Spring, summer, fall, the colour of the seasons had come and gone and now winter has come. The nights were darker and longer and the chill in the air was icy cold and left one tingling when entering a place filled with warmth or leaving that warmth to face the night's cold. Kim Jonghyun, was not only a member of the Korean kpop band Shinee but was also one of it's main vocalists. He was also the bands main songwriter, though the rest of his hyungs contributed not only to their success as a band but their success with song and dance routines. The day had passed peacefully and the rest of the members had long since left the recording studio and gone home for the night. All except Jonghyun who was still writing songs and music double checking things. An doing rewrites of necessary. He was a perfectionist when it came to writing music and songs or when it came to performing on their ShineeWorld tours, for which they had one upcoming tour at the beginning of this coming year.

Taemin, their youngest member, their manage would be helping with their dance routines. And much like himself If not more so he Taemin was a perfectionist. Is hyungs Minho and Key would be doing their parts. Minho who was the one to write all their rap pieces for songs and Key who took care of the costuming for he had an eye not only for fashion but for detail on what worked for each song set when I'm tour. Onew the eldest member and leader of the group was the most laid back of them all and yet he fulfilled his part when it was needed. Eventually Jonghyun finished and laid down his own and picked up everything and put it into his bag. As he did so he caught sight of the studio clock and realized just how late it was. Jonghyun knew he needed to call it a night and head home. Grabbing his bag and coat for he had become aware of just how cold it was he walked to the door, opened it, turned, switched off the lights and closed it and headed out of the building. This day he'd chosen to drive rather than use his bicycle and stepping out into the freezing cold hurried down the stairwell and made his way towards where his car was parked.

Taking his keys out of his picked he stopped beside his car and unlocked it. Lifting the handle he opened the door and there his bag and coat into the back seat. But just as he was about to get in he heard a strange noise. Thinking of was his imagination he shook his head and settled into the drivers seat, but before he could close the door the sound came again this time louder. Jonghyun frowned and begin to search for the source of the sound. It took a few minutes but when he found what he searched for. He was shocked. There in front of his car and off to the side hidden by the column was the source of the noise. There lay twin baby cots with new born baby inside each one. Jonghyun knelt down beside them careful not to touch them. He wondered where the mother was and why she would just abandon her children especially in this freezing icy cold weather of winter. Jonghyun wondered what he should do, there was no one in the building he'd just vacated and there was no one in the car park save himself. He knew his hyungs would most likely be asleep as would his family. With a sigh he picked up the cots with bag which he noticed as he lifted it and walked around to the passenger side of the car and opened the door.

Putting the bag into the back he put one cot into the passenger seat and wrapped it tightly and securely with the seatbelt and tested it to make sure and did the same in the backseat with the other. Finding it adequate he closed the door returned to the driver side and for in closing the door and putting on his seatbelt, then he started the car and pulled out and into the road. Every so often glancing at his passengers to make sure things were alright. The babies was asleep. Teaching for his hands free and using voice activation he dialed his nearest hyung.

Taemin.

Taemin hearing his home phone walked through his studio flat and picked it up recognising the caller ID number.

' Hello, hyung Jonghyun. ' was his happy response to his hyung.

'Taemin, when you and the hyungs left earlier did you notice anything out of the ordinary or unusual?'

He asked getting straight to the point while he moved forwards when the traffic lights changed. He was heading to Taemins instead of going home as his manage was closer.

' No hyung why?' He Inquired.

'I'll explain when I arrive. Can you call the hyungs and ask them to come?' Jonghyun asked.

'of course I'll text them right now while we're speaking.'

He said and grabbed his mobile phone with his free hand. Balancing the house phone receiver on his shoulder he started a text to send to the rest of the members.

' Taemin hang up the house phone an call them not text them, I need you at your front door for me I will be there soon. I need advice and help!'

He said an hit the end call button. Taemin had heard the panic in his hyungs voice. Putting down the house phone he used his mobile for a three way call. Instantly three sleepy voices came on the line.

' Hello, Hello, Taemin why are you calling at this hour.' The last voice being Onew.

' I'm sorry hyungs but you all need to come to my house right away. '

Three sleepy people were now wide awake.

'What's wrong' they all asked at the same time.

