't find my voice.

"Do you need a punishment in front of the class to answer?" She said sternly and seriously.

I snapped my eyes up and shook my head no.

"Then answer me. Now." She commanded1

"I looking for my mommy," I answered weakly then let the tears fall.

"You have to ask your teacher and go to the office then they will call her. Crawling on my floor is being a naughty girl," she said looking at me

"I need mommy. They no help," I said starting to cry.

The professor sighed and changed courses.

"Come young one," she said holding out her arms.1

I accepted her help and she got me to my feet and gently took me to the front of the class in her arms.

"Does anyone know this little or know who she belongs to?" She said.

"Tell them your name and mommy's name?" She said when no one responded

I shook my head no and hid. Too many dom eyes on me.

"Tell me and I will tell them," professor said.

"I Mila. Mommy's name is mommy," I said being too little to remember it right now.

The teacher sighed again and turned to the class.

"Does anyone know this little Mila or know of a dom with a little named Mila?" She asked.

No one answered again.

I got sad. I thought for sure my mommy would be in here. I started to cry.

"Well I know this is a bit unoriginal but we have a little here providing very useful insight to a littles mind, and their attachment to their dom. You all shouldn't miss out on class because of an interruption, so Mila, you're going to stay here in class with us then when it is over I will escort you to the office."

The lecture went on and on. I learned it was a lower level class full of learning doms who had no yet had a little. They asked questions and I was forced to answer them.

"Why did you leave class and disobey your dom?" A young dark skinned woman asked. She looked very intimidating and scared me.7

"I want mommy" I said.

"Didn't you think of the consequences?" She asked4

I shook my head no and kicked my feet on the chair.

"As mommy's, mommy's, caregivers, you must realize a little is not like a sub. Little's may act bratty, push boundaries, need guidance, love, acceptance, help, and may not always think of consequences right in the moment," the professor started explaining.

I droned off and just wished I could be in mommy's arms. I just wanted her.

I started crying again and hid my face. The professor didn't make me answer any more questions.

Finally the bell rang and I was lifted off my chair.

"Alright missy. To the office," she said.

We started walking and I just laid there. I didn't want the office. I wanted mommy!

"Karla Camila Cabello! Omg you're safe!" Mommy said.

I was grabbed and put into her arms.

"Where the hell have you been?!" She demanded holding me giving me her dom look.

I held my hands asking her to pick me up. I couldn't find my voice again and just wanted held. The tears came and mommy picked my up holding me against her.

"She came into my class crawling on the floor looking for you. I used her as an example of little behavior in my beginner caregiver class. Sorry to have kept her, but I thought she could use a bit to calm down. She has been crying and begging for you none stop."

"Thank you Professor Paller. I was so worried. I am terribly sorry she interrupted your class. I will make sure this never happens again," mommy said clenching me tighter. I hugged her back as equally tight.

"No worries. I have my own little. We've had quite worse things happen in this school too so. I just hope she lets you help her. You here that little girl?" Paller said switching to look at me. "You let your mommy help you. No more leaving class. Next time you may not get an old softy professor like you did with me," she said patting my arm. I waved bye and Paller left me alone to my mommy.

I felt pretty happy until I saw the rage in her eyes.

"Your ass is so mine" she growled walking me to our room.

Ah shit

26

"Sit," mommy said pointing to the couch.

Her voice growled as she spoke.

"Mommy..." I started

"No. You had multiple chances to talk to me this morning. You chose to throw tantrums, scream at me, throw your food off the table, then leave class without telling anyone making me leave my class and go on a search for you! What the hell were you thinking!? What if you got taken? Or hurt! Not to mention the trouble you caused!"

"I KNOW!" I yelled standing up. "That's all I'm good for! Causing trouble is all I know! I thought you cared about me! But you don't! All you care about is your stupid class!" I finished out of breath.

Before I could do anything else, mommy had me over her lap with my pants down.

Her hand rained down on my ass.

I lost track of everything. Even the pain. It hurt but something inside of me hurt worse.

"Camila...that's not at all what I'm saying," Mommy said moving me in front of her once the spanking stopped. "I'm telling you, your actions today were not good choices. You.."

"You hate me! You didn't stay with me! You didn't care! I'm leaving" I said jumping up again.

Mommy stopped me before I could get far.

"No! Stop!" I said pushing against her.

"Camila! Stop it! The answer is not to leave! Sit your ass down!" She commanded

"No! The answer is to leave!" I told her.

"Do you want another round of spankings?!" Mommy asked making me look at her. "We stay here and make this right!"

"You're just going to kick me out like everyone has!"

Lauren pulled me close and I collapsed. I just realized what I told her. I never let anyone see me this vulnerable. It scared the shit out of me.

"You can't just push me away. I care. I need you so much. Please. Let me in," she whispered gently

"I don't know how!" I said putting my walls back up. "So stop!" I said pushing against her chest.

"No. You stop little girl. You've been out of your place far too long today. Now I'm going to put you back in it."

"But..!"

"No! No more talking. I mean it this time. The only butt is yours getting what it deserves," mommy said grabbing my arm and dragging me across the hall.

She lead me to the X room across the hall. I'd never been inside or even thought much about it.

The room was dark gray, but that's all I could notice before mommy commanded me to kneel and look down.1

"Do not speak, move, or do anything without my command."

"Why..." I started but I was cut off.

"Mila Mila Mila. What part of do not speak or move do you not understand!"

Mommy came behind me and tied my hands behind my back. She placed a gag in my mouth so I couldn't speak. Then she came to sit in front of me.

"Good girls get rewards. Bad girls get punished. You've pushed me all day. Now you're getting the consequences. I am your mommy. I deserve to be treated like it. You've tried running the show all day and it's not happening any longer."8

Mommy stood me up and lead me to a table. She removed my pants and underwear then untied my hands. She removed my shirt and bra so I was just bare in front of her. I wanted to cover up as I felt ashamed and embarrassed.

Mommy took my hands and tied them to the table in front of me. It brought me to lie down on the smooth cool table. My breasts all the way to my lower abdomen laying on it. Goosebumps chilling my entire body from the cool and anticipation of what was to come. I couldn't bring my hands back or move them hardly at all.4

I lay with my ass up and vulnerable as mommy dug in the cabinets.

She came back over to me with a long thin ruler , and some other items I couldn't identify in her hands.

She removed the gag from my mouth.

"Listen to me carefully. You are going to count out your spankings and say thank you mommy after each. If you fail to do so that spanking will not count and you will have another. I will not remind you. Do you remember your safe word?"

I nodded yes afraid to speak. My safe word we set up was pickles...my least favorite food.

"Good. You're going to receive 15 spankings with the ruler and 5 with the belt to start off."

I gulped in fear.

Mommy picked up the ruler and stood behind me.

A whoosh then crack landed on my rear

"Eee..." I called out then remembered to add, "1..thank you mommy"

Whooosh...crack

The ruler stung sharp

"Ooowwiiiieeee" I whined, "2 thank you mommy"

Crack..."3 thank you mommy"

My ass stung.

"10...thank you mommy," I stated through tears. It was harder and harder to speak through the tears.

"14...thank *sob* you *hiccup* mommy"

"15...thank you mommy!" I cried out in one long breath.

"Those with the ruler were for your tantrums and disrespect towards me. These next 5 with the belt are for running off from class today. As before count them out and say thank you mommy after each one."

I nodded to indicate I understood. My ass was on fire, but it wasn't just the stinging that was making me cry and hurt.

Snap...crack...

"Eike...1 thank you mommy"

Snap...crack..

"Ooowwie...2 thank you mommy"

Snap crack

"Owie ow owwww! 3 thank you mommy"

Snap crack

"4 thank you mommy," I said through the sting

Each smack landed in a new spot burning my already sore ass.

Whooosh snap crack

"Ooooowwwe!" That was by far the worst one yet. "5 thank you mommy."

Mommy rubbed my back.

"You did excellent. I'm proud of you. You're punishment isn't over yet though. You've forgotten your place and mommy is going to teach you it," she said while untying my hands.

Mommy caught me and carried me over to the bed.

She laid me on my stomach and started rubbing lotion on my sore cheeks. Tears kept streaming down my face. Not from pain though, from disappointing her.

"Now hands straight up above your head," mommy commanded. She used silk and tied me to the headboard rails.

"Up on your knees, head down, ass up, legs spread.."

27

*Sexual Content Chapter*

"You will not make a noise. You will not cum without my say so. Listen and you will be rewarded. Fail to listen and you will be punished," mommy said.

She blind folded me, leaving me shivering at her touch.

Something soft touched my skin starting on my back down my spine tickling down my legs to my feet. I had to suppress my instinct to giggle.

The movement came back up my leg and over to my other leg and foot.

She drew it back up slowly to the base of my neck again.

Her hands gripped my hips. Gripping my hips she pulled my body up against her hard member.

I gasped and tried to grind harder on her.

Smack!

"I am in control little girl. You do nothing without my permission," mommy growled in my ear gripping my throat behind me.1

I felt my wetness pooling down my exposed folds.

"Reply yes mommy," she said gripping me tighter for a moment then releasing me as I choked out yes mommy.

She left and flipped me over to my back. The sheets stung on my sore ass but I held it in.

Suddenly cold hit my nipple. I couldn't help but let the gasp escape my lips.

Mommy's hand covered my mouth as she worked the cold over to the other nipple.

The cold left and I bit my lip to keep myself from making another noise.

Just then cold hit my swollen clit. Then into my hot core.

Mommy removed her hands and grabbed my hips again pulling me to her as she sucked my clit then plunged her tongue into my core.

She moved the ice around and used her thumb to circle my clit.

I wanted to moan and call out. I bit my lip so hard, and screamed on the inside.

"Such a good girl. You earned a reward," mommy said.

A buzzing noise started and suddenly my clit was shooting sparks through my car.

"Let it out baby. Let me hear you scream," she said taking her tongue back into my core.

I let it all out. I moaned and bucked. Mommy held me down tight.

I wanted to cum so bad.

"No cumming yet," mommy said pulling away and taking the vibrator off my clit.

She slowly started working her way up my stomach leaving soft kisses as she went. She latched onto my hard nipple and used her hand to slowly circle my clit.

"Ssh no sounds until I give you permission again," mommy said.

This time it was harder to keep it in, but I tried.

I felt her finger plunge into my wetness quickly then she circled my asshole. She put her finger in there catching me off guard.

I bit my tongue but jumped off the bed.

Her fingers played inside of my core and my ass and rubbed my clit. I couldn't take it. I started moaning, I wanted to scream out please let me cum mommy.

Her hands stopped again. I felt angry and frustrated. I just wanted to cum.

"Oh are you frustrated little girl? You want to cum don't you?" She said removing my blindfold.

"Yes mommy," I said trying to make her see how much I needed it.

