p style="margin: 0px; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: '.SF UI Text';"span style="font-family: '.SFUIText-Semibold'; font-weight: bold; font-size: 17pt;"Training. A long hard process. A struggle. A battle. Hours, days, weeks, months, years. They all run together. Pain. Pain and fear. Waking, sleeping. What is the difference when both are nightmares? The spirit comes first. Your spirit is crushed. Perhaps it is still there... Perhaps. But you no longer feel it. You are theirs. Your only wish is to please them. Next is compassion. They tear it to shreds. They have no compassion as it was taken from them in the same way. For some it is a short process. For others it is long and hard. Then you must give pain to one you love. By doing this they ensure you can give pain to anyone. By then you are broken. You are Mord'sith. We can be only who we are. No more and no less. We are Mord'sith. And this is how we are created. /span/p