' Not me it's hyung Jonghyun, he called me asking for everyone he sounded panicked he said he'd coming here to my house since I'm closest.'. ' Taemin did he say why?'

Asked Minho.

'No but he asked if anything out of the ordinary occurred when we left the studio today.' 'Questions later key, Minho, lets all hang up and get there since hyung Jonghyun needs us. '

Onew said and hung up. Each member did the same and scrambled to redress and head over to Taemins. Taemin hung up and walked to his front door and unlocked it. Then he went to the window to watch for the car, then changed his mind an just grabbed his warm coat and his key's and headed down to the street. Taemin was frightened and worried for his hyung. Taemin was walking back and forth a very worried expression on his face. Eventually he heard the sound of a car coming to a stop and saw Jonghyun pull in stop the car switch the engine off and open the door stepping out.

'hyung what's the matter you sounded so panicked on the phone. ' 'Taemin shush, don't shout. Are the others coming?' 'They're on their way.' 'Good while we wait I need you to think back to just after everyone left. Are you sure there was no one around? Nothing out of the ordinary? It's really important.'

He said pacing back and forth. Just as Taemin gave his response the others arrived in one car Onew having picked up Minho and Key. Coming to a stop they all got out of the car and ran over to where they were standing.

'What's wrong, you scared Taemin so much he was panicking on the phone to us. ' Minho said.

Jonghyun took a deep breath an related everything that happened after he left the studio to drive for home. He indicated they should look but not make any noise.

' It's winter now the weather is icy chill and getting colder. They were in front of my car an just off to the side. I couldn't just leave them they look only hours old and there was no one around. I need help! What do I do !'

Four heads were looking in the Windows then at him. Jonghyun knew what was on their minds.

' They're not! Mine! I'm not that stupid and with my dark black overly emotional moment's and depression episodes do you think i'd be that stupid? I just found them.'

He said defensively.

Minho quickly stepped in to take charge for a number of reasons. One he didn't want his hyung to fall into one of his overly emotional moment depresson episodes and two because he and the rest of them didn't know a thing about children. Unlike him who had nieces and nephews of all ages and sizes. He reached out and took Jonghyuns keys from him.

'Key, you get the kid from the back, Onew you get the one in the front. Taemin take hyung upstairs and get him settled and go into your kitchen and fill a pan with water and put on the cooker but don't turn it on and keep koongie out of the way as much as possible. we'll notify the authorities once everyones upstairs. Move it'

He said pushing Jonghyun towards Taemin. Taemin knew from his hyungs look what he was thinking about and nodded. He needed to make sure his hyung didn't slip into a depresson state. While they both headed up to his studio flat home Key, Onew and Minho set to work. Each hyung had all the bag's and the babies and then after locking the car headed inside and up to Taemins home.

'You four don't know anything about what to do for kids, its shocking.'

Minho said shaking his head and trying to lighten the mood.

'Shut up'

Key stated as they hurried to get everyone out of the cold night air. Taemin settled Jonghyun onto a seat and filled a pan with water and left it for Minho. seeing koongie he picked her up and placed her with jonghyun.

'Hyung your the best, you saved those little ones, your did so well and i am so proud of you.'

he said watching the cat settle on his hyungs knees and purr softly. Jonghyun smiled but there was a sadness to it.

'Who could do that to such innocent little...'

tears were shining in his eyes. Taemin had left his front door open and hoped his hyungs would be in soon he was panicing and fearing his hyung was heading for one of his episodes. quickly he said..

'Your good at spur of the moment songs hyung write them or sing them a song if they're awake your singing will send them to sleep. you always did that for me when i couldn't sleep and needed comfort.'

Jonghyun looked at him.

'Taemin i know what your trying to do, but don't worry i am not going to go into one of my overly emotional depression phases. I'm just upset that someone could leave any living thing out in such cold freezing weather. It makes me angry.'

Just then everyone else came in and shut the door and settled beside them. bags were put onto the floor, cots also were put onto the floor. Thankfully both children were asleep. They all crowded around them. Everyone took off their coats and shoes and then settled around to discuss what they should do.

'Its not often you get angry hyung but we can all see it in your eyes. We all agree with you that whoever left them in such weather is irrisponsible. But we all also have to remember that maybe the mother is unwell or hurt or even too young to look after them.'