"How bad?" She asked shoving her fingers in me again.

I gasped and choked out, "please mommy. I need it. Please I can't hold it anymore."

"Oh yes you can, do not cum. You don't fucking cum until I say so," she commanded fingering me faster and rubbing my clit again.

"Please mommy!" I begged.

"No," she commanded moving faster some how.

"Mommy I can't! Please let me cum!" I begged in desperation.

Mommy still denied me.

I couldn't talk or form my words.

"Cum right fucking now," mommy said thrusting her fingers around inside of me.

I burst around her fingers and dripped down her hand.

Mommy didn't stop. She kept fingering me harder and quicker.

"You wanted to cum. Cum again. Right now," mommy said making me release again.

"Oh you just squirted for mommy. Such a good girl. I want to taste you squirt," she said going back down dipping her tongue into me.

Mommy placed the vibrator on my clit again and finger my ass as she flicked her tongue in and out.

"Cum now!" She said pulling slightly away from my core then dipped her tongue in me.

I came again harder than the last two. My whole body shook and the organism kept rolling as mommy kept fingering me.

"Mommy...I...need...to..." I tried to breath out

"Cum princess. Cum now!" Mommy said as I squirted again.

Mommy flipped me over and sat me on her face. She flicked her tongue over my clit sucking as she did so making me quiver and shake.

"Cum now," mommy said pulling my hips down on her.

I came again quickly and felt my body vibrate all over, buzzing with the pleasure.

Mommy moved me off of her and untied my hands. She pulled me into her chest and kissed my neck.

I collapsed into her and she held me tightly.

"I love you princess. Don't ever forget it," she said playing with my hair.

The waves slowed and my eyes closed.

Everything felt good.

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*Lauren's Point of View*

Mila shortly fell asleep on me. Her breathing heavy and deep. I shifted her to the bed and she didn't even stir. I grabbed a blanket to wrap her in, not bothering dressing her to go back to the apartment.4

Once inside I carried her to my bed. I wanted her near me. Today was a long emotional day. We needed the rest together to heal.

I laid her down and started to change out of my clothes.

"Mommy?" I hear whispered in the dim light.

"Baby you should be asleep," I said moving to snuggle her.

She leaned into me and I felt hot tears streaming down her face.

"Love what's wrong?" I started.

"I'm sorry. I was a horrible brat today!" She gulped out laying her whole weight on me. I pulled her close onto my lap.

"Sssh sssh Mila. Its okay. It's all forgiven. I love you. All of you." I said kissing her head.

"My parents left me. My real parents that is. I had adoptive parents. But yea on this day when I was 6 I can remember so clearly...my parents went on a car ride with me. They said they needed to go find their drug dealer and told me to wait in the park slide. We lived our of our car usually near the park. So they had me wait at the park so they could go pick the dealer up. I waited for like a week before I was found by the police. I've never seen them since," she said weeping.

I listened closely and patiently. I didn't interrupt her as I wanted her to get her story out.

"This day always brings out the worst in me. I'm sorry for how I handled it."

Then I interrupted her with a passionate kiss.

"There is nothing you have to be sorry for. Thank you for sharing with me. I love you so much and nothing will ever stop that. No matter how bratty you get," I said with a wink trying to get her to smile.

It worked. She giggled and blushed slightly before kissing me again.

The kiss got hot and heavy. She turned around and straddled me. I gripped her hips against mine.

"Mommy..." she whispered coyly in my ear.

"Yes baby?"

"I want you. Please. I need you," I pulled away slightly to look at her. Her eyes showed lust and need. She bit her lip sexily.

*sex scene ahead*37

I pulled her closer kissing her hotter. Slowly reaching my hands up to play with her breasts then sucking on them. I pushed her down on my hard member showing her I wanted her too.

Quickly I flipped us over so she was under me. I yanked off my boxers and lined up at her entrance.

I teased her with my fingers for a moment. She moaned and breathed out mommy, then I thrust into her.4

She gasped in pain for a moment. I gave her a second to adjust and relax then slowly started working into her.

She gripped my back tight and closed her eyes. Her breathing got heavy. I slid her down to the side of the bed and got on the floor pounding her harder.

"Omg" she screamed.5

I circled my hips as I thrust in and out. Climbing back on top of her pulling her legs up.

Her wet juices soaked my balls and she gripped the sheets and my chest.

I lightly pinned her hands above her head thrusting into her, feeling her pulsing around my cock.

"Cum whenever you want princess," I whispered against her neck before nibbling it.

Soon her hands were back up around my neck and in my hair. I got real close and worked slower and gentler thrusting deeper and longer. My speed picked up slowly and she breathed my name.

"Mommy..omg...I'm...gonna...cuuumm," she said clenching around my cock.

She clenched and I came a few strokes after her. I laid on top of her and kissed her nose and cheeks then finally her lips.1

"I love you Camila," I said moving to the side to pull her to my chest.5

"I love you too mommy. That was. Wow.

Amazing." She stated sighing and relaxing into me.

"My legs feel tingly, and like jello" she quietly whispered.

"That's cause you came hard for mommy. That was amazing for me too" I replied nuzzling her ear.

"Now lets clean you up and then get you too bed," I said getting a cloth to clean her soaked folds. She just lay there smiling and looking at me.

I cleaned myself off as well. Then climbed back into bed.3

My baby snuggled in and was out like a light.

"I love you," I whispered before drifting off as well.

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"Come on Camila! We need to get you to the doctor!" I stated pulling my little from the tv.

"Nooo! No doctor! I hate doctor!" She stated trying to grip onto the couch.

I had managed to not say the word doctor all morning. She was fed, showered, dressed and almost ready to leave when she found the appointment card in my coat pocket.

"You need a check up. And to get on birth control! Plus we need to talk to the doctor about your depression!" I said prying her fingers off the couch.2

We had recently talked more about her past and her depression. I was proud of her but honestly believed medicine would be the best route for her. She was reluctant to it.3

"No! I don't want medicine!" She stated trying desperately to get me off her and to let her down.

She did not succeed.

I managed to get her out the door. Though I had to pry fingers off the door frame...twice before we could leave the room.

Somehow I managed to get her to the school doctor office.

The lady at the front chuckled as she saw me dragged Mila in there.

"Wow what a beautiful baby you are!" She said to Mila.

Mila stopped fighting me and put on her bashful face.

"Why are you fighting your mommy so hard now?" She stated looking at Mila.

"Doctors scary!" She said hiding in my arm.

"Oh now not this doctor. We have a wonderful staff here who are dedicated to helping you! And look at all the toys we have in the waiting room. Plus if you behave we have a special toy box you can pick something out of to take home when you leave! Isn't that cool?" She stated. The woman appeared early twenties and was a little plump with blonde hair and blue eyes. Her eyes shone bright with Mila and you could tell her was a miracle worker with the children. She appeared to be a switch so she could be dominant but in a child like way that made the children want to listen.

Mila got down and took her hand. She followed to the toys and got busy playing dolls. The lady stepped aside and came back to me.

"You are amazing with her," I stated thankful to be able to sit down finally.

"Oh nonsense. Toys and bribes fix everything! Now the doctor will see you in a few minutes!" She stated before leaving.1

Mila played quietly and watched some tv. 10 minutes later the nurse called us back. Rai's eyes panicked with fear.

"Oh Mila!" The front desk person called out, she held up a toy chest and Mila transformed into a brave little girl.

"Who knew she could be so easily bribed?" I whispered under my breath.

Two hours later Mila was walking out with a Cinderella band aid, a lollipop and a brand new children's books from the toy chest.

"You made out like a bandit at the doctors!" Avery stated as we sat down to lunch.

"Yeah its awesome! I like the doctor now. I wanna go back!" She stated.

"Great now you'll be sick all the time won't you!" I said teasing her and stealing a fry.

"Hey! My fries!" She said playfully and took one of my tots.

"Oh now who wants tator tots miss "No mommy I wont take yours"! I replied.

She giggled. "You started it!"

I kissed her head and we began to eat.

Mila's appointment had gone well. The doctor is starting her on a low anti depressant and mood stabilizer. Mila actually agreed to it. And she got her birth control shot renewed, plus the flu shot. She was a happy healthy little.

"Okay baby back to the room for a nap!" I sang. She needed to stay on her schedule or she would get cranky.

"Awwe but I wanted to stay with my friends. Can't they come back to our place and we watch tv?" She pleaded with puppy dog eyes.

"You have to have a nap time. And that's not up to just me if everyone comes over,"

Soon all the littles begged and begged their doms.

Pleases and promises to be good were made.

"Okay okay okay!" We all kind of said at once.

"But everyone has to nap first. You can watch 1 30 minute show then its sleep time. If you don't follow the rules you to home and this never happens again!" I stated.

I expected looks of obedience but what did I get?

Well at first the other littles had the looks I wanted but then my little squealed and threw her arms around me saying thank you. Then ALL the littles started swarming me saying, "thank you uncle Lauren!"

"You're gonna get killed bro," Demi said patting me fake sympathetically.

"You could come help," I replied in a smart ass tone.

"Oh no! This is on you dude!" She said taking off after kissing Emily and Avery quickly.

"Alright littles onward to our apartment."

"YAYAYAYA! They all cheered!

What the hell did I just get myself into?

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*Mila's Point of View*93

I ran inside the room and got so excited to have all my friends over.

"GUYS THIS IS THE BEST!" I said and they all jumped in with me.

"Whoa whoa HEY!" mommy said catching me as I jumped into her.

She steadied me on the ground and I giggled. I couldn't help it I was happy!

"Emily move the coffee table and girls come help me get blankets!" I stated taking their hands and running to my room.

I handed as many blankets and pillows to Lily, Addie and Avery as they could carry and brought my own stack.

When we got back to the living room the coffee table was moved.

"Emily help us build the fort!" I stated

"Whoa now wait! It's NAP time. Not fort time." Mommy said coming in from the kitchen sternly.

"But mommmyyyy pleeeeaaaaassseeee! I begged throwing myself down at her feet and wrapping my arms around her.

"Mila stand up. No. No forts. Get everyone and pillow and a blanket and find a spot to lay down at. NOW!" She barked.1

Geesh maybe mommy needed the nap. And she needed to know how much I needed the fort.

"Fort! Fort! Fort!" I started chanting. Soon all the littles joined me. No way she could say no now.

"ENOUGH!" She commanded. The room silenced.4

"There will be no forts right now. Everyone lay down and cover up by the count of ten or there will be no tv before nap time!"

Mommy started counting and everyone quickly laid down. I flopped in the middle between Lily and Emily. Mommy came back and I waited a second so she could see I listened then jumped up.

"Mila lay down now. And no words about a fort."

"Hug?" I said forming tears in my eyes.

Mommy sighed and relaxed a bit. I threw my arms around her and she picked me up to hug me.

