There's something that the others doesn't know about him. He actually scared when people touched him. He didn't know why. He already scared of it as long as he could remember. There's also fire, but that's for another story. So, whenever the children or mother accidentally (or not) touch him, he will flinched or dodge them( when it's not accident). When they asked him 'what's wrong? ' , he would showed them his poker face and lie to them. Another things that he didn't know when he learnt it.

The touch of human. It's scared him, deeply. When they touch, his heart beat would either rise or dropped. Sometimes, it's gave him a panic attack. Sometimes, it's hard for him to breathe. But he didn't show it. At least, not in front of them. When it's too hard for him to hide it, he would went to the nearest empty room or his room. And then, he would dropped his poker face and started to soothing himself. Saying that he would be alright or it's fine. Or when the spell didn't work, he would let himself faint from the lack of oksigen.

So, it's weird. He was sure that he would having a panic attack when he first meet muzan. He didn't want them to know but at the same time, he didn't want them to be worried about him. So he prepared himself. But, he found out that it's unnecessary. When he met him, instead of fear, he felt save. His expression, his soothing voice, even his touch. It's never gave him a dreadful feeling. It's weird, he told himself. But, he didn't hate it.


"You know Allen, after a new popular anime came out last year, children who watched it would start scared at me when I told my name." He sighed.

Today was another appointment with muzan. It's been a month and Allen now can move his fingers. But it's still hard for him to move his left arm. He can grip a tennis ball, but it's not strong and he can't do it for long enough.

" Why would they scared with ya?" He tried to focus on moving his arm.

"Because my name is the same with the main villain."

"That's stupid. You're not him. Furthermore, you're not suit to be a villain." Allen sighed. His arm didn't move.

Muzan took his arm and started to massaging him."I am flattered. Why would you said that?"

Allen when silent for a moment.

"Allen?" Muzan asked.

"Save..."

"Huh? Come again?" He tilted his head.

"You...make me felt save...for whatever reason." Allen looked at the wall. He didn't want to met his eyes.

"Save,...huh. are you sure about that, Allen?"

"Mm? Did you said something?" He asked. But muzan only smiled.


Emma was one of the kids in the orphanage. She is full with energy and happy go lucky. She's 5 and love her family. But, some of her family would found another family although she would also received another so she didn't complain much. Cus she understand that her family needs another family to be more happy.

One day, in the morning, Slaine inform them that they've a new family member. Slaine might not be the oldest but he's hold more authority in the family (not including mother). For them, he's the leader. Slaine has a little sister that's a year older than her. For Emma, she's gloomy. She's rarely talked and always spend times alone doing something that Emma didn't know.

When slaine introduce Allen, Emma first thought was ' he's pretty like a doll' she believed most of her family also thought the same. So, she was surprised when she find out that Allen is a boy and not a girl.

Allen was hard to approach. He has the eyes of predator but that's didn't make them felt scared of him. In fact, it's make them wanting more to befriend him. Especially after seeing the treatment that slaine gave or how Elaine always smile whenever Allen was around.

' I want to talk to him'

'I want to be close to him'

But, for some reason, she didn't tried. It's because... She felt that Allen was another entity that someone like her or anyone should approach. It's felt like Allen live in the world far different from her.


Today, Emma was being ignored by her friends in the kindergarten. They told her that she is annoying and said other mean things at her. But Emma didn't told her family about it. And everyday, Emma felt worse. The other children realized it but they didn't know the problem.


A week passed but Emma still feeling down. This causes more worries for her families. Emma doesn't want that! As Emma tried to solved her problem on her bed, suddenly a voice came behind her door. " EVERYONE HERE ARE BEING FUCKING NOISY! SO HURRY UP AND TOLD YOUR PROBLEM TO THEM ALREADY!"

That's Allen's voice." I'm fine! my problem has been resolved!" She said as cheerful as she could. " That's the most horrible lie that I ever heard. You suck so just be honest already! Or you can't trust your family to solve your problem?"

"That's not it! I trust them! But... if I told them... I'll be annoying and noisy..." and they will hate her like her friends... of course the last sentence left unsaid.

" Yes you are(ouch). but that's you being you. It's the family job to accept you whole. So, have a little faith on them to accept you as you're." Emma can heard him leaving.


many things happen, before Emma realized it, she got adopted by her bestfriends family. Her bestfriends had to move into another state and they want to bring her along as their family. by the way, it's december and it's nearly a year since she met Allen.

Today is the day that she should left the orphanage. Everyone were smiling except Allen. He looked very distressed.


Allen's looked very distressed. that's what Slaine had concluded. "What's wrong, Allen?"

Allen startled for a little bit. then, he looked him in the eyes. " They... can't go..."

" What do you mean?" He asked again.

This time, Allen said louder. " They can't go! It's dangerous! " The crystal in his left hand glowed for a bit. Of course, the sibling saw it but didn't said anything.

" Why are you saying that, Allen?" Mother asked him with a hint of worried.

"I... it...tonight..." He seems can't find the right sentence of his uneasiness.

"Or You just jealous that Emma can left this place?" One of the children gave him a snarly question at him.

" Watch your mouth Zass!" Slaine glared at him. Both of them Started arguing with each other. Everyone frowned at the sight.

Surprisingly, it's Emma who interrupted them. "If Allen want me to stay tonight, so be it!" She smiled at everyone before looking at her adoptive mother. "It's not a problem to stay for one more night, right?"

"No! You shouldn't! Don't let what he told you stopping you to be with your new family!" Zass tried to reasoning her.

Emma shoked her head. " Zass big brother, Allen is not a liar. There's must be a reason for him to not want me or us to go tonight. Even if he didn't gave me a reason, I at the very least, have some faith on him. And it's not like mama in hurry. Right, mama?"

Emma's new adoptive mother smiled and nodded. " See? So don't worry, big brother Zass!"


The next day, they're slapped by a shocking news. Apparently, a group of akuma had came intruding their town. If, by chance that Emma left with her new mother, they will be dead. It's a miracle that their place didn't get attack by them. Thinking back, Emma really glad that she has some faith on Allen.


Fun facts of this story!

Apparently, before Zass being transferred to the current orphanage, He had a best friend who told him to not leave him when Zass got new family. When the said best friend got adopted, he also told the same but only got betrayed by him. He didn't hate Allen, just hope for Emma to not be like him.Everyone in the orphanage love Allen.Basically, this fic about ' giving Allen every love that he deserves!'This fic is a modern AU.That's all for now!My English are terrible!