Onew said quietly. Jonghyun nodded but his anger simmered beneath the surface. Then he remembered what Minho had said to Taemin.

'Why the pan of water? and also the authorities should be notified about them and the studio personnel too after all everyone was coming and going all day someone had to see something.'

He said as he looked down at the cat who was settling into a new position. Minho rolled his eyes.

'Onew please call the authorities and explain things. The water hyung is for when they get hungry we will have to warm some milk for them. key check the bags and see if theres anything in there such as a bottle and formula and nappies in case they do their business.'

Both hyungs set to work as he talked key looking through the bags and onew in the process of calling the local authorities. Jonhyun and Taemin both looked thoughtful.

'i'll get covers pillows and blankets for everyone since your all staying here for the time being. i'll go to your houses for clothing too if you need me to except key, he's the closet theif after all and tends to thieve my things.'

he said with a smile. While Taemin was off finding pillows and blankets Onew hung up the phone and walked over and sat down on the chair.

'They said they would send someone over first thing in the morning and that until then we should watch over them. Key find some paper and a pen we can each write out a statment about everything that we know and are aware of. Plus they will want to talk to us after they talk to staff at the building and check security camera and such like.'

Taemin heard everything as he returned with arms full of pillows and covers.

'Notpad and pens are in the desk draw key hyung'

Taemin said so that he wouldn't have to search through everything. Key went to where Taemin indicated and pulled out notpad and pens and returned to sitting at the table beside everyone. Minho since no one had checked looked through the bags and pulled out two nappies and two bottles. and went into the kitchen and switched on the cooker to heat up the water to steralise the bottles. Minutes later he dried them off and filled them with milk and heated them up to a barely warm temp . As he returned to soft talking from his hyungs two little voice cried out startling them all. Minho laughed at their expressions.

'Its feeding time and nappy changing time so who wants to try their hand at either?'

He asked hiding a grin. only blank looks were shown his way and four voices said at the same time.

'What!'

minho broke out into laughter.

'Onew hyung pick up one and sniff to see if he or she smells if so they'll need to be washed and changed. Key hyung grab a bin bag for dirty nappies. hyungs Taemin and jonghyun you two are on feeding duties.'

Their shocked expressions widened.

'Oh come on its not that hard.'

he said trying to keep from laughing again. Onew leaned down and sniffed and made an expression that said they would need cleaned and dried. minho walked to the kitchen pulled out a bowl from the cupboard and filled it with warm water.

'Taemin and old cloth an towel please thank you.'

Taemin went to find and bring them back and laid them down next to the bowl of warm water on his return. minho was shaking his head.

'Fine i'll do everything but your going to pay close attention cause the next time your all taking a turn. what am i going to do with you all?'

he muttered as he stripped both babies finding them to be both boys and cleaning them with the cloth and warm water before drying them off.

'Taemin some cream if you have it like hand cream so that there will be no rashes on either of them.'

this got a glare from him but he went off and returned with an almost empty tub of hand cream. minho showed them how to use that on the babied bottoms then put fresh nappies on them and asked key to empty the bowl and put in the dishwasher and empty the water that was still sitting in the pan on the now off cooker. he did both and returned. everyone was sitting down. minho placed a baby in taemins arms and jonghyuns and showed them both how to hold them and how to feed them so they were sitting there feeding two hungry babies. once that was done minho showed them how to burp them before placing them in their cots again.

'See easy, next time they wake you all know what to do.' said Minho.

'But they are still awake hyung?'said Taemin.

'I can see that, patience Taem if they don't fall asleep again soon it will be an all nighter for us taking in turns to sleep and watch them at the same time. This is what happens when there are children or babies involved. Putting them aside for the moment the question is who is the mother and why did she do this in the first place.' he replied.

Jonghyun wasn't saying much he wast just studying their guests and wondering what would happen if they couldn't be returned to their mother. Key seeing him not listening wondered if he was having one of his overly emotional depression moment's. He reached over and touched his shoulder. Jonghyun looked at him and blinked. He smiled his usual happy smile but they knew him well enough to know what any smile from him would represent.

'Your worried.' key said. Jonghyun nodded.