I gave her a kiss on the cheek and then whispered

"Can we pwease build a fort after naptime?" And batted my eyes for extra measure.

Mommy shook her head.

"Child I suggest you go to sleep now before I spank the word fort right out of you in front of your friends."3

I gulped and kissed mommy one last time then laid down once she set me on the floor.

Mommy handed us all sippy cups with water, pacifiers and our stuffed animals.

"Okay guys I'm playing a Disney short film clip. Whatever is on it you watch. Whenever its over it goes on and there are no sounds or talking and its nap time."

We all nodded. I popped my pacifier in my mouth and cuddle my monster George. The Disney short movie was the frozen, and the volcano love story.1

I had already seen it so I told Emily to come closer as Lily was already asleep. Geesh talk about lame!

"Guess what Emily?" I said.

"What!?" She answered back.

"I had sex with mommy the other day! My first time. And it was amazing!"

"Omg yay! That's awesome. Tell me all about it!"

Before I could say anymore I felt myself pulled up along with all my things.

"I said quiet and watching little girl. So now you can watch from the couch away from your friends," she said plopping me down.

Rude!

I crossed my arms and huffed at mommy. She tried to kiss me but I turned my head at the last second.

Mommy sighed and just covered me up.

Its not fair I wasn't even tired!

Mommy left and went to the bedroom. Almost everyone was asleep and the last of the movie played.

"Pssst! Emily!" I said sneakily crawling over to her from the couch.

"Sssh I sleep," she said mumbling and turning over.

"Nooo! Wake up and talk to me!"

"No go to sleep" she mumbled.

"Emil-eeek!" I said being lifted into the air.2

"Hii mommy" I said trying to cheese her and be good.

"Mmhmm. Lay down and be quiet. Close your eyes. One more peep and its back to your crib and everyone goes home after nap time. Take a nap for me and they can stay and play until after dinner deal?"

I nodded eagerly and hugged mommy.

"You're spoiled you know that?" She said kissing my and letting me move back to being with my friends.

"I just have the best mommy!" I said snuggling George.

Mommy put my binky in my mouth.2

"Okay suck up," she said giving me a love pat on the bottom. "I love you. Sleep tight."

"I wuv you too mommy." I said closing my eyes.

Only, sleep wouldn't come. I tried and tried but Emily was too close. Lily was snoring. Avery tossed and turned too loud.

I got back up. Mommy was at the kitchen table doing school work.

"Mila come on what about our deal?" She said

I climbed into her lap.

"Can't sleep. I sleep here," I said closing my eyes and feeling myself get sleepy.

Mommy played with my hair and adjusted me. I actually felt my eye lids get heavy and a yawn escaped.

"Sleep tight princess," was the last thing I heard.1

"Pssst!"

"Wake up.."

"Rise and shine!"5

"WAKE UP MILA!" I heard before being startled awake.

"Guys what the heck! Nap time is supposed to go on until 3! You only laid down for 30 minutes!" Mommy said.

"We only nap for 30 minutes though!" Avery stated. "Can we play now?"

"Yeah can we?!" I asked jumping up.

"Well. Everyone is already awake. There better not be any crankiness though! And no fighting!" Mommy said.

"Yay!" We all screamed.

Mommy went back to the kitchen.

Everyone started getting blankets and stuff to make a fort. When it was close I got my dolls, stuffies, art stuff, and games out to play with. Everyone helped shove it into the fort.

"Oh no. Please tell me. I am not looking at what I think I see," mommy said as I proudly showed her my art.

"You don't like it?" I asked.

Being around this many littles it didn't take long until I fell into headspace. Every little was.

"Your art is lovely, and its on the wall" mommy said trying to keep cool.

"Yeah we all helped!" Addie said.

"Its pretty mommy!"

"Girls we do not color on walls. No matter how pretty it is" she said trying to keep her cool. I could tell though she really wanted to lay into all of us.

"You have to scrub it off the walls now. Hurry up then its dinner time."

"Nooooo!" We all whined

"Do I need to give out spankings or have parents come get you?" She asked dominating.

"Noo ma'am!" We chimed in.

We all got to work erasing our picture.

"Okay guys! Dinner is ready. Pizza and a movie!" Mommy said.

"Yayyyyyyy!" We yelled running to the coffee table.

"Best night ever!" We all screamed.

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"Good morning class!" Miss Autumn rang out to us getting our attention from the toys we had.

"Good morning!" We all shouted back.

"Everyone please come sit on the rug!"

We did as told.

"Okay girls as you all know soon it will be time for Halloween!"

Excitement broke out amongst us. I turned to my classmates giggling and silently cursing myself for forgetting.

"Students may wear a costume to classes on that day and we will be going around the dom classrooms trick or treating during class. Then we will have a Halloween party back at the classroom!"12

"YAY!" I shouted loudly along with the class.

"Please have your mommies fill out these forms stating they understand the costume policy and to volunteer for our party."

We took a page and went to put it in our backpacks before returning to the rug.

"Okay now on with our lesson."

How as I supposed to focus though?! I let my mind race with costume possibilities.

"Mila? Are you with us?" Miss Autumn asked breaking into my thoughts.

"Uhh yes" I said feeling my cheeks heat up in embarrassment.

"So what was I talking about?"

"Uuhhh..." I stammered trying to think of something

"I know everyone is excited but we need to focus on our class. Grade cards go out soon and we don't want bad grades to show our mommies do we?" She asked the whole class.

I gulped and shook my head. School was very important to Lauren.

I tried my best to snap myself out of daydreams during the rest of the lesson.

"Mommy!" I yelled as I saw her and ran up to her.

"Why hello lovely what has you all excited?" She asked kissing my head.

"HALLOWEEEEN!" I stated showing her the paper from my bag.8

"Hmmm I guess this means we need to go costume shopping tonight!" She said after a dramatic pause.

"YES YES YES!" I squealed.

"MOMMY I wanna go costume shopping tooo!" Addie said.

Soon all the littles in our group were begging their doms to go.

"Girls! And Emily!" Leah finally said loudly. "Let us doms talk and we will figure something out. But for pete's sake stop begging!" She said shaking her head.2

The littles just giggled and mumbled sorry.

"Mommy can we do a couples costume?!" I asked excitedly.

"Sure princess whatever you want" she said smiling at me.

"NOOO," Avery said suddenly coming over to my face.

"You have to do a group costume with us littles!" Addie chimed in.

"Yeah its tradition!" Lily chipped in.

"Last year we went as a pack of crayons, the year before it was Dr. Seuss characters!" Emily informed.

"But I wanna do a couples costume with my mommy!" I said defensively.

"Noo come on! Do one with us!" They all yelled at me.

"Idk guys like what?" I said thinking maybe if it was good enough I would be okay with it. "I really wanted to do a scary thing with mommy though. Like Chucky and the bride of Chucky" I said.

"Really? You Miss Pink and Bright and Glitter girl wants to do scary?" Demi chuckled at me bopping me on the nose lightly.

"I love scary!" I said.

"She does. We have been watching a Halloween movie every night and she is just fascinated with the scary stuff," mommy pipped in.

"Scary is tooo...well scary!" Addie said.

"You gotta do cute with us!" They all tried to convince me.

"Okay okay okay! Enough guys lets eat its getting late and lunch will be over soon. No more Halloween talk. You guys can figure it out later. Mila can do whatever she wants to as long as her mommy lets her," Demi said winking at me.

Demi was like the best uncle ever. In fact so was Jennifer and Leah was like the best aunt. We all slowly became more of a family everyday.

Lunch went by too fast and soon Mommy was dropping me off back at class for nap time.

Snuggly in my cot I was daydreaming about Halloween. I picked up my doll and started pretending we were shopping for costumes.

"Mila. Doll down eyes closed," Miss Autumn said as she crouched down by my cot.

I quickly nodded and shut my eyes. I turned on my side though and kept my doll down once she left. I opened my eyes and knew she couldn't see them open as I faced the wall away from her. I quietly played with my doll and kept pretending.

I realized I never fell asleep once the lights came on. Oopse. Oh well I could handle it.

Once the day was over I rushed to the library.

"Mommy! Are we going shopping with everyone tonight?!" I asked.

"Sssh this is the library!" Some random kid said from a table. She was doing research.

I stuck my tongue out at her which got me a quick smack to the butt.

I turned and looked. Mommy was trying not to look amused but she didn't hide it well.

"So are we?" I whispered breaking the silence.

Mommy cracked a big smile then and nodded her head.

"Yayyyy!" I said in a hushed tone.

"You need to go read quietly until we can leave though," she said.

I did as I was told and got a good book out.

I guess I got lost in the book cause soon mommy was coming over and telling me it was time to go.

"Wait. Stephen King?! That will give you nightmares!" Mommy said4

"Noooo it won't. I promise mommy!" I said hugging her and holding my arms out to be picked up.

Mommy sighed and picked me up.

"Uh huh sure it won't. You're going to have nightmares and keep us up all night," Mommy replied carrying us out of the library.

"No I promise I won't!" I stated defensively.

"Lets watch that tone little girl. Did you get a good nap today?" She asked.

"Uh no...I was too excited to sleep." I said hiding my face.

"Oh boy. Tonight should be interesting then." Mommy said walking us to the parking lot.

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*Lauren's Point of View*

Chaos. Pure chaos. The costume store was crowded with lots of doms and littles looking around.2

Mila turned into a cranky monster straight away which did not help anything.

"No!" I heard Mila scream at Avery.

"Girls! Enough! Avery Mila can choose to not do a group costume if she doesn't want to," Demi said pulling Avery over to look her in the eyes.

"And Mila we can say things nicely, not yell them," I said with my stern look.

"She won't stop though!" Mila said with a dramatic flair.

"But we can finally do a scooby and the gang costume!" Avery whined. "We finally have 5 of us! Its my dreeeeaaaaammmmm!" She said starting to cry.

Demi turned Avery's face up to look at her and gave her the stare I knew made every little shake with fear.

"No more whining or crying. We can go home if that's how you're going to behave," she stated.

Ashtons face fell. I felt sorry for her. Avery always acted out and she suffered.

"Don't look so down Ash, if Avery can't behave she can go home and you can stay here with one of the others I'm sure," Demi said.

We all nodded and agreed.

That sent Avery off. She stomped and stormed away to pout.

The drama mellowed out. Costumes were pulled away and littles got excited.

"Mommy! Help! I can't reach!" Avery suddenly shouted from the back.

"Baby I'm helping Emily right now give me a minute!" Demi said.

Avery kept trying. I knew she'd either make a mess or hurt herself. Mila was too busy being little miss independent cranky pants to want my help anyway so I went over to Avery.

"Here you go Aves," I said handing her the princess dress she was reaching for.

"Yayyyy! Thanks uncle Lauren!" She said with a sudden hug.

