So. I finally recovered the log in info to this old fan fiction account, and I don't know, I thought it be fun to give a finale update, nearly a decade later, to any of those who for some reason have this story on updates.

So hey, how's it going? I'm still alive, I actually still love BTR, although less of course, and I'm excited to see they're getting back together. The new music will be fun.

If anyone's out there who has the balls to reread these stories, I know I didn't, but if you read the authors notes I apparently pretended I had a sister? I don't think that's too surprising with how the author note sections used to be on this website. But no, I'm just one whole person who liked to blame my problems on others hahaha. With that knowledge, and the shit I wrote as a teenager, i don't think it be surprising to know I study psych now.

I'm a college student now, in my third year. It's wild, I wonder what the version of myself in 2011 would've thought about where I am now. Not much good has happened while a lot of bad has, so I think past me would be sad, but I'm still trying, so maybe that means something. I'm still invested in fandom stuff a lot, and even though it's been a couple years since I wrote, I've played around in other fandoms and found a lot of joy in them too. Maybe some of you know me as a different name and wouldn't even know it. Covids been hard, especially going into this round two of isolation (Im immune compromised so I haven't done much for the past two years) and Im considering getting into writing again. Finding happiness in old comforts and routines would be nice. Writing is tough though, I have absolutely no idea how I used to do this.

I don't know if anyone will see this and care about me, so I'll wrap it up. I hope you liked the stuff I used to write. I hope it brought you some joy when you needed it. If you're here, reading this now, I want you to know you had an impact on me, and that you brought me joy and happiness as well. I might not be finishing the story, and that sucks if you really liked it, sorry lol, but maybe we can both take comfort in being here, again, just for a minute.

Anyway. I hope you're happy!