'what will happen if they can't find the mother who will look after them? we can't. we have our tour coming up but..' 'but what?' 'onew said.

'i just have this feeling that when they find the mother its not going to be good news.'

He said and Taemin knew what he was saying and he started to get upset. 'your saying you think she wont want them or worse she might be dead. '

jonghyun looked at him.

'I don't know Taem, i just have a feeling its not going to be good news.' he sighed. 'You all get some rest i'm not tired so i'll watch them for a time.'

'me too i'm wide awake now.'

Taemin said sending the rest off to his room and spare room so they could rest which left Taemin and Jonghyun alone with them. Koongie was curled up asleep on the chair as well. Jonghyun settled on the chair in front of the piano and looked at the empty music sheets. picking them up and brought them over and settled next to taemin again.

'You think she's dead don't you?' he whispered.

'i don't know, honestly but i think something bad has happened. like i said earlier we have our tour coming up so what do we do with them? if the police don't take them with them tomorrow.'

Taemin looked at the sleeping babies.

'We can look after them hyung all of us together and we have staff who are parents who can help.' 'What! you want to raise them?' 'hay we could teach them to sing and dance when they're older?'

he said. jonghyun tried not to laugh.

'Taemin it took the four of us to raise you! not to mention your spoilt. ''exactly you four raised me so raisng them should be easy.'

jonghyung was thoughtful. neither noticed the other members watching silently from the hall till key spoke up.

'You'd be jealous if you weren't the center of attention taem. if we raise them like we did you our attention will be constantly on them which will incite your jealous streak.'

two heads shot round.

'You should've known better that we wouldn't rest.'

onew stated and dropped down into his former seat the others doing the same. Taemin glared at key as he took up his seat near him.

'No I wouldn't cause i'd be helping and plus hyungs we'd all be oppa or samchon and or abeoji to them both.'

Taemin responded denying that he would be jealous of such small and presious little babies. But four voices said in unision.

'Yes you would!' and broke out into laughter. Taemin pouted his lips at them but couldn't help eventually smiling and laughing too.

'Well its your fault you all spoilt me when you all raised me, I can't help that i have a posessive jealous streak its just the way i am and besides you wouldn't have it any other way.'

he replied.

'My jealousy would not be toward them but to everyone else who tried to take them away from us all and you all can't deny hyungs that you all wouldn't be jealous of that too. '

Everyone looked at one another knowing Taemin was right that they would be just as jealous and possessive as him if they took up the responsibility of raising them. No one admitted to the other that he Taemin would be the most jealous and possessive that was left unspoken in the air.

''Let's just wait and see what happens in the morning when the police look into everything. And if they can find the mother or the mothers family. Now can we all just try and sleep.'

Jonghyun said though he knew that he wouldn't sleep. Everyone grabbed pillows and blankets and set up a little sleep over around their guests and those that could sleep did and those that couldn't stayed awake. Jonghyun dozed off an on through the hours that followed as did the rest each taking turns to clean and change them whenever they woke as well as feed them. As dawn broke and light begun to stream through the window jonghyun was the only one awake though Taemin also was awake he was only half awake. Jonghyun nudged him.

'Wake everyone up so we can all get changed ready ect and wait for the police to come'

Taemin nodded his head and shoved everyone to wake them up though it did take some time but eventually everyone was awake each taking turns to shower and dress while keeping an eye on the small sleeping visitors. While Key was in the kitchen and making breakfast there came a knock at the front door and Taemin walked through the house and opened the door and invited in the police that came to take their written statements and to look at their guests. Taemin lead them through and into the living room and offered them a seat. The officers settled and were given the statements that they were here for and they had a talk with everyone before saying that they would go over to the company to look at footage and see if staff there had any information.

'What about them?'

Taemin asked indicating the sleeping children and the officer looked at him.

'They are well cared for and looked after here with you all if you would like to continue that please say so before we leave otherwise we will have to send someone over to collect them at some point later in the day.'

The officer responded and waited for an answer.

'We'll keep them here till you find the mother.'

Came Taemin's quick fire reply and each member game him a knowning look that spoke silent volumes of *your possessive jealous streak is showing already* The officer nodded his head and said to get in touch should things change as Taemin walked them out and shut the door.