"Will I look cute in this?!" She asked holding it up.

"Well of course you would!" I said smiling.

"Help me try it on!" She said.

I helped her try on the dress over her clothes.

"Wow I love it! Do you?" She asked me.

"Mommy! You're supposed to be helping me!" Mila said suddenly coming up and shoving Avery out of the way.1

"Mila! That was rude! We don't shove people" I said pulling her away arms length to look at her.

"But you're my mommy! Not hers! You shouldn't help her or say she's pretty!" She yelled at me turning her back to me.

I grabbed her hand and took her to the benches outside the outlet store into the middle of the mall.

"Mila I was helping out our friends. You didn't want my help remember?" I started

She cut me off with, "well now I do! You're my mommy!"3

"Camila listen to me. I can help out other people especially our friends. That doesn't make me any less your mommy," I said calmly hoping she would listen.

"But you said she was pretty!" She snipped back.

"She asked me if the costume would look pretty on her. I said the nice thing, and the truth, and told her yes. That doesn't mean I think she is any prettier than you. You're the prettiest girl I know. And the most beautiful," I said looking into her eyes.

"Do you mean that?"

"1000% baby."

"Pink promise?" She said holding out her tiny pinky.

I wrapped mine around hers and smiled.

"Pinky promise baby."

"Yay!" She said suddenly.

"I'm ready to go look now." She turning back to the door.

"Uh nope. You gotta give mommy some love first," I said turning on my pretend puppy dog eyes.

She giggled before wrapping her hands around my neck and kissing me deep.

Just before she pulled away I whispered

"I'm going to fuck you so good tonight and make that crankiness go right out the door," then nibbled her ear.6

She turned dark red and bit her lip.

"Now we can go back in," I said winking and taking her hand.

As she walked into the store I smacked her ass playfully. I saw the blush deepen though and just knew she had dirty thoughts roaming around.

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*Mila's Point of View*

In the end we all ended up getting to have our way.2

I was doing a cute sexy (although not scary) costume with mommy AND it worked out for everyone to do a group costume with.

I was so excited I begged mommy to let me wear it as soon as we got home.

"MOMMY can I wear it pweeeaassseeeee?" I begged as she scooped me up into her arms.

Unexpectedly mommy grabbed my hair, tilted my head back and gruffly whispered in my ear

"You're still owed a rough fucking little girl. You were so cranky at the store. Go put on that sexy ass red riding hood costume and then go kneel in my bedroom and wait until I get in there."4

My face flushed and heat soared through me. I nodded and mommy set me down smacking my ass as she did.

I rushed up and sorted through the bags setting mommy's big bad wolf costume aside. I undressed and put on my best bra and panty set. Then got into my costume.

The skirt barely came below my ass cheeks and dipped low enough to give me great cleavage. I added the hood on for the last touch and decided to wear a pair of heels.

I exited my room and went over to mommy's. She wasn't in there. I kneeled in the middle of the room like I had been taught in submission class. Mommy had never asked me to kneel before for her so I hoped I was doing it right.

My heart pounded with excitement and anticipation. I wanted mommy to come in now.

"Fuck you look sexy," I finally heard from the doorway.

My heart pounded in my ears and the heat flushed through me even more.

Her footsteps came closer until she was right behind me.

"Stand," she commanded.

I stood up quickly without turning to look at her.

Mommy came around and stood in front of me.

I kept my eyes down on the ground not looking without permission. Just like we learned in class.

Mommy lifted my chin allowing me to gaze at her toned shirtless body. She wore just the right pants that made me want to drool.

Suddenly her mouth was on mine.

I felt her body press into mine and she walked us backwards then pushed me onto the bed.

She climbed on top of me caressing my body then crept to the waistband of my panties. She reached behind to grab my ass then pushed my panties aside and teased my soaking slit.

Her finger plunged into my core while her thumb traced circles on my clit.

Heat rushed through my body and moans escaped.

"Oh god mommy please please...", I begged before she choked me cutting me off.

I wanted to cum so badly.

"Mommyyy...I have to cum..." I stated

"Don't you fucking dare," she said gripping my throat tighter.

Mommy then kicked off her pants and teased my clit with her hard member.

She slid in making me gasp out of pleasure and slowly started rocking her hard member in me.

She grabbed my legs and closed them straight up and down on her chest as she thrust in me. Then moved my legs to the left thrusting harder. She spread my legs as wide as they would go pounding.

"Moommyy ppplllleeaaase I have to cum," I begged.

"Beg for it. Let me see how much you need it," she said suddenly flipping me over doing it doggie style.

"Mommy Pleaaaaaaasee. Your cock is so good. Let me cum please mommy may I cum," I stated desperately trying to hold it.

"Cum right now" she said thrusting deeper and faster.

I released, squirting all over mommy's cock. Mommy grabbed my hair thrusting her hip bones into my ass.

I couldn't stop coming. It rolled and waved throughout my body.

Mommy kept going. She flipped me back onto my back and pounded me long and hard.

I came for the 7th time and mommy finally came with me.3

She kissed my lips my neck and breasts then back to my lips.

My body shook and rolled with pleasure.

Mommy cleaned us up then pulled me in for cuddles. I couldn't get my words or body to work right so I just closed my eyes, smiled and enjoy my high.

"I wuv you mommy," I said driving off into sleep.

Mommy gently played with my hair as I drifted off and said, "I love you too beautiful."

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*Lauren's Point of View*

"!MOMMMMYYYY!" I heard coming from the living room.

"What what's wrong?!" I came flying out with my toothbrush in my mouth and towel around my waist.

"IT'S SNOWING!" Mila said gazing out the window with the most awed gaze on her face.2

"Oh my god I thought you were in danger or hurt!"

She giggled and came over to grab my hand then dragged me to the window.

"Isn't it beautiful?!"

"Yes you are baby," I said with a kiss to her head.1

"Nooo mommy the snow!"

"Uh yea. And cold," I said squeezing her hand.

"Wait you don't like snow?!" She said looking like I just said the most hurtful thing to her.

"It's too cold and wet. I'm sorry baby." I said turning to go back to the bathroom.

"But mommy! It's so much fun!" She said following me.

"I wanna go play in it! Let me show you how fun it is" She said pleading.

"Or how about you come cuddle me where it's nice and warm?" I said swiftly carrying her to the bed.

"Nooo mommy," she said giggling as I kissed her neck. "Play outside!" She said jumping on top of me.

"Ugh noooooo its so cold" I said

"But then we can cuddle and warm each other up afterwards," she replied

"You're not going to let this drop are you?" I replied with a huff.

"Nope!" She said smiling ear to ear.

"Fine," I said, "but you owe me 10 million kisses first!"

"YAY!" She said attacking my face giving me kisses.

"There you go mommy!" She said hoping off.

"Imma go get dressed now!"

"Hey you still owe me about 9.80 million kisses!" I called after her but she was long gone into her bedroom.

I slinked out of bed and put on my warmest clothes and boots. I just wanted to wear flip flops and shorts. Curse the snow. How did I get roped into this again?

"Mommy I'm ready!" She said coming back in with her cute snow overalls and puffy coat. Her eyes poking out under her hat and scarf.

"Out side! Outside!" She started chanting.8

"Yeah yeah outside" I said with sarcastic enthusiasm.

"Wait mommy can we get the others and see if they want to join us?" She asked as when we to the elevator.

"Sure why not. Anything to keep us inside longer," I said giving her a smack on the butt.

"Hey I saw that eye roll missy" I said pinning her to the wall.

Her face flushed and she bit her lip.

"Sowwy mommy" she said pretending to be innocent

"Mhm sure you are. Don't make me take you back upstairs and strip you down," I said kissing her passionately.

"Ewwww get a room uncle Lauren!" Little voices said behind a giggle as the elevator doors opened.

"Hey! We were just coming to find you!" Mila said to Addie, Lily, Jennifer and Leah.

"Yea we wanted to go sledding!" Addie pipped in.

"Yes so Mommy brought some grownup hot chocolate!" Jennifer said handing me her thermos.

I took a small swig and let the liquor warm me up.

"Jennifer you are brilliant," I said taking another swig.

"Mommy can I have some?" Mila asked me

"Nope. Only for adults not littles!" I replied handing the thermos to Leah's out stretched hand.

Mila pouted slightly then grouped up faster to Leah and Lily and getting giggly and whispery.

"Emily! Avery! Are you ready to go play in the snow?!" Addie asked seeing the two littles and Demi.

"YEAH!" They screamed running over to the group.

"Nooo!" Demi said with the same enthusiasm as her littles.

"Don't worry dude we have stuff to make it better," Jennifer said passing over the thermos.

"Mmmm okay yep that works for me!" Demi said taking a big drink.

"Come on lets go!" Mila said leading the pack to the cold cold cold outside.

"Ugh I need another drink," I said taking the thermos.

"We're going to need more of this," I said feeling the cold wind cut through me.

"Dude I've got us covered," Jennifer said with a grin opening her bag to 3 more thermoses.

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*Mila's Point of View*

"Guys we need to get the hot chocolate!" I said whispering to my little friends.3

"Yeah it's not fair they get it and we don't!" Avery said agreeing.

"We could get cold too!" Addie pipped up.

"Idk guys I don't wanna get in trouble," Emily said.3

"I agree. My mommy said it's for grownups and has bad stuff for littles in it," Lily said.

"But look at them! They're having fun with it why can't we!" I said looking over at our mommies.

"Come on guys lets go sledding!" My mommy actually said.

"See it makes everything better! My mommy wants to have fun in the snow. We have to drink it too!" I said.

Just then I was swooped up and spun around.

"You're right baby. The snow is pretty. Now come on lets get on a sled and race the others!" Mommy said packing me over to our sled.

We rented one from the school. I picked it out. It was blue and sparkly.

"On your marks. Get set. Go!" Leah shouted.

Leah didn't want to sled and race so she counted us down. Emily Avery and Lily rode on one sled, mommy and I on another, and uncle Jennifer and uncle Demi raced on their own.

Mommy pushed us off the hill and down we went! I giggled and laughed at how fast we were going.

"Yayyyy! We won!" Jennifer and Demi said.1

"Again again!" All of us littles said rushing back up the hill.

"Mommy you go this time! With me?" Addie asked.

"Yeah you go and I will count down!" Avery said.

"Okay just one time though. I do not want to climb up this hill a million times," Leah said hoping behind Addie on a sled.1

We all waited for the count down.

I lost track of time. We just kept going up and down the hill and sledding down. I lost track of who one and didn't win.

"Okay guys. I gotta sit for a bit. You kids go do something by yourself for a bit while us adults sit and chat," Jennifer said after our last race.

"Yeah come on guys! Let's try to make a fort!" Avery said.

We all helped build up wall sides. It took awhile but eventually we had walls that we could sit behind. Our heads could be seen but not much else.

