I haven't been the best person, especially to you. I know an apology is long passed due but, at this moment I'm feeling fucking terrible. I'm a jackass, you've told me many times and I passed it off as jokes.

I know you were sincere, I should have shaped up my damn act. It's too late now. But, I'm sorry.

You know I loved you, right? I did. I never loved anyone like I loved you, no one can ever be like you.

It wasn't very...apparent, but you meant a lot to me. Of course most the times I said it, I was drunken and sappy. To you, it didn't mean anything..especially since I only said it when I was..like that.

I can't deny what I've done to you, I've hurt you too many times to count. I wish I could have apologized sooner, I wish I had more to write.

Just...have fun doing whatever you're doing up there, must be a lot happier without me there to bring you down.

But I do miss you.

I love you Frylock.

I wish you hadn't left us before I had the chance to...be a man and...apologize

It's okay, I'll be okay. You're much happier I bet, painless.

I wish I was dead too.