'Taemin! We have a tour to prepare for! We can't do that and watch them every minute!'

three voices called out. Jonghyun was the only one who remained silent.

'He's already getting possessive and jealous and it's only been 24 hrs.'

Key said from the kitchen throwing a spoon into the water filled sink. Jonghyun sighed and spoke.

'Leave him alone you four and the staff can prepare things for the concert tour i'll keep an eye on them and help whenever i'm needed to. We can and will look after them till their mother either comes to collect them or we all agree to raise them together.'

He said putting an end to the arguement before it begun. Taemin wasn't the only one that was being possessive jonghyun was looking at them as a way to make sure that his black dark emotional moods wouldn't take over him out of the blue like they sometimes did.

'And when we go on tour hyung what then?'

key asked

'We'll all be on stage there's no way we can look after them during then?' 'The staff can do it key hyung out in the offices or trailer so the sound of our stage doesn't reach them '

Taemin said.

'Hyung minho, onew, help out with this? please, we can do this i know we can.' 'Taemin you have to put those little ones first before anything, a stage concert enviornment is not appropriate for them'

Onew replied he was thinking more of them that his hyungs or the tour that was coming up.

'Hyung jonghyun you know i am right, i also know you are using this as a means to put off your more darker moods and though i think that is a good idea for you a concert tour is not the right way to go.' 'The hotel hyung what if we keep them at the hotel we're staying at with a nanny who is a staff member? that would work. we have staff who we could ask if they would help out to look after them while we're on stage and once we're off we can all take turns looking after them'

minho was also trying to think ahead. jonghyun was silent for what seemed like a long time before he spoke up.

'Alright lets try it. find out from any staff who might be willing to take up the challenge of looking after them while we do the preporations for the tour and the sound staging. if it works out we can do that have the staff look after them when we're on stage and then we can all take over once the concert each day is over. if it doesn't work during the pre tour then we'll have to think of something else even if it means that we have to leave them behind at home.'

jonghyun didn't like that idea but he didn't voice it, it was Taemin who did.

'We're not leaving them behind hyung we're going to find away to make this work!'

minho opened his mouth to speak.

'Don't start about my jealousy hyung minho, I know i'm letting it get the best of me when i shouldn't especially if we have to hand them back! but...' 'It's alright Taem we knew you and hyung are jealous and possessive of them we'll find away tomake it work until we learn where their family is if they have family'

minho gave Taemin a hug. Key and Onew sighed one shook his head wondering how this all had to happen now while the other watched his silent hyung that just sat there lost in thought.

'So what do we do now? what's the plan?'

key asked.

'We go on as normal. Minho you know more about babies so can you do the shopping for them food wise and nappies. Hyung Key you know more about clothing with your keen eye for fashion i am sure you can think of what clothing babies need. '

Onew said and threw his car keys at Minho.

'Grab whats needed and come over to the studio that's were the rest of us will be we'll take hyung Jonghyuns car to there.'

he said. Minho grabbed his wallet with the keys and Key and they both headed out to the shops to get what they would need while Onew, Taemin and Jonghyun headed for the studio. Onew was in the driving seat,Taemin was in the passenger side while Jonghyun was in the bask seat with the babies making sure they were secured safely. By the time they got there the police had been and gone with the security tapes and statements from staff so when they entered the building and headed for the studio the staff knew what to expect. Being the professionals they were the staff didn't ask anything they just went about their business as usual. Once Minho and Key appeared they set to work recording songs and doing their everyday tasks as well as looking after the babies who they kept in the sound proof room so that they wouldn't be disturbed by all the noise and commotion that was going on around them.

during one of the recording session the babies woke up and where shuffling around. The staff member tapped on the window and everyone stopped midway and looked. The staff member pointed to their charges and everyone put things aside and went into the room to fuss over them.

'Just a thought but what are you going to name them?'

The staff member asked as they all surrounded the little ones but at the same time not overcrowding them too much. Five heads turned and looked.

'What? i'm assuming that you didn't find any note to say who they were so if they don't have names what will you call them.'

Five people looked at one another.

'We never thought about it or asked if there was anything to say who they are?'

Key said and looked at his hyung who shook his head.