"Lets try to make an igloo!" Lily said

"Nooo. This is perfect!" Avery said.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because I snagged this!" Avery said pulling out a thermos.3

"Ooooh! Give me!" I said. I was freezing!

"Guys no we can't!" Lily pleaded.

"It'll be fine! They won't know we promise!" Addie told her.

Avery took a big drink.

"Ooh man that burns! But I feel so good and warm! Here Mila!" She said passing it to me.

I carefully took a sip after Avery did hers. It burned but tasted like peppermint hot chocolate so I took more.

"Mmm its good! Here Addie!" I said passing it to her.

Addie took one too and started sputtering. That made us all giggle.

"Come on its fine!" Avery said getting Emily to take a drink.

"Mmmm goood!" She said with a surprised tone.

"Okay okay hand it here. I'm cold." Lily finally said.

"Yay!" We all said.

We passed it back and forth for a bit and then decided we wanted a snow ball fight.1

"Whoa my head feels funny," I said standing up.

"Come on get me!" Addie said throwing a snowball at me.

"Hey!" I said getting one ready to lobe back at her.

We threw snowballs back and forth for forever.

"Guys lets get our mommies!" Emily said.

Okay so we had more hot chocolate to stay warm too. Emily was being super funny now. It was hilarious.

Emily snuck up behind Demi and threw a snowball right into the back of her head!

We all died of laughter.

"Oh now you're all gonna get it!" Jennifer said jumping up and throwing snow balls at everyone.

I threw one at mommy and her face got a dark playful look on it.

"Oh no!" I screamed shrieking off so she wouldn't get me back.

"Oh you get back here little girl!" She said grabbing snow and making a huge snow ball!

"Nooooo!" I screamed running away.

Mommy was tooo fast for me though. I kept stumbling and tripping and she finally caught me.

She threw it down my hood onto my back!

"Mommmyyyy!" I yelled out from the cold.

"Say I win!" She said holding me down so I couldn't shake it out.

"You win you win you win!" I said giggling.

She finally let me go and I ran off again.

This time back to the fort with the hot chocolate. I needed it!

Others came up and we passed it around again.

"What the hell do you littles think you are doing?" Jennifer's voice said behind us.11

Ah shit.

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Lily was the one with it in her hands. Her face was in such terror at her mommy catching her I couldn't help but burst out laughing.

I knew it wasn't right but she was so scared!

"We just had hot chocolate to warm us up!" I said feeling really confident and silly.

"Yeaa we was cold!" Avery said starting to laugh with me.

"What's going on here?" Mommy said as she and the other doms came up to us.

"Well our littles here are drunk off their asses," Jennifer said showing the empty thermos to them.

"Noooo we just haf hot Choco," Addie said.1

"Yea more like peppermint schnapps with a bit of hot chocolate," Jennifer said.

"Ooooh that's why it twas minty!" I said laughing and falling into the snow.

I had never had more than a drink or two of alcohol before but it made me feel goood and warm.

"Mommy make a snow angel with me!" I said as she tried to pull me up. I resisted and tried to move my arms up and down to make a snow angel.

"No my little drunk we have to go inside and get you littles warmed up," she said lifting me up.

"I can't believe you guys did that!" Demi said to her littles.

"Yeah you guys were specifically told it was not for you!" Leah said scolding Addie and all of us.2

"But it wasn't fairrrr!" Avery complained.

"We wanted warm drink tooo!" I said trying to stick up for us.

Jennifer started to get upset again but mommy cut her off.

"There's no use right now they're too drunk. Besides the hang over should be punishment enough," she said to Jennifer.

"Aren't you mad?!" Jennifer said. "That was a lot of alcohol to take in. We didn't even finish our first thermos and we know our limits and can handle it."

"Exactly why I said the hang over will be punishment. We just get water in them and then wait until they throw up and have killer headaches," mommy said as she carried me.

I didn't really listen or know what was going on. All I could think about was how sexy my mommy was.

"Mommy you're so handsome. You're a beautiful mermaid. You gotta remember that always!" I said making her look me in the face.

She half smiled and laughed, "thank you princess. I will remember."

"Everyone is a beautiful mermaid!" I said yelling to all the doms and littles in our group as we walked back. So then all the littles chimed in too yelling out nice compliments to everyone.

"Guys they're too drunk to get back to all of our rooms," Demi said. "I have the biggest room lets go there and let them calm down and talk about what happened."

"Yaaaayyy! Partyyyyy!" Avery said.

As soon as we got inside we were ushered to the bathroom and given new warmer clothes to wear.

"Hey Avery is all out of pjs can Mila wear some of Ashtons?" Jennifer said.

Mommy nodded yes and took some warm pjs with monsters on them.

"Rawr!" I said as mommy dressed me.

"Okay Mila calm down. This isn't how we act."

"But I'm scary and want to eat you!" I said nibbling on mommy's neck.

"Noo Mila. Now isn't the time or place," she said pushing me off her neck.

"But mommmyyyy I want you," I said suddenly feeling so over powered by the need for mommy inside me.

"Mila we are at a friends house no!" She said

"Please mommy. I need you!" I whined.

"My answer is no. Now stop whining. That is your punishment for stealing our drink and getting drunk." She said pulling the shirt down over me.

"Noooo. I need you pleaaaassseee!" I begged trying to take mommy's belt off.

"Mila if this belt comes off its only going to be to whip your butt with. Now stop!" She commanded.

"Nooo I need you please mommy!" I whined more but didn't dare touch her belt.

"Fine. This is what you want?!" Mommy said suddenly sticking her hand down my pants to my warm soaking silt.1

"Yes mommy!" I said loudly before she covered my mouth.

Her finger danced around my clit then darted in and out quickly.

I felt my self build up and so badly wanted to explode.

Just as quickly as she had her hand in though she took it out.

"Mommmyyy...!" I started to whine before she grabbed my face.

"Good girls get to cum. Bad girls get punished," she said

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*Lauren's Point of View*

"I just can't believe they stole it!" Jennifer said pacing back and forth. She too had had a bit too much to drink.

"Oh come on Jennifer, it was a bit our fault for not bringing them a drink," Leah said.

"Yea well...I...I guess," she said exasperated sinking into the couch and taking a drink.

"Ugh I'm a bad dom," she said after a long swig.

"Well then we all are," I said taking the thermos myself and getting a drink. Dear God she did make it too strong.

"Still though, they disobeyed and took it without permission and they had to know it was alcohol," Demi pipped up.

"I think we all need to just move past it. They're warm and safe. The headaches and hang overs will teach them all a lesson," Leah said.

We all nodded.

"Still guys. Maybe Lily deserves better," Jennifer said.1

She was in a real bad place.

"No dude stop. She loves you show much. You're a good mommy," Demi said trying to cheer her up.

I got up and went into one of the bedrooms the littles were in watching a movie. They were giggling and have asleep.

"Lily can you come here please?" I said.

Mila shot up and looked at me confused.

"Your mommy needs to see you," I told Lily taking her hand.

"Mila stay here and keep watching the movie I'll be back in a minute okay?" I said kissing her head.

She nodded and looked slightly worried that she may be punished.

"Am I in trouble aunt Lauren?" Lily slurred and having fallen into little space.

"No you're not. Your mommy just needs love," I said.

"Mommy?" She said running up next to her.

She looked up from her hands and she threw her arms around her neck.1

"I'm sorry I was bad mommy," she said squeezing her tight.

"No baby. I'm sorry. I should have brought you your own hot chocolate. I was a selfish mommy. Can you forgive me?" Jennifer said looking her in the eyes.

"Of course mommy," she said kissing her.

I turned away and went to get my own baby.

She was half asleep watching the movie still.

I scooped her up and held her in my arms.

She giggled, "mommy what are you doing?"

"I love you baby. I'm sorry I didn't bring you a drink. I should have," I said kissing her cheek.

"Its otay mommy. I luv you. I'm sorry I was bad," she said nuzzling my neck.

"Come on. Let's go home," I said starting to carry her out of the room.

"Wait I thought we were having a sleep over?" She said looking sad.

"You want to stay here?" I asked surprised.

"Yeah! I wanna stay here and have a sleep over with everyone. You too!" She said getting loud.

"Okay okay baby. Go back to the movie and I'll go talk to Demi."1

"Yay!" She said going back to join Emily and Avery on the floor. Addie was curled up on the bed away from the tv.

I walked back out to the room. Leah fell asleep on the couch. Jennifer and Lily were curled up together in the chair. And Demi was...eating cereal?3

"Don't judge. I love cereal," she said seeing me eye her.3

"Mila wants a sleepover. Can we all crash here?" I said moving on.

"Yeah I figured everyone would. I'll wake Leah up to go sleep with Addie in Avery's bed. Ash, Avery and I will take my bed, they're on the couch" she said nodding to Jennifer and Lily. "So you guys can take Ashtons bed if you want."

I nodded thanks and went to go tell Mila.

I walked in and she was curled up on the floor between Ash and Avery. They all looked so cute.

I scooped her up and carried her to Emily's room and curled up on the bed with her. This was a great idea. My body ached and trying to carry her back to my room would not have worked out.

"I love you sweet pea," I said kissing her head and closing my eyes.

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*Demi's Point of View*

"IT'S MINE AVERY GIVE MEEEEE" I heard Emily whine.

Ugh why couldn't I get one morning of peace?

"Noooo it's mine!" I heard being yelled by Avery's loud voice.

"What the hell are you two fighting this morning?!" I said standing in the doorway.

My littles dropped the toy they were fighting over.

"She took my toy again mommy!" Emily pleaded.

"I had it first! I had it last night and said I was gonna play with it then she came and took it like a brat!" Avery spat at her.

"It doesn't work like that!"

"Yes it does!"

"Enough!" I said in my dominating voice. Emily hung her head and looked at the floor. Avery however crossed her arms and huffed at me. Mad she wasn't getting her way.

Emily is so much more submissive where Avery is closer to a switch. She likes to act like she wants to dominate sometimes, but she really just wants put in her place. And she's a big brat.

Of course I love them both.

"The toy goes into the jail box," I said pointing to the tub in the corner.

"But mommy...!" They tried to whine.

"No buts. If we can't figure it out it and share it goes away," I said grabbing it and putting it in the jail.

"If you want it back you have to earn it. Your rooms are a disaster. Both of you go clean them. Quietly!" I added as they went off to their separate rooms.

Finally peace. I thought as they shut their doors.

I grabbed a cup of coffee and some ingredients to make breakfast.

I loved cooking and being able to make them breakfast on the weekends.

Hmmm omelets and hash browns hadn't been on the menu for awhile.

I spent my time cooking away in the kitchen.

"Mommy I got my room cleaned," Emily said from the door way.

"Good. Want to come help me out in the kitchen?" I asked smiling at her.

She nodded and came running in.