'There wasn't anything in writing around that i could see and you didn't find anything in their bags so i guess we need to name them' jonghyun replied.

'Lets name them after us!'

taemin said excitedly.

'We can call one Jonghyun Taemin and the other after onew,key and hyung minho.'

The staff member hid a smile of amusement but remained silent as every head turned to taemin at the suggestion. Everyone looked at one another not knowing what to say to taemin's suggestion.

'What? you said it yourself they were hours old so their oma wouldn't have had time to name them before running off and leaving them behind. We have to name them something.'

He said as he sat playing with their fingers gently.

''Alright but we'll name one tae jong to represent you and i the other's can decide how to name the other one.'

jonghyun replied as he thought that Taemin was right they needed names. This made taemin smile that part of their names were now made into one for at least one of them. onew, key and minho looked at one another and wondered how they would name the other one to represent themselves.

'I'll leave that up to onew and key to decide.' said minho taking a step back from it all because in the event that they had to hand them back he didn't want to become too attached to them. Jonghyun frowned until he realised this was what he was doing. onew and key stared at one another.

'lets just call him onew key minho to save time. besides now that they're awake it looks like we're not going to get much else done today.'

key replied as he dropped into a seat and got comfy. onew sighed and like everyone else settled into a seat.

'Everythings complete anyway all we have is the promotional side left and to settle the tour song listing for our dates. we can arrange things so that only one or two of us does the promontional side while the rest watch the kids and do the song listing.'

onew replied. meanwhile across the city the authorities were looking into things concerning the childrens mother. checking hospitals and morgues and all the usual things that were needed. nothing from the security vids had shown anything on the parent or anything else. as the days past the routine was set and things were running smoothly though how they all managed to get a proper rest was anyones guess. unknown to the shinee members word had come in about a jane doe had been found dead. the attending doctor who did the autopsy confirmed that the woman no more that an adult teenager had rescently given birth. no one knew who she was but the testing showed that she turned out to be the mother of the babies that were being looked after. The police in charge of the investigation ecided to get in touch to let them know the situation.

sometime during the night while jonghyun was writing some songs he had a dredful feeling overcome him. at first he thought that his depression was going to take hold of him but this was not the case. taemin who was on his way back from the bathroom noticed that onew was watching his hyung carefully. onew seeing him put a finger to his lips for him not to talk and indicated that he should wake key and minho. taemin nodded his head silently and went into the room they were in and shook them till they woke.

'What?' shush hyung key hyung onew says to come hes watching hyung jonghyun who seems out of sorts.' taemin said. 'you think his depression?' minho asked getting up and heading for the door. 'i don't know but if its not that then what has hyung out of sorts?' he asked following along beside his hyungs that were headed for the living room in time to hear onew say.

'you have a bad feeling don't you hyung? i thought at first it was your depression that was taking hold.' onew said standing next to him. 'it not thankfully but i think we're about to get news that we are all not going to like.'

jonghyuns eyes flicked to the door that held the babies in it.

'I think their oma wont be coming back for them.'

just as he finished there was a knock at the front door. at the nock all heads turned towards the front door of taemins house then at each other. taking a deep breath taemin walked over to the door and unlicked it and pulled it open to find the police officer that they had talked to before was there. Taemin ushered him in and closed the door asking him to speak quietly since their charges were sleeping. The man nodded his head and followed taemin to were everyone was sitting or standing. taemin indicated a chair and the man settled into it.

'Its not good news i'm afraid.' he said and all eyes went to jonghyun and then back at the man.

'Their oma is dead isn't she? she's not coming back for them?'

jonghyun stated. the man nodded his head.

'a report came in that a jane doe was killed in a hit and run car accident out in the busiest part of the city. there was no id on her so we still don't know who she is but we ran tests in case there was a match to the samples we have of those children it turned out to be a match.'

he replied.

'So what happens now are you taking them away from us?'

taemin asked.

'no until we find out who she is and if she has family the best thing for them is to remain where they are.'

he returned.

'something tells me she doesn't have any family and will remain unknown'

jonghyun muttered as he left everyone and went to the room that had the half door closed and went inside. the boys watched in worry. onew stepped up and took charge.