She got up and started cracking and whisking eggs.

Emily was my helper in the kitchen. It was our special time together. I love spending time with both my littles but these little moments when I get one on one time with one of them was amazing.

"How's this mommy?" She asked me

"That looks amazing," I said going to wrap my arms around her waist. "By the way you look so sexy today," I said with a kiss and nip to her ear.

Emily blushed a sexy deep blush.

I smacked her butt and let her get back to the eggs was I did the hash browns.

"Mommy I'm done can I watch tv until breakfast?!" Avery hollered from the living room.

"Sure baby. We will be done cooking in about 20 minutes!"

No reply but the tv came on.

As I cooked I let my mind drift and thought of the first time I met Emily and Avery.

Both were so breath taking. Avery was a fire cracker even back then. She walked the halls with a friendly smile unafraid to talk to anyone.

Emily was shy and quiet. She let Avery take the lead and followed her around.

I ended up helping them move into their room. They came from a little auction together and were joined at the hip as twins so they got a special accommodation to live in the same room together.

I brought myself out of my day dream and finished up making breakfast with Emily.

"Come eat Avery!" Emily called out.

"Mmm looks good!" She said bouncing into the kitchen.

We ate and laughed and it was a wonderful breakfast.

"Mmm delicious guys!" Avery said bouncing out of the kitchen.

"Um excuse me missy," I said to her.

She stopped and pouted.

I gave her my stare and she turned her pout into giggles then came to clean up the table. Her job was clean up duty since she didn't like helping cook.

"Okay you two. What should we do today?" I asked once everything was put away from breakfast.

"PLAY!" They both said running to their rooms.

Playing with toys was one of their favorite past times.

"You know mommy was actually wanting to play in her room this morning," I said calling out.1

Emily and Avery both stopped and looked at me. Avery got a look of desire in her eyes and Emily blushed. They looked at each other then at me. I nodded and they both ran to the bedroom.

I walked in after them as they were placing their outfits on and laid on the bed waiting for my kittens to join.

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"IT'S BEGINNING TO LOOK A LOT LIKE CHRISTMAAAAASSSS!"

I have heard this song soooo many times this last month. I loved my baby but I was about to lose it!

"Camila!" I snapped then stopped myself realizing it wasn't cool to kill her happy Christmas vibe.

"What do you want to do over Christmas break baby?" I asked changing the subject hoping to stop the Christmas songs for even just a bit.

"Everything!" She said giggling. "I wanna make cookies, and watch movies and go see lights and decorate! Ooh mommy we need to put up our tree!" She said getting excited again.

I smiled at my baby. Being determined to make this her best Christmas yet. This was the last week of classes then we had off all the rest of December and the first week of January off. I'd been buying and hiding her gifts for awhile now. Classes had gotten busy and intense though as the semester closed in so I hadn't had a lot of time for Mila and I to do stuff together.

"Okay baby we can do all of that. I have one more idea."

"What is it mommy?!" She asked.

"How about we take a trip out of town?"

"YES! A road trip!" She said getting super excited.14

"Okay okay calm down baby. You don't even know where I want to take you," I said pulling her onto my lap for a cuddle and a kiss.

"Where mommy?"

"I have some friends in Chicago who want to throw a New Year's party and thought it would be fun to take you to meet them."

She stopped squirming and got quiet.

"Baby what's wrong?"

"Are they like us?" She asked quietly.

"Yes love. They are also into our life style. My friend Perrie and her wife Alaina have a little named Paisley and I think you two would be really good friends. They are going to invite a few others over too and there should be plenty of littles to play with. It will be fun. Don't worry."

"Okay mommy that sounds like fun! Can we go get our tree and decorations now?" She asked tuning around to look at me.

"Ahh there is my little girl and her one track mind of Christmas," I said giving her a chuckle and a grin.

She gave me puppy dog eyes and stuck out her lip.

I laughed at her cuteness.

"Yes baby go get dressed and we can go,"

"YAY!" she took off screaming to her room to get dressed.

I went and threw on clothes as well.

"I'm ready mommy!" She said.

I turned around and laughed at her shirt.

"That is an appropriate shirt for you," I said. It was a long sleeve grey with red and black black sleeved arms and the writing was red that said "Dear Santa I've Been Good" then in small black letters on the side it said "ISH."3

"Where did you get it from?" I said not recognizing it.

"Aunt Leah got it for me the other day when she took Addie and I shopping. She said it was appropriate. She actually got Addie, Avery, and I all the same one but in different colors. Since Lily and Emily are always goody two shoes unless we drag them into it she got them ones that said dear Santa I can explain."

"Oh your Aunt Leah definitely got appropriate shirts," I said smiling.

"Are you ready to go mommy?!" She said.

"Yes lets go!"

*Mila's Point of View*

"Mommy can we go cut down a real tree?!" I asked from the back seat. "And play Christmas music!" I added.

"Well first off lets change that demand into a please..." she said

"Peeeaaaassseee mommy?" I said

She hit the playlist on the Sirius radio.

"Now second. We do not have room in our little dorm and there are no Christmas tree farms here. I'm sorry. So a fake tree it is."

"Well a big one!" I wanted a huge tree like on the movies I watched.

"We will do what we can princess," mommy said.

I listened to the music.

Mommy parked the car and I jumped out in excitement.

"Hey!" Mommy said rushing up to catch my arm.

"We don't jump out of the car! You know to wait for me!" Mommy said gripping my hand tight.

"Sowwy mommy" I said pulling her fast to the mall.

"Hey stop," mommy said before I could pull the door open. "I know you're excited but you need to calm down a bit. You need to stay here with me and not run off. No fits."

I nodded and mommy finally let us enter.

"What color tree should we get baby?" I asked her as we entered the store.

"Green of course! With lots of lights and sparkles and decorations!"

"One thing at a time baby" mommy said pulling me in.

I ran and looked around staying close to mommy and finally found a tree that almost looked real.

"Mommy this one?" I said showing her.

"Perfect baby it will look great," she said putting the box in the cart.

We took off to the decorations aisle. I felt myself slipping into my little space.

We had been walking around for quite awhile.

"Mommy this one! These are cute!" I said throwing stuff into the cart.

"Mila slow down! You can't just keep throwing stuff into the cart!" Mommy said grabbing me and stopping me from putting stuff into the cart. She took out some of what I put in cart too.

"But I want them!" I said stomping my feet.

"Enough!" Mommy said stopping me.

"Nooo! Put them back!" I yelled.

Mommy smacked my butt hard.

"I said enough! This isn't how we act! We can put it all back if you're going to be bratty," mommy said.

"Noooo." I whined softly.

"Then shape up," she said.

I nodded my head and mommy and I went back to looking for decorations.

"Okay I think we finally have enough decorations," mommy said. "Now would you like to go look at gifts for your friends?"

"YEAH!" I said excited.

"Anymore fits though and we leave. Now we need to pay and put these in the car."

We left the store and headed to the car.

"MOMMY PUPPIES!" I said running over to look at the dogs.

"Camila!" Mommy said catching up to me as a puppy licked my hand. "What did I say about running off?!"

"Mommy look how cute they are!" I squealed as I let one lick my face.

"Camila you cannot run off from me like that just because you see something you want." Mommy said.

"Its just so cute though!" I pleaded.

Mommy let out a sigh and bent down to pet it and nodded her head.

"Can we get one?!" I asked when I saw her smile at it.

They were little Huskies and I desperately wanted one.

"Mila," she said sighing. "No. It's too much work and we don't have a big enough place for one." She said.

Tears welled up in my eyes and I knew she was right but I wanted one so bad I didn't care. I would get one.2

"But mommy! They're so cute. And she need a good home!" I was very lost in little space.

"Mila I said no." She said getting up. "Now come on we need to go." She said grabbing my hand.

"Noooo!" I said moving closer to the puppy and resisting her pull.

"Camila get up now!" She said.

"NO! I WANT A PUPPY!" I screamed slapping her hand away.

Mommy's eyes changed and she narrowed them in on me.4

Without saying anything mommy grabbed me and pulled me close to her face.

"Camila. I know this is hard. They are cute but we do not act this way. You are lucky I do not pull your pants down now and spank you red for acting like this. Now let's go. Say goodbye to the puppies.

"Noooo I want one!" I yelled smacking mommy again.

"That's it."

Mommy grabbed me holding me up as I thrashed and kicked trying to get down.

We got to the car and mommy strapped me into my seat. I kicked and thrashed.

Mommy ignored me and put the stuff away.

I unbuckled and went to get back out of the car. I was going to sneak past mommy and go back to the puppies.

"Get your ass back in that seat before I beat it raw," mommy said. I saw the anger in her eyes and sat back down.

"I want a puppy!" I whined.

"No more talking. Sit down. Buckle up."

"But..." I started.

"No. No more. Your ass is already dead when we get home." She said getting into her seat.

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*Lauren's Point of View*

Camila would not stop crying and screaming the whole ride home. I finally got her to sit in her seat.

I know she can be super bratty, but this was insane.

"Camila! This is insane!" I said looking for a second in the rearview mirror at her.

"Puuuupy!" She whined hiccupping.

"Camila I know you wanted a dog but we can't get one right now. This is no way to act over it! Now stop!"

She continued whining hiccupping about a puppy for awhile.

I couldn't take it anymore and had to pull over to the side of the road.

"CAMILA!" I said loudly over her crying and screaming. I unbuckled and turned around to look at her.

"What is going on? If you're trying to get out of a punishment or to get your way you're not going to get either this way! What is the matter?!" I asked her

She stayed silent and refused to answer me. She rubbed her eyes and sobbed quieter but didn't answer or speak to me.

"Mila. Please. Talk to me," I said pleading with her.

I put my hand on her thigh and she tensed up so I removed it.

I gave her a few more minutes to speak but she started sobbing again.

She was gone in a place I couldn't reach her right now so I decided to get us home quickly.

Soon she started crying again but it was at least not screaming.

15 minutes later she was still crying as I parked in the drive.

I stopped the car and went to get her out of her seat.

"AAAHHAHAHAH," she wailed and screamed as I pulled her into my arms.

"Okay! Enough! Walk then!" I said putting her down.

I set her on her feet and she crumbled down onto the pavement.

"Mila what is going on?" I said crouching down to try and look at her.

She babbled something incoherent and cried more.

"Come on lets go upstairs and calm down," I said taking her hand.

She refused to get up so I resorted to picking her up again.

She kicked and screamed and fought me.

I did my best at holding her strong to me as we entered the school.

"What is going on here?" The headmistress said coming from her office.

"I'm sorry mistress Coran she is in a deep fit or something. I can't snap her out of it," I replied setting Mila down at the hand motion of headmistress Coran.

"Camila. Stop. Take a deep breath and stand up," Ms. Coran said.