'officer thank you for coming to tell us. we are going to make arrangements to adopt and raise them ourselves. its the right thing to do since they were left for use to find. taemin will show you out, please keep us informed of any developements.'

the man nodded and stood and walked to the door and taemin let him out closing and locking it behind him.

'Adopt and raise them?'

key and minho said at once. Taemin was smiling now that he had his wish that they would adopt and raise them.

'quiet both of you. it makes taemin happy and it will help to stave of hyung jonghyuns depression phases so yes we are going to do this. besides we all of us don't need to do this and taem would let them go if he had to but hyung jonghyun he does need this. '

onew said.

'now lets all get some sleep and we can look into this in the morning. taemin you key and minho go rest i'll stay up and keep an eye on hyung and the little ones. we might not hear anything but we all know hyung is crying his eyes out in there right now .''in that case we should all go in and stay with him he will need us all right now'

taemin said and headed in that direction and slipped in and settled down next to a crying jonghyun.

'hyung don't cry we're keeping them. hyung onew says we'll adopt and raise them. you all raised me and i turned out fine now we can do the same for them.'

he said giving him a hug which caused him to turn into taemins arms and really cry. the others came in and shut the door and all gathered around him to comfot him and in turn watch their charges for any signs of needing anything.

the first person up the next morning was jonghyun and though he wore a bright smile and held a happy go lucky appearence the rest of the shinee members were not fooled by it. once everyone was up they had to all decide what to do for the coming day. since from here on out they were to all intents and purposes parent to twin sons for the rest of their lives.

'Taemin you and key are on the promotional side of things. mihno you can help when needed but you are on baby duties with hyung jonghyun who will help when needed but since he is writing songs as well if it is alright we shall all do everything and keep him in the background. I'll find out how we can adopt them and if the press finds out about them and what we're doing i'll handle that too.'

onew said and waited for a reply.

'we can all do that take it in turns and keep them out of the limelight as much as possible.'

minho and key said. as the days past that the begining of the concert tour was about to start things were running smoothly. adoption papers had been filed and granted so they were all now the equal parants of two little boys. they'd come to explain and tell their families of what had transpired and what they had done and though their families were shocked and surprised they chose to support them all the way. the staff for the company and for their concert tour also chose to support and help them whenever they could.

songs with dance routines where chosen as were outfits and everything else that was needed was done with the help of everyone who was on hand. eventually the time came for their tour to begin. They had a well equipped bus to take care of themself and their sons and nannies on hand from staff members who were parents. in the weeks that followed their tour ran smoothly and they were kept updated on the babies who were growing and eating normally and outgrowing their clothes as they went. halfway through the tour jonghyun made a decision and ran it by the rest of them.

'I think we should introduce the little ones to our fans, and tell them how we came to adopt and raise them. i was wondering if you all are in agreement with me.'

he asked and got some very surprised looks from them.

'hyung if you want to do that then we'll support your decision and do it.'

taemin replied

'if everyones in agreement we can do it at the end of tonights show as a suprise to them. ' 'Shawols love us for who we are they would support us in this.'

key said thoughtfully. jonghyun still had his overly emotional phases but they were not too bad at least in front of everyone he loved. he hid his days of bad depression from everyone just as he always had. everyone else nodded.

'alright lets do that minho and taemin can bring them out and hold them, while your explaining things to the fans and then if you want to hold them while on the stage taemin can pass tae jong to you. while key and minho look after keymin onew.'

onew laughed at the name of the 2nd child but it suited him as the name of his brother suited him. The time came for the end of their final date on this concert tour and the shinee members stood on stage together to the sounds of cheering and their names being called by their fans. Jonghyun took a deep breath and looked over at taemin. Taemin stepped up beside him and nodded to key and minho indicating they should go and get the twins and wait off stage. Onew took up the microphone and called for silence from the arena.