Mila stayed on the ground. She shook and trembled crying incoherently.

"I believe she is in a deep panic attack. Get her to the nurse. I'll escort you both there," Ms. Coran said standing up.

"Come on Mila," I said going to pick her up.

I got her to her feet.

"NO!" she yelled as I tried to pick her up.

I let go and went to take her hand but she ran.

*Mila's Point of View*

Nothing was making sense. They wanted me. I had to get out. I couldn't be around them. The walls were closing in. My heart pounded.

I ran.

Then I fell.

"Mila!" I heard mommy say.

Then there was dark.

*Lauren's Point of View*

I tried to reach her but she fell and cracked her head on the concrete floor.1

I went and tapped her shoulders, "Mila! Mila!" I yelled.

I checked and she was breathing and had a pulse.

I scooped her into my arms and ran past Ms. Conran going to the nurse.

"Help please! She hit her head and is unconscious!" I yelled.

The nurse jumped up into action and had me lay her down on the bed.

"I'm so sorry Mila," I whispered as tears pricked my eyes.

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*Mila's Point of View*

I opened my crusty eyes against bright florescent light.

My head throbbed as I tried to sit up so I flopped back down to the pillow.

An ache in my back was killing me. I wanted to move to my side, but an IV and other wires threatened to tangle if I moved.

"Mila! Thank God you're awake," I heard mommy say as her handsome face appeared in my view.

"Mommy?" I confused with a scratchy throat.

"Baby oh my god I'm so happy to see those beautiful eyes. I'm so sorry if I did anything to push you here. This has been the longest 3 days of my life," she said with tears in her eyes.

She slowly moved tubes out of the way as I tried to process the fact of me being out of it for 3 days.

"Mommy what happened?" I asked as she snuggled me making me feel better.

"What do you remember?" She asked stroking my face softly.

"We were at the mall..." I said then my head throbbed and I couldn't remember.

"We went to leave and you saw some puppies. You wanted one so badly. We couldn't have one, and I told you no. You went into a huge fit. I couldn't console you. Ms. Conran wanted me to take you to the nurse because she thought you were in a panic attack. I agree with her. I tried to pick you up...you screamed no at me and ran. You ran and tripped...and I'm so sorry baby I couldn't stop you from falling," mommy took a pause to get himself back together before starting again. "You fell and hit your head and there was blood. I rushed you to the nurse. They had to get you in an ambulance and to the hospital. They put you in a coma to help your head heal. It was a nasty fall baby. They said you would be okay, but I've been so scared."

Mommy paused again and I saw tears threatening her rim, breaking her normal calm collected nature.

"Baby I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to push you here. If I did anything to get you here I'm so sorry. I wished I could get you a puppy, but we can't here at school,"

Mommy was making me cry. I couldn't even remember what happened.

"Mommy please don't. It's...I don't remember it..don't be sad," I said trying to comfort her.

Mommy composed himself like she flipped a switch.

"You sound thirsty do you want some water? Here baby," she said handing me a cup with a straw.

I drank the cool water and then a nurse walked in. She smiled politely and started taking vitals.

"Can she have food?" Mommy asked. She moved into doing something mode. Doing anything to make sure I was okay.

"Here baby I brought your blanket and George from home," she said putting them on me.

"Mommy," I said touching her hand as she covered me up, "I'm okay thank you. I love you."

"I love you so much baby," she said kissing my lips softly.

"God I missed your kisses," she said rubbing my hand lightly.

"When can I go home mommy?" I asked.

"I think they want to monitor you for a few more days. It was a nasty fall baby,"

Food came and we ate gross hospital sandwiches and mindlessly watched something on tv for a bit.

"Mommy can I get up and have a shower?" I asked realizing how nasty and sweaty I felt.

Mommy got a nurse to come in and unhook my wires and IV. She said mommy could be the one to help me shower which I was grateful for.

Mommy helped me up. My body ached from laying down so long.

I glanced past a mirror and was shocked at the face looking at me.

My head had a huge gash in it and was bruised down to my cheekbone.

I stopped moving and just looked at myself.

"Hey baby...its okay," mommy said kissing my neck and pulling me along to the shower.1

"You're always the most beautiful girl in the world to me"

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*Mila's Point of View*

The past few months have been so long and crappy.1

We didn't get to go to Chicago. Mommy has been super...careful with me. She has been in extra mommy mode trying to get me to fall into little space but I haven't been able to.

She's also been having me go to therapy as to try and figure out why I had the panic attack.

Thing is I just don't want to feel anything.

"Good morning love," mommy said half asleep pulling me closer to her.

I snuggled in closer and relaxed into mommy.

"Why are you awake so early?" She asked me.

"I was just thinking. I also have to pee but am too lazy to get up," I said point blank.2

"Go little girl. Then we can snuggle and go back to bed. It's Saturday."

I got up and went pee. When I came back Lauren was fast asleep. She snores softly. Like a little kitten.

I decided to get up and go watch Netflix. It was 8a. Yes early but could be worse.

I turned on the tv and Disney channel came on. Ravens house was on and that was my jam.

I grabbed my bowl of cereal. Oreo cereal that mommy actually bought for me. As I went to sit down and eat an animal rescue commercial came on the tv.

"Give me that damn dog!" My father yelled as she yanked the leash out of my hands.

Tears welled up in my eyes. My mother just looked at me then followed her into the warehouse. I stood outside as the wind chilled my body and hid in the cardboard box by the dumpster.

I prayed my dog would be okay in the fight. I found the dog as a puppy and raised her for over the last 6 months. My dad said she had to help earn money for our family. But dogs don't always make it in there. I begged her not to take my dog but the cruel woman did it anyway.

I snapped back from the memory that suddenly came back to me from all those years ago when I was only 6. I pushed it back not wanting to feel that pain anymore.

Like I said, I don't want to feel anything.

I finished my cereal and took my bowl to the sink.

I curled back up into a ball on the couch and tried to only think about the show I was watching.

I guess I fell asleep because Lauren gently woke me up with a kiss on the cheek.

"Baby what's wrong?" She asked me.

Tears started streaming down my face.

"I remember mommy. My parents...my real parents...they let me raise this little doggy from a puppy but then when it was about 6months or so...they took her. They made her fight and, " I had to take a deep breath to make my voice work again.

"They lost on the dog. She didn't make it. They took my puppy from me," I said crying again.

"Oh baby. That's horrible. I'm so sorry," she said quietly pulling me into her lap.

"I'm so sorry you had to go through with that. I'm sorry you relived it those couple weeks ago and right now too," she said rubbing my back.

"They were awful to me growing up," I stated as if I were telling her I needed air to live.

So many terrible memories live in me.

"I'm here for you Mila. You can tell me everything. I'll always be here," she said making me look at her.

I nodded my head. Unable to say so but appreciating this woman more than she would ever know.

Mommy let me ramble and cry for what felt like an eternity.

Eventually I passed out on her chest finally feeling a bit better, or relieved or something.

"We can't fix the past but we can make the future ours baby," I remember mommy saying before I fell asleep.

I like that I thought slowly drifting off.

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*Mila's Point of View*

I woke up and mommy was still sleeping peacefully. She looked worn out. Between me and classes I knew she was under stress. The dark circles under her eyes indicated her lack of sleep.

I left the bedroom as quietly as possible.

Mommy deserved a treat. I wanted to make her one of her favorite foods for breakfast.

I went into the kitchen and debated on what to make.1

Hmm pancakes? Chocolate chip pancakes yes! Oh and sausage. Wait she likes breakfast burritos. Ooh I'll do both! Mommy will be so happy.

I dug through the cabinets looking for sugar and flour to make homemade pancakes from a recipe I found on the internet.

Ooooh muffin mix. Apple muffin mix. Yeah mommy will like those.

I started the sausage and eggs on the stove and muffins in the oven. Hash browns came next. I got the tortilla shells down. Then started working on the pancake mix. I set up the griddle and started the pancakes.

When it was all cooked I put the food on the plates and found a tray to carry the food into the bedroom so mommy could have breakfast in bed.

I quietly slipped into the bedroom and mommy was still asleep. I set the tray down on the empty part of the bed.

"Mommy," I whispered kissing her.

"Mmm hi baby what are you...wait why do you taste like flour?" She said sitting up confused.

I rubbed my lips and side of my face and realized I was covered in flour.

"I made you breakfast!" I said getting the tray and setting it on her lap.

"Oh my goodness honey. This is so much food!" She said in awe.

"There is a lot more in the kitchen too!" I said excitedly.

"What's all this for?" She said confused and starting to eat.

"Because I love you mommy and you deserve a break!" I said taking a bite of my own food.

"Is there anything left in the kitchen?" She asked chuckling.

"Um nope!" I said sticking my tongue out at her.

"You get the whole day off today! I'm gonna take care of everything for you! All the chores and stuff," I said as I finished my food quickly and kissed mommy on the cheek.

"What Mila no that's not your job.." she started.

"Nope! Sssh mommy!" I said putting my finger on her lips.

She had a chuckled amused look on her face.

"You need a break. You need to go back to bed or relax. Play video games or do something fun. You've been under too much stress mommy."

Her eyes softened and she moved the tray off her lap and pulled me onto her lap.

"I love you baby. You don't need to worry about mommy. Thank you for the big huge breakfast," she said kissing my head.

"Mommy I love you and do worry about you," I said kissing her lips.

"You're cute," she said pulling me in deeper for a longer kiss.

"I like seeing you have your spark back too," she said nuzzling my ear.

"Mooommmyyy" I said giggling as I felt her poke my ass with her rising member.

With that mommy pulled back under the covers.

I lay gasping with mommy on my chest panting as well. I ran my hands through her hair curling my fingers around the brown locks.

"I love you mommy," I said kissing her head.

"I love you too baby," she said moving to kiss my exposed chest.

"Now let mommy go do these dishes from this wonderful breakfast you made me," she tried saying.

"Utuh Ms.! You stay in bed and let me do it!" I said pushing her back into bed and straddling her.

"Its your day off mommy. You do fun stuff and I do the adult stuff," I said getting off and kissing her cheek.

"Honey..." she said giving me a pleading look.

"Nope. No more arguing. I said mommy's day off so you get a day off," I said collecting the tray with the dishes on it.

"Fine mommy will relax for one hour. No more," she said huffing back into the bed.

"Thank you Lauren. I appreciate all you've done and just want to make you happy," I told her seriously. She meant the world to me and I needed to show her.

"I love you and appreciate you so much too Camila. You're an amazing partner to me. Don't ever forget it. I have never been as happy as I am with you," she said kissing the back of my hand.

I gave mommy a bunch more kisses finding it hard to pull away from her. Then headed to the kitchen to clean up my mess.

I decided to turn on my Spotify playlist. It was a MGK type day I decided so I listened to the lyrics and was singing and cleaning and so into it I lost track of time.4

"You're adorable you know?" Mommy said grabbing my hips from behind and pulling me in so she could kiss my neck.

"You scared the hell out of me!" I said giggling.

She smacked my ass.

"No cussing little girl," she said but she was more interested in kissing my lips now.

"So baby. Since its supposed to be my day off and all would me taking you out for dinner with my friends go against this rule you have for me doing fun stuff tonight?" She asked me

"Hmmm well no going out with friends is a fun thing. Who and to where?" I asked curious

"Perrie and her wife want to meet us for sushi at this restaurant the 3 of us love, its a bit of a drive but its so worth it. Top quality restaurant and high quality sushi," she said getting excited.

"Ewwww sushi?" I said skeptical.

"Oh come on Mila give it a try. You may love it. They have other stuff though you could get to try if you don't like the sushi."

"Okay fine but I make no promises to eat raw fish," I stated.

"Oh I bet you'll love it by the end of the night!" She said.

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It took us 3 hours to get to the sushi place! But mommy and I did have a lot of fun. We played the cow game, the alphabet game, and I got mommy on like 3 slug bugs!

"Yellow one! Slug bug! Haha mommy that's 4 to 0!" I said suddenly.

"Ow Mila I'm driving!" Mommy said

"You're just mad I won!" I said sticking my tongue out at her.

"Nooo, I'm mad I ever taught you that game," she said sticking her tongue back at me.

"Mommy is this a little place?" I asked as the building came closer.

"No baby its not. Its boring for littles except for all the good food," she said.

"Do I gotta be big?" I asked questioning. I had actually slipped a bit into headspace and didn't really want to come out yet.

"Nope. You be yourself princess. But remember we are in public and should behave and listen to mommy. Right?" She said looking at me while moving a piece of hair behind my ear.

"No promises mommy," I said giggling.

Mommy just had that mommy glare look so I gave her a kiss on the cheek.

"There is Perrie and Alaina. Oh and they brought Paisley."

I looked over and saw a tall beautiful woman. Next to her was a petite olive toned woman. And in the middle of the two was a small girl with jet black hair with striking purple highlights.

Mommy took my hand and we walked over.

"Hey Perrie. Good to see you! This is my little girl Mila," she said. "Mila this is Perrie, Alaina, and Paisley"

I waved. Mainly at Paisley because she seemed cool to me.

"Uncle Lauren! I've missed you!" Paisley said. "I'm glad you finally have a little!"

Paisley came up and linked her arm in mine like we had been friends forever. Something told me we would be good friends though.

"How long have you guys been together?" I asked her walking into the restaurant behind mommy and the other grown ups.

"3 years. I love them so much. They're really great people. How long have you and Lauren been together?" She asked back.

"6 months. Though kind of 7. She acted like my mommy from the moment I started school there but officially we didn't get together until I was there about a month."

"Nice! Don't you just love her parents too? They're such nice people. And so open minded...oh what's wrong?"

I must have had my what the fuck face on because, I haven't met her parents but she had?

"Um I've not met her parents before. She's not even really talked about them much. How did you meet them?"

"One time Lauren hosted this new years party and her folks came. I was there with Perrie and Alaina. She got into a fight with them that night though. I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you."

"Girls our table is open lets go!" Perrie said.

We walked over and sat down in a booth.

I wanted to ask mommy about her parents. I mean I never even thought about meeting them really. I hadn't thought of introducing her to mine either. Ugh my thoughts started to swirl and I couldn't talk to mommy hear about it for sure.

"Hey wanna draw with me?" Paisley asked pulling crayons out of her little purse. There were paper menus on the table.

I nodded yes glad for the distraction.

I got busy into my drawing. Paisley was such an artist! I tried my best. But well..

Paisley looked over and tried not to laugh, "umm Mila did you draw a pile of hay?" She said giggling

"Nooooo! Its a duck! Quack quack!" I said feeling little and silly.

"Oh yea poor little girl." She said teasing me

"Hey she's pretty fancy she has a hat on!" I said

Suddenly drinks came. Mommy let me have a Pepsi. Mmm my favorite.

"Mommy what are you drinking?" I asked her.

"Its a grown up drink baby. Its got alcohol in it," she said taking a sip.

Paisley looked at her mommy. "Mommy can I please have a drink of yours?" She nodded and let her take a drink out of her.

"Your mommy lets you have alcohol?!" I asked her in shock.

"Yes doesn't yours?" She asked me.

"No!" I huffed then looked at mommy and tapped her to get attention.

"Mommy I want a drink of yours please," I said very nicely.

"Baby you are underage. You know you have to be 21 to drink and you are only 19."

"But Paisley gets to!" I whined.

"Paisley is 21 Mila. Don't worry you're not missing out on anything," Alaina said. "In fact we won't have any more than this one. It wouldn't be responsible," she added. Mommy and Perrie agreed.

Paisley nudged my foot under the table and used her eyes to get me to look at the paper she was coloring.

I looked and saw a message.

"Spend the night and we can sneak alcohol from my parents. Your mommy has stayed the night in the past maybe she will this time too?" She said when I smiled at her.

I wrote back 'I got an idea'

"Guys you can drink more its okay. I don't need it!" I said thinking if mommy drank more we wouldn't be able to drive home.

"Awe how sweet of your little Lauren. Another beer on me then?" Perrie asked.

"Um excuse me ma'am," Alaina said sternly at her

Paisley mouthed the words dom to me across the table and it made me giggle to see such a small woman take such big control over the big muscle woman.

"We still have to drive home tonight," she finished saying to Perrie.

"But love...I haven't seen Lauren in like a year," she pleaded.

"No she's right we would have to drive back anyway..." mommy started

"We could have a sleep over!" Paisley and I squealed at the same time.

"Yea honey couldn't we?!" Perrie begged

"Fine. I'm not cleaning up your puke again though!" Alaina said eyeing mommy and Perrie.

"When did you puke mommy?" I said giggling.

"Oh its a great story Mila," Perrie said

"Hey look food! Time to try the fish Mila!" Mommy said changing the subject.

"Its so good!" Paisley said. "Here try this one!" She told me giving me a piece

"What's in it?" I asked skeptical as heck.

"Nope just try then I will tell you!" She said.

"You're bossy!" I told her laughing

"She gets that from her mother," Perrie tried to whisper to me

"I heard that mister!" Alaina said

Perrie gave an oh crap face then kissed her cheek.

"Alright. Here goes" I said slowly taking the piece of sushi.

"Oh wow that's so good!" I said surprised!

"Told ya so!" Mommy said giving me a different piece to try.

45

*Mila's Point of View*

I cannot believe I haven't tried sushi before! It's the best thing ever.

Mommy has had waaaay more than her 1 more beer with Perrie too. Okay maybe not waaay more but more than one for sure.

Her hand landed on my inner thigh. She slowly rubbed up and down, and drew little circles along my inner thigh.

I was so glad to have worn a skirt and also so not happy at all because mommy's hand was making me wet.

Her fingers crept closer to my panties. Slowly she traced the outside of my slit.

"Ooooh!" I squealed as her finger pushed aside and slid against my wet fold. I quickly coughed and tried to hide my red flushed face.

Mommy pushed more and started circling my clit.

Fuck mommy knew what that did to me.

I tried so hard keeping still but my leg couldn't stop bouncing up and down.

"Mmmmm" I let out on accident. I tried to cover it up by saying, "mmm such good sushi!" And taking a bite.

Mommy's fingers kept circling and rubbing my clit. It felt so good yet drove me crazy not being able to moan out.

Mommy never acted like this in public!

"Aahhh," I started to let out as her fingers plunged into my hole.

How she was doing this and still laughing with Perrie and Alaina like she wasn't finger fucking me, was beyond me.

Suddenly mommy stopped and pulled out her hand. She wiped her fingers off with a napkin.

Nooo I wanted to scream and beg her. I needed more. I needed her.

"Mommy..." I said quietly and pleading while putting my hand on her knee.

Mommy held my hand but shook her head no.

I put my face down and tried not to cry. I needed her so badly. She soaked my panties and I didn't even get to cum.

Mommy tapped my leg. I looked and saw that she held up the a finger signaling 1.

1 what? Was I getting threatened for being upset she got me started and didn't finish?!

Now I definitely wanted to cry.

"I need to go potty, excuse me," I said quickly and got up from the table to leave.

I needed to go compose myself and maybe even finish the job myself. Mommy would learn then.

As I was about to enter the bathroom, I felt hands grabbing mine.

My heart stopped as I felt myself being pushed into the bathroom and the door locked behind me.

Mommy spun me around and I was relieved it was her and not a weirdo.

"Sorry princess. I tried to say one minute but you took off. You didn't think mommy would just leave you hot and bothered did you?"

"I thought you were gonna," I said

"No. Feel me baby. I want you so bad," she said kissing my neck.

I placed my hand on mommy's crotch and felt how hard she was.

Mommy lifted me up onto the sink and slid my panties off. She quickly had her mouth on my clit licking and sucking me roughly.

I gripped her hair and held my tongue as best as I could.

Mommy kissed back up my neck and I took the chance to undo her belt and slide down her zipper.

Mommy massaged my breasts, teasing my nipples as I pulled out her cock.

Mommy wrapped my legs around her and slid her member into my soaking slit.

"Fuuck," I moaned out

Mommy covered my mouth with one hand and grabbed my ass with the other.

I gasped as mommy started moving one finger in and out of my asshole. Her cock shoving in and out hitting all the right places.

"Are you going to cum for mommy little girl?" She whispered in my ear moving her hand away from my mouth.

"Yes mommy. May I please cum? Please mommy," I asked knowing how much she loved for me to beg.

"Yes baby. Cum for mommy," she said balancing me on the sink and thrusting me harder.

I shook and came hard all over her cock. Mommy continued pumping in me. I felt the high wave of riding out the orgasm while she still pumped inside of me. It was like the cumming wouldn't stop.

I heard something shatter outside the bathroom door and then mommy came.

"Damn that was hot mommy," I said kissing her neck softly.

Mommy lightly smacked my inner thigh, "language little girl." I grinned and mommy stood up. She looked next to me and I turned to see what it was.

"Mommy! Did we break the mirror?!" I said shocked and embarrassed.

"Yeaaa. I hit it a tad too hard..." mommy said looking at her hand that was now bleeding.1

"Omg mommy what do we do?!" I said trying not to laugh at how horrible this was...I laugh at bad times sometimes.

"You go out there first with Perrie and Alaina, I will...go talk to the manager or something."

"No more drinking for you mister!" I said laughing and putting my panties back on

Mommy rolled her eyes and lightly smacked my butt with her hand that wasn't hurt.

I walked out and locked eyes with Paisley. She arched her eyebrow and my cheeks flushed super red.

Well. This won't be embarrassing at all. I thought to myself sarcastically.