'Everyone we love you all so much but if you could please be silent for the time being for we have something to tell you all and we hope that you will all support us in our endevour'

he said using his hands to indicate silence. the arena went silent, the band also went silent and the dancers on stage went silent and stood waiting since the band and dancers were already aware of what was coming. taemin held onto jonghyun but he took the mic from his hyung and spoke up and out to the crowd. He took the responsibility of explaining things rather than hyung jonghyun who was barely hanging on tears rolling down his face.

everyone listened about how the twins had been found in such icy freezing cold weather and that their mother had unfortunately died in an accident, how she was unknown and held no family and that since she had left them were they were found they shinee had decided to take it upon themselves to adopt and raise them themselves. the crowd cheered for them and chanted their names so taemin asked them to be quiet as they were going to bring them out onto the stage for the fans to meet them. once more the arena went silent in awe and wonder as minho and key stepped out onto the stage each holding one of the babies.

they stayed for a few minutes then they took them off the stage asking that no one disturb them as they were being raised instead they asked showals to protect them from saesangs that would try and invade their privacy. after awhile they said good night for it was the end of their current tour but they promised that they would still be releasing music and doing concert dates at some point in the future. with the night over and leaving the stage arena behind them they were taken home though jonghyun had his radio show to do so he was taken to that studio to fulfil that side of his schedule. taemin decided he was going along with jonghyun to the studio to watch over him will the others would be home raising their sons and listening to the show.

taemin stayed in the background while the show was on even though it was also a live brodcast one that night but eventually the show came to an end and they left and headed home.

'taemin, thank you for being there for me you and the hyungs are precious to me and i love you all for what you are doing on behalf of those little ones and of me. i know that even if one of us wasn't here anyomre the others would still protect love and raise them unconditionally while leting them decide their own way in life and what they want to do when they grow up.'

jonghyun said as he settled tiredly in the car beside him as they were driven home. taemin sensed the touch of depression in his hyungs voice and hugged him tightly.

'we will do that hyung and so will you.'

taemin said and though he saw a happy smile on his hyungs lips and in his eyes taemin held a sense of forboding for the future concerning his hyung but this he kept to himself. They returned home for the rest of the night and as the days past they all moved into a bigger house that would hold all five of them plus babies and extra room to spare and though they kept their former homes since they owned them anyway they would just go to them once a month to check them and if not themselves they had someone do it for them to make sure everything was alright.

friends and family alike among those they knew fans included gave them countless aid support and advice on raising such young children. close friends and family even taking on responibility for them whenever they needed a break and time to themselves. for tour's and solo tour's they had and any other shows that they were doing in between raising their family. in the years that would come to pass the river of life moved forwards as it always does. new songs were written and released albums were also written and released shineeworld tour's and solo tour's came and went.

taemin had never forgotten his feeling of forboding concerning his hyung or his hyungs words over the years that came to pass. He'd always known that something was going to happen. sometimes he wondered if he had said something back then that perhaps things wouldn't have come to pass as they had and this was something that he came to regret.

In the final year of his hyung jonghyuns life his dark emotional moment's of depression took its darkest turn and not even the sons they chose to adopt and raise as their own could help him or hold back the river called life. When the moment came and jonghyun chose to leave first, grief and sadness took hold of friends and family and the world alike. taemin stopped calling taejong by that name simply calling him jonghyun from then on each member doing the same making the name jonghyun tae instead in honor of his memory. every year they did their best raising the children always telling them stories of him. teaching them his songs and showing them dance moves to make them happy rather than sad at the loss of one of their parents. Though they never took them to see his resting pace for they were far too young they all decided to give them a choice once they were old enough to make a decision on what they would like to do in life.

there would be times when they asked why one of their abeoji (father) had to leave and this was always handled with the greatest of care. in time the grief subsided and the river of life continued on but the loss never left the rest of them. but they all decided that they would continue on in his honor and with all the love they held for him in every fibre of their being. Shinee would always be 5 members though there were only the four of them left behind they would never let his legacy of song, dance, music, shinee or shineeworld die they would last forever or as long as they were meant to. and if and when they had families and children of their own alonside their adopted ones that would be jonghuns sons at that point they would once more tell share their memories and stories of him to their own children forever keeping his memory alive.

lyric's from shinee's our page

May 25, 2008
Boys shining brightly
Like green waves of spring
That time will spread and flow forever

The pretty words you left behind
Become a poem, become a song
Our voices are flying
We know it'll reach you wherever you are
If a star vanishes, will everything be forgotten?
(If a star vanishes, will everything)
I'm holding the precious you in my arms
I want to fill the pages of this story that isn't over yet
